Vivian: Life in Estonia Chapter 10

The next morning, Vivian woke up with Erki the dog, barking and Maia screaming. She looked at the clock and it showed 6:30 presumably, AM. Two things became immediately self-evident. Eino Tarvas was not in her bed. Either he didn’t sleep with her throughout the night; or she had fallen asleep while he was still in her presence. Or perhaps he had remained with her but had left to tend to the normal daily dairy farming chores which she knew had to commence long before 6:30 AM. The other evident fact was that Maia had obviously not awakened during the wee hours of the morning. Her baby had slept completely through the night for the very first time. Now that was definitely something to celebrate for sure.

Vivian dutifully tended to her baby’s needs. Vivian duly burped Maia after she had her fill of her mother’s milk. Then with Maia in her arms, Vivian trudged to the Tarvas farmhouse for breakfast. Apparently, she had arrived at just about the right time. Eino had arrived for his breakfast and so had Helmutt, Eino's son. Maarja had started cooking for them, so that Vivian’s timing was right for the entire family to have breakfast together. After breakfast, Vivian and Maarja sat down and planned menus to last a week. They soon worked a schedule for the household.

The next few days proved to be very hectic as construction material, milking machines and cows were delivered to the farm. In addition, more supplies were continuously being delivered which Vivian had ordered. Vivian also got around to obtaining a motor vehicle for herself, a four door Škoda Fabia sedan. Vivian viewed that the purchase of this vehicle signaled the final point of no return for her, and metaphorically completed her permanent departure from the US. This vehicle is not available for purchase in the United States, but as the Škoda car company was a total subsidiary of Volkswagen, she did not feel totally alienated.

Vivian and Eino worked remarkably well together in organizing and supervising the development of the expanded farming enterprise. It was not that they agreed in every aspect, but they each had a mutual respect for each other's skills and abilities. Thus, when there was a point of contention, they mutually took a breath, and calmly presented their case to each other. They had made a pact to each other, that once an agreement was mutually reached, there would be no articulation of second-guessing recriminations of the decision even should the choice turn out to be patently wrong in retrospect. Their working relationship succeeded because Eino Tarvas was not a male chauvinist. The experience of taking care of his ill wife brought home to him, the obvious fact how easier his life on the farm would have been had his wife not been ill, and able to contribute as she was prepared to do.

The camaraderie between Vivian and Eino in their working arrangement was very evident. They routinely exhibited uninhibited joy and satisfaction in taking on their tasks and chores. Their cheerful outlook had the hidden advantage in that it instilled high morale amongst the farm labor they employed. Those laborers were happy to be employed at the Tarvas farm, which in turn made them more productive as they took pride in their labor. Both Vivian and Eino were not afraid to praise them when justified.

Vivian and Eino divided their workloads to maximize their skills and interests. Eino was in charge of overseeing the dairy part while Vivian took care of the management of the crops. Eino was in charge of hiring the labor as he had intimate knowledge of the people available in the area augmented by knowledge acquired from his interaction with the neighboring farmers. Vivian took over the business financial operations. This proved to be for Eino the most useful skill that Vivian brought to the table. Vivian skillfully found the markets for the increased output of the agricultural production of the farm. The contractual agreements she negotiated was to the best advantage. In no time at all the combined farm was indeed well on its way to becoming the most prominent farm in all of Estonia.

The other initial major concern for Vivian was planning her wedding. Considering the brevity of the courtship, she could be forgiven to have desired an elaborate affair. A lavish wedding would possibly silence the presumably snide remarks which their wedding guests might be prone to utter in light of their brief acquaintanceship. However, the most important result she wished to achieve with respect to her wedding plans was to blot out the memory of her wedding to Sam Crawford. Since her wedding to Eino would occur on the same weekend in August, hopefully there would be less cause to recollect the image of having her first husband hauled off to jail literally minutes after the wedding ceremony.

Unfortunately, because of the territorial divide between them, it was not possible to plan a wedding where guests of the friends and relatives be equally represented. For practical purposes she could not have the wedding in Wisconsin. She asked Eino how many guests in Estonia he would like to see present, and so she could plan accordingly, with the assistance of Maarja as well. It turned out that Eino was well regarded and known by some very prominent Estonians, so that surprisingly the guest list was rather larger than Vivian would have expected. It actually consisted of around two hundred. Every possible relative by blood or by marriage were included. Also included were friends and acquaintances some of whom were very prominent in Estonian society. The acquaintances included those Eino had acquired in business dealings.

Seeing the length of the guest list surprised Vivian, although she was secretly elated as an elaborate affair was something she truly desired in her heart. She asked, "Was your first marriage to Dagi equally as large or even larger considering she must have had more of her relatives and friends in attendance than I will have? At this point in time, it looks like I'll have only two guests, namely my co matrons of honor."

Eino replied, "Oh no! When I married Dagi there were only fifty quests in total. We were obviously both younger than you and I are now, as I had just started working the farm on my own. Since then, I've acquired membership in two agricultural organizations to advance the cause for improvement of farming in Estonia. As a result, my active participation in these farming groups, I've become more known and especially among some politicians. Hence this expanded list."

Vivian replied, "Oh I have no problem with having such an elaborate affair. However, I noticed most of the guests have Tallinn addresses, so it would seem like we ought to have the wedding in Tallinn as opposed to here at the farmhouse, as I had originally imagined. The additional advantage for having the wedding in Tallinn is that we'll be near the airport, so we can begin our honeymoon quicker."

For Vivian, her two actual and it turned out only friends and relatives, to attend the wedding were her two matrons of honor. Namely, her sister Erica Koeninger née Laaning and her best friend Angela Peterson née Black. Both of them had been Vivian's co matrons of honor, in the wedding a year earlier, and Vivian had been the maid of honor in each of their respective wedding ceremonies. All three of them had been pregnant a year ago and all of them had delivered baby girls. They were also still breast feeding as each of them attended meetings of La Leche League. Each of them had a goal to commit to one complete year of breast feeding before they would proceed to the stage of getting their babies totally weaned.

In this regard, Erica agreed to come four weeks prior to the wedding, and help Vivian construct her wedding dress. Erica also agreed to stay at the farm two weeks after the ceremony. The plan was to allow Vivian to enjoy a two weeks honeymoon vacation, without the necessity of toting her baby with her. Erica was certain, she would have enough milk available for her niece as well her own daughter, Anna. Angela could not appear until the Thursday before the Saturday wedding date. However, as she learned of the particulars of Erica's commitment, she indicated that she would be also available to assist in meeting baby Maia's nourishment requirements for a day or two, after the wedding ceremony. She was scheduled to return to the United States on the following Monday. Neither of their husbands were able to come to Estonia, and thus the remaining children of Angela and Erica would remain in the United States. Neither was the rest of her family able to or willing to come to the wedding despite Vivian's offer to pay for the air fare.

As the time came, Vivian with Maia in tow, traveled to Tallinn to pick up Erica and her baby daughter at the Tallinn Lennart Meri Airport. The flight left Chicago mid afternoon and arrived in Tallinn mid afternoon the next day. The flight took over fifteen hours with stopovers in Detroit and Amsterdam and plus the time difference of eight hours accounted for the almost full day passage for Erica from departure to arrival in local times. Erica was impressed by Vivian's Škoda Fabia, and expressed a wish she could have something as exotic for herself, instead of a mundane Cadillac SUV. Vivian merely chuckled at Erica's quip.

The conversations between the two of them, from the time Vivian had first advised of her engagement, out of necessity had been rather sporadic without too much details divulged. So, the two and a half hour road trip to the farm afforded ample time for them to discuss fully the upcoming nuptials and the implications of the radical change in Vivian's lifestyle. After initial greetings, and gathering some coffee to drink during the drive, Erica started the conversation with, "This may very well be a very silly question, but I have to ask, are you sure? Do you really think you will be happy with this marriage?"

Vivian replied, "As the saying goes, 'There are only two sure things in life: death and taxes.' Everything else is unpredictable no matter how certain one might be of the eventual outcome."

Erica scoffed, "True indeed as far as that saying goes. Still there are reasonable expectations based on experience and prior knowledge, where one can come to a rational decision. You said he proposed to you after only the third consecutive nightly date so that you hadn't known of his existence prior to three full days. And you accepted his proposal almost immediately. I get that you were infatuated with him. But how the hell can you have any certainty that you will have a successful marriage?"

Vivian felt she would have to adopt a lighthearted tone to defuse Erica's dour demeanor and nullify her serious reservations. So, she initially relied, "Not to put a fine point on it, but I didn't accept his proposal immediately. I believe it took at least two full hours of intense deliberations before I agreed to marry him."

Erica naturally scoffed, "Oh! Come on Vivian, be serious!"

Vivian replied, "Actually in his presentation, Eino quoted from Jane Austen's 'Pride and Prejudice' to reinforce the attractiveness of his sudden offer of marriage."

Erica was completely flabbergasted at this unique factoid. All she could mutter, "Huh! What the fuck?"

Vivian mischievously stated, "Since you've read the novel as well, you would know that there's a character named Charlotte Lucas, who opines in essence, that happiness in marriage is a crap shoot anyway as prior knowledge is of no advantage. Charlotte goes on to conclude that it's much better to know nothing of the intended spouse's flaws beforehand. The implication is that one never knows how one will adjust to the foibles of one's partner in marriage in any case."

"That's just BS and you know it. It may have been applicable in Jane Austen's time, but it has no application in today's marriages."

At this point, again trying to lighten the conversation between them, Vivian resorted to an affectation of speech she often utilized when conversing with her. She replied, "Au contraire my fair sister. Your two marriages rather prove that viewpoint."

Erica could only repeat, "Huh! How the fuck can you say that?"

Vivian replied, "You knew Matt for several years, and fucked him for several years I daresay. And you finally married him when you became pregnant. Yet your marriage to him was not successful and did not even last four years before you separated."

"That's not fair Vivian. You know damn well the circumstances. You're the only one I've ever told that my first pregnancy might not have been his, and my subsequent miscarriage removed any possible chance of discovery. It was my adultery and my subsequent pregnancy which was without a doubt the result of my adultery, which paved the way for the dissolution of that marriage."

"Don't be so hard on yourself sis. You know it takes two to tango. The only reason you committed adultery, aside from the wicked fun of it, was that you could sense that your marriage was going down the toilet anyway. You weren't getting pregnant, despite eschewing birth control protection throughout your marriage. You made a special point of having sex during virtually every estimated occurrence of your ovulation. Your troubles escalated since Matt refused to go with you to consult a medical fertility specialist. I have the impression, that because you were pregnant on your wedding day, that Matt couldn't believe that he might be sterile. Maybe had you been frank with him about the doubt of paternity of your first pregnancy, he might have been more amiable to explore all medical options to overcome the infertility problem in your marriage."

Erica sighed, as she replied wistfully, "Yes in hindsight I kind of wished that I had. Of course, hindsight is always 20/20 and if wishes were fishes, we'd all have plenty to eat."

Vivian smiled at this juncture, as she could sense, Erica was easing up her animosity regarding her proposed marriage to Eino Tarvas. She could see that she just might convince Erica, that she was not making a colossal blunder. So she continued, "But look at you now with Rod. A man who you knew about as long as I've known Eino before you knew with absolutely certainty that you were going to marry him. This marriage sure seems as strong as ever and now you have three children two boys and a daughter. By the way is that it for you or am I going to have any more nephews and or nieces?"

Erica answered, "I think the plan is to have one more before I'll get my tubes tied. That will especially be so if we have another girl. That way each child for siblings would have at least one brother and one sister. I remember when you were about three that Paul was continuously pestering Mom for some time to get a brother for him as he was fed up being the only son."

Vivian replied, "I of course don't remember that, but I wonder how Dad would have resolved the problem of who gets the farm if we did have another brother. Anyway, back to what I was saying. You have a wonderful marriage now, despite the fact that you're in an interracial marriage with biracial children. And you know there still exists enough racism in America which makes an interracial marriage more difficult to maintain harmoniously especially when interrelating with slight acquaintances or even relatives of either race."

Erica had to admit, "You're right about that. Mom and Dad have been aloof towards me, and I sure don't get along with my sister-in-law. At least Paul is cordial with me, I guess he had always respected me as the older sister. Anyway, I had to obviously bring Anna along with me, so there's no hiding my interracial connections. How do you think your fiancé and his mother will receive me?"

"Oh, I've alerted them that you have a black husband. I'm sure they'll be circumspect. They may or may not be deep down in their hearts racist, but then Estonia is about as homogeneous a state as they come in Europe. So there really is no occasion to develop a racist posture. I certainly haven't spotted a black person yet, so I suspect there might not even be one lurking in the entire country."

Erica then returned to the main topic of their conversation, "Well OK enough about the rashness and the suddenness of your marriage to Eino. It's time to discuss the real elephant in the room concerning your proposed marriage. You're going to be a farmer's wife. I can't forget your consistent attitude when we were growing up on our family farm in Wisconsin. Since I believe when you were eight years old you made it crystal clear to everyone you came into contact with, that dairy farming was not your bag. As soon as you grew old enough you vowed to leave the farm for good, and you did!"

Vivian laconically retorted, "Well that was then, and this is now. Times have changed and I with it."

Erica added, "In contrast, it was I who wanted to grow up and become a farmer's wife. That's why I didn't pay as much attention in school as I couldn't find the knowledge useful. Of course, I regret that now, but that's a different story. I did become a farmer's wife and for a time I was happy. But things change as you say, and I'm now an owner of a successful restaurant and night club. And so farming no longer holds any interest for me.

"But you studied law and became a lawyer. You were employed by one of the most important law firms in Chicago. You had an exciting life; you had fulfilled your life dreams. But now you are willing to throw all that away to return to a lifestyle you originally detested. I'll give you that I never heard you complain about the hard work involved in dairy farming. You never bitched to Dad about having to milk those four damn cows. I sure as hell did when I had to milk them when you were too sick with mononucleosis.

"No, you didn't mind the hard work, but what you said was that your chief complaint was that farm work was tedious and boring. It did not challenge your mind. So how long do you think you'll get bored and want to get out of what you're now getting into?"

Vivian answered, "Every job has its tedious and boring aspects, even in the job as a criminal defense attorney. Criminal trials might be fascinating as depicted in TV or movies, but the reality of criminal defense work in the main can be very tedious and tiresome. Mostly, you're dealing with losers as clients who lack the fortitude and discipline to earn an honest living. In most cases than naught, you plead your client guilty as the prosecution's case is unassailable. Your main job then is to produce a disingenuous presentation in court in an effort to procure the lightest sentence possible for your client."

Erica observed, "I take it then, that was the situation you found yourself in defending Sam?"

"Exactly! The evidence against Sam uncovered by the forensic accountant turned out to be pretty damning. The challenge for me was to get the least amount of jail time possible. In my view anything less than twenty years would be success. The best case scenario would have been ten years and with early parole Sam could have been home in time to see Maia enter grade school."

Erica gasped, "Oh my God Vivian! Were you that much in love with him, that you would have stayed married to him had he not been murdered?"

Vivian replied, "Well you know that the traditional marriage vows start with 'for better or worse', and this definitely fell into the category of 'worse'. I guess my commitment to marriage was probably stronger than my love for Sam. I actually have bittersweet memories of him. The one thing that mystifies me, about him, is how greedy he was. He stole $120 million over a period of twelve years, thereby averaging $10 million per year. And he kept on stealing right up to the time he was caught. I was to learn that during that last month, last August, he had squirreled away a half million during that month which monies turned up in the Monaco bank.

"I mean, how much did he need? He could have quit any time before; say by the end of ten years and lived in luxury for the rest of his life. And he wouldn't have been detected. Apparently, Jed did not suspect a thing until the eleventh year when one transaction went in his estimation surprising south. And Jed didn't even suspect Sam was the culprit, although he had to be the prime suspect, until the time of his arrest. This aspect of Sam was something I could not accept and probably lost my esteem for him as a result. But then again, to chastise him for his greed, leaves me into the position of a righteous moral hypocrite. Obviously, the right moral thing to have done was to turn in the monies I discovered in the Monaco and Swiss banks to the proper appropriate authorities. Instead, I've kept it for my own personal use."

Erica protested, "Hey Vivian now don't you go Mother Teresa on me. You didn't steal the money. You just happened to come across it like finding lost money. I don’t see that you had any legal obligation to surrender the money, nor did you have any moral obligation to do so."

Vivian replied, "Oh believe me Erica, I'm not losing any sleep over how I've acquired my wealth. Still, I believe that I have a sense of guilt deep down in the back of my mind. That probably accounts for my handing over the money, he was seeking via a bank loan, to Eino without any strings attached. And I did this before he proposed, and seemingly only in gratitude for quite literally a one night stand. Mind you it was truly a magnificent night."

Erica laughed at that statement. She replied, "Yeah right! As if you're a stranger to experiencing hot sex! I prefer to think it was a hidden inducement by you to lure him to propose."

Vivian harrumphed, "Whatever Erica! Anyway, back to your concern that I will soon grow weary of dairy farming and seek escape. As the famous Doris Day’s song goes 'Que Sera Sera', so one never knows about these things except for death and taxes of course. Still, I would point out that when I was a teenager helping out on the farm, I had no say in its operations, I just did what Dad told me to do. And considering that Paul was going to take over the farm when our parents would retire there was no incentive for me to take a real interest in farming and so I didn't."

"In contrast here, I'll be an equal partner with Eino. Actually, more equal since I have the extra money which the farm might need for any unforeseen contingency. We'll find out soon enough if I should become bored with my new responsibilities. Eino has set the goal for our farming enterprise to become the best in all of Estonia, and I'm down for the challenge. Already in the month I've been here, I have found enough tasks aplenty to tackle and to keep my mind actively occupied. And I've relished the time.

"Besides as a bottom line, producing milk and cheese for public consumption is a helluva lot more personally rewarding and satisfactory than defending and protecting ne'er-do-wells who aren't useful citizens in society. I'm determined to be happy, and I will be. At the very least I have a real dreamy man for my lifelong companion."

At this point during the drive, both babies started bawling apparently hungry, so Erica suggested, "I'm truly anxious to meet your fiancé and his mother without undue delay. But as I promised to stay to breast feed Maia while you're on your honeymoon, why not stop and let me try to nurse both babies together. This way we will see if my niece will latch on to my tit. If she doesn't now, then you can take over."

Accordingly, as Erica exposed her breasts, Vivian pulled over and stopped on the paved shoulder. She exited to open the back door to take first Anna and placed her on Erica's lap. Erica with her right arm thereupon brought her daughter to her right breast, who immediately latched on to the nipple and started suckling. Vivian then got a hold of Maia and brought her to Erica's left breast. As Erica held on to her niece, Vivian assisted by grabbing a hold of Erica's left breast to direct contact with Maia's lips. Rubbing the nipple against the baby's mouth Vivian was able to successfully induce Maia to latch on and start feeding from her aunt's breast. Erica broke out into a wide joyful smile as she proclaimed, "Am I not the 'Mother Of The Year'! I can feed two babies at once. I bet I have enough milk to nourish both my daughter and my niece."

Vivian laughed with Erica. She grabbed her smartphone and snapped several pictures of Erica breast feeding the two baby girls. Naturally she subsequently gave most of these pictures to Erica, but she kept a couple for her own use. One of them she enhanced to a “5” x “10" glossy and framed it as a companion piece to the one picture of her breast feeding Maia naked, which Eino had photographed a month earlier. Since Erica was essentially fully clothed, with her breasts only inconsequentially exposed, the photograph was not as provocative. Thus, it tended to tamp down potential outrage of Vivian's naked picture and emboldened her to feature both framed pictures in her subsequent office workplaces.

Once the baby girls finished feeding, Vivian who had been standing outside of the motor vehicle, took Maia to burp her as Erica burped her baby daughter. Then Vivian saw to it that both babies were re-seated in their car seats, and then resumed driving to the Tarvas farm. Erica sighed, and resumed their interrupted conversation, "Well OK Vivian. I'm convinced that you've given some very serious thoughts in taking this drastic different step in your life. You are not pursuing a fantasy. You know yourself, so I trust you will indeed be happy with your decision. But gosh! You're moving into this god forsaken shit hole of a country and disappear on me. I'm afraid I'll never see you again. I sure as hell will miss that."

Vivian protested, "First of all, Estonia is a sophisticated country, actually one of the world's most digitally-advanced societies. Skype was developed here after all. Estonia has one of the strongest economies in the world not just in northern Europe and boasts a very affluent society."

Erica responded, "Well that's good to know. I am proud of my Estonian ancestry as well. But still, it's not our country of birth and you will be away from all your family, friends and acquaintances."

Vivian answered, "Nonsense! We won't be strangers. I worked out with Eino that I'll be coming to the United States twice a year for a fortnight visit each time. Once will be for the Thanksgiving holiday in November, and to balance it out, the other visit will be in May for the Memorial Day holiday. I daresay were I to have settled say in southern California or for that matter in New York the frequency of us getting together in such instances, would have been about the same."

Erica added, "Oh goody I hadn't thought of that possibility. Now that you've pointed that out, I guess I could spring for an occasional trip to Estonia as well. That is presuming your husband would not object."

Vivian replied, "Oh yes, I hope you do come. You know I can foot the bill for airline tickets."

Erica sniffed, "I'm not a pauper. thank you very much. I do very well with my restaurant so I can pay my way. You noticed I refused your offer to pay for the air fare this time as well. By the way, will Dad and Mom be coming?"

"No, they're not. I asked them and offered to pay for their air fare, but they refused. I would have thought that Dad at least would have jumped at the opportunity to come to visit his ancestral homeland in addition to being here for my wedding. But I guess they're set in their ways. You'll recall I had to coax them to come to last year's wedding, and they reluctantly came, only because it was held at the family farm."

When Vivian and Erica with their respective daughters arrived at the Tarvas farm, they were greeted enthusiastically by Eino and Maarja. Happily, there were no overt awkwardness displayed the Estonians, mother and son concerning the race of Erica's baby daughter, Anna. No doubt Vivian's prior revelation of Erica's interracial marriage, set the stage for them to be civil, and not to display any boorish racial antipathy. It helped, that as it turned out, Anna happened to have the palest complexion of Erica's children with her Caucasian features of her genes more predominant. Thus, her appearance was not unnerving to those white people who may otherwise have a mild aversion to interacting with other races.

The dinner prepared by Maarja was as delicious as ever, and Vivian rejoiced in realizing that such load of her intended wifely chore would be greatly lessened. During the month Vivian and Maarja worked compatibly in the kitchen. Maarja was delighted in the results of the remodeling Vivian had undertaken. Since Erica could speak Estonian their conversation flowed smoothly. Erica had a natural ability to charm most people even in the first brief instance of acquaintanceship. That skill served her well in making her restaurant a success, and likewise put Eino and Maarja at ease. It did not hurt that Erica was objectively an extremely pretty woman, and so Eino and Maarja could not help but warm up to her. As to Erica's baby they appropriately respected the infant; she was in fact cute as a button.

For the duration of Erica's stay, Vivian and Eino had mutually agreed to put a moratorium on sex until the wedding night. By this gesture, they hoped that it would enhance the magic and mystery of their first coitus as man and wife. This had been actually a secret desire of Vivian, and it delighted her no end that Eino was sufficiently romantic in nature to accede to such an idea. To avoid temptation to break the moratorium, Eino stayed in the Tarvas farmhouse at nights, while Erica joined Vivian in the Kangur farmhouse. There were four bedrooms in both farmhouses. Ostensibly, Erica would occupy one bedroom, Vivian another, the two babies could be in the third bedroom, accompanied by the dog, Erki, and the fourth bedroom served as a sewing room for the construction of Vivian's wedding dress as well as dresses for Angela and Erica.

Jet lag exhaustion soon set in for Erica. She did not get an adequate amount of sleep during the long airplane journey. The radical different time zone did not help her body get adjusted to the new reality of being in early evening in Europe. So, she had to beg off continuing the evening gathering. Vivian opted to accompany her sister and so they headed for the Kangur farmhouse with their babies. As the sisters trooped into the designated bedroom for the babies, Anna started crying for nourishment.

In preparation for what she had in mind, after she had finished nursing her baby, Erica shucked her clothes to get totally naked in a remarkably brief time. She then picked up her baby to clean her up utilizing the convenient changing table previously installed there at the behest of Vivian. Having cleaned up her baby, Erica opted not to put on a fresh diaper on Anna, as her baby seemed to be demanding her breast immediately. Accordingly, she sat down on a nearby chair to commence breast feeding her daughter, with both of them naked.

In the meantime, Vivian had sensed, that by her immediate undressing, Erica, was in the mood to indulge in some incestuous lesbian sex. That desire was understandable since she would be away from her husband for some six weeks. Vivian knew that Erica would tend to become grumpy whenever she had to endure such a long or especially longer period of celibacy.

The bulk of their past girl-on-girl sexual activities occurred during the times they lived together first in Madison, WI during Vivian’s senior year at the University of Wisconsin. Then they lived together for the three years Vivian had been in law school in Chicago. Neither of them had serious fuck buddies during that time so that their lesbian sex was analogous to the phrase “any port in a storm”.

Consequently, Vivian put Maia down in her crib and disrobed. No sooner had she become naked, that Maia started crying demanding to be fed. Vivian quickly wiped Maia clean, and also opted not to put on a fresh diaper on her daughter’s bottom. She was anxious to join her sister to embark on a double nude breast feeding session. As there was no other chair in the room or a bed for that matter, Vivian was forced to kneel down on the floor and rest her upper body on the back of her calves to breast feed Maia.

They then proceeded to truly experience an exotic intimate scene between themselves. Although neither of them were ever ashamed of their actions, still they kept secret between themselves their incestuous lesbian sexual activities. In contrast, they had no trepidation in regaling their closest friends and relatives with providing an anecdote of this double naked breast feeding occurrence.

They explained away their nudity with the suggestion that Erica was in the process of partaking of a shower to wipe away the grime and dirt accumulated from the long air flight from Chicago and the subsequent drive from Tallinn to the farm in Valgamaa. Anna’s cry for nourishment interrupted her intention as tending to her daughter’s needs was her paramount concern.

They then claimed that Vivian was in an equal need to partake of a shower for similar reasons, so she disrobed with that intention while Erica would be busy breastfeeding. But then Maia woke up to demand her nourishment just at the time Vivian was about to step into the shower stall. Needless to say this version of the event made for a more entertaining story than the actual considerations that were in play.

When both women had finished tending to their respective daughters’ needs they placed their babies in their designated cribs. Then Erica asked, "If there's any wine in the house, I would like a glass I'm parched."

"Sure is. I'll fetch some."

As Vivian nakedly meandered down to the kitchen to get a bottle of wine and a couple of glasses, Erica obviously still naked repaired to the bedroom allocated for her. As Erica ensconced herself upright on the bed, Vivian returned with a fruity Põltsamaa wine and glasses. As Vivian handed a glass, and said "Here's a wine produced in a winery not far from here. Let me know how you like it."

Vivian thereupon got on the bed to sit beside Erica to share the wine and have some conversation. After her first sip, Erica said. "Hmm yes! Not bad at all. Well thank you sis. Breast feeding always drives me into lethargy and leaves me in a pleasant mood. In someways it’s equivalent to having experienced a sexual orgasm.”

Vivian replied, "For my part, as Maia was born at the low point in my life I found breast feeding her was the one moment I need not concern myself with my unfortunate circumstances. Breast feeding her was my sole solace in my life. I’ve had no sex since she was born until the time I met Eino. As a result, I had always looked forward to breast feeding Maia as it provided the only pleasure I had experienced until I met Eino.”

After Erica finished her glass of wine, she slid down from the headboard to lie supine on her back. Without any word exchanged between them and discerning Erica’s desire, Vivian repositioned herself on her knees. She placed herself in the valley between the thighs of Erica's spread thighs. She then bent down to stick out her tongue, and commenced a slow tantalizing tasting of Erica's lady parts. Erica squeaked at initial contact, but then reverted to a steady moan coupled with pronounced deep breathing.

As Erica's vagina gaped, Vivian was able to slip a finger into her sister's pussy and stroke it. Then as Erica emitted a more agitated moan, Vivian was able to work two more fingers into Erica's vagina. As Vivian was relentlessly pumping her three fingers spear into her sister's cunt, she was simultaneously tongue caressing Erica's clit. Once Erica's clit hardened, Vivian swallowed it whole. Thereupon she swirled the engorged organ in her mouth, in addition to applying some tongue contact.

The double simultaneous action of Vivian's tongue on her clit and fingers in her vagina, drove Erica's mind bonkers. The next thing she knew, Vivian's fist up to her wrist, was completely encased in her cunt. Vivian’s fist action was causing some serious exquisite pleasure above and beyond what Erica was accustomed to in sexual activity. Soon Erica reached the apex of her orgasm, and she let out an uninhibited loud screech. Not only that but she squirted drenching Vivian's face! Fortunately, her loud scream did not awaken the sleeping babies in the next bedroom.

Vivian got off the bed in search of a towel to wipe her face clean. Erica turned over to pull the bed covers over her body. As she was totally exhausted, she fell asleep immediately. Erica was audibly snoring by the time Vivian's first foot stepped out of the room upon exiting.

The next morning, Vivian noticed the time at 06:15 AM, as she could hear Erki, the dog barking and both baby girls were crying for their mothers. Vivian peered in at Erica's bedroom and saw that her sister was still sleeping soundly and snoring to boot. Obviously, the jet lag had hit her sister heavily, as she was oblivious to the dog barking, never mind the infants crying. One thing about Vivian, she did not shirk from a challenge when she discerned one. She did not want to wake up her sister prematurely; she needed her beauty rest. But her baby was hungry, and so was hers. Well, if Erica could breast feed both babies at once, on the roadside no less, then why can't she?

With such thoughts in mind, Vivian, while still completely naked, marched into the babies' room. She first cleaned Anna and Maia, and changed their diapers. She picked up Maia and got her latched on to her boob. Then she carefully picked up Anna, with her free hand, and succeeded in getting her niece latched on to her other boob. She did it! She was breast feeding her baby daughter and niece simultaneously as she was standing even. She did turn to the chair in the room and gingerly sat down to make herself more comfortable.

The exercise was exhilarating. Vivian deliberately paid close attention to all the emotions and feelings she was experiencing. She was intent on storing them in her memory bank as these moments were unlikely to ever recur, unless she subsequently birthed twins. She was cognizant that this memory would remain forever precious to her. Finally, when the baby girls were satiated and were burped, Vivian was able to take a shower. She then dressed and woke up Erica to tackle the day.