Vivian: Life in Estonia Chapter 01

Vivian Laaning started her life growing up on a dairy farm in Wisconsin. Although the rigors of farm work held no horrors for her, still the tedious repetitive farm chores did not challenge her intellect.
One year when she was in grade school, her class took an educational field trip to Chicago to attend the appropriate museums, and provide some educational sight-seeing. From that trip, she knew that she would want to live in that big city, when she was old enough. To fulfill that desire, she developed an ambition to become a lawyer.

From that childhood dream, Vivian followed the necessary practical steps to achieve that goal: she finished high school; went to the University of Wisconsin (Madison) for her undergraduate degree, and obtained her law degree from the University of Chicago. Having passed the bar exams, she obtained a position as an associate attorney with Kirkland, Mayer & McDermott, one of Chicago's largest law firm. She had made it! Her life goals were reached. And as icing on her cake for career ambitions, she was employed strictly as a criminal law court advocate for those accused of crimes, the branch of legal practice, which she had enjoyed the most.

Mind you, there was what some would consider a deviance from such an orthodox path to a stereotypical American success story. After she surrendered her virginity at her eighteenth birthday party, she became highly sexed, and very promiscuous. She engaged in a two year lesbian affair with her high school English and History teacher, Erin Falconbridge. Erin also was a graduate student at the University of Wisconsin, in conjunction with teaching at the high school in Lydiaville, WI. In addition, while a student at the University of Wisconsin, Vivian on her own initiative, organized a gangbang where she fucked twenty-five men in a twenty-four hour period. To commemorate the occasion, she commissioned a tattoo design of twenty-four small replicas of the Estonian and German flags carved on her upper thighs. Each flag contained the initials of her sex partners and the time of the hour of occurrence of each tryst. Because her father was of Estonian ancestry and her mother was German, hence she chose these flags for her tattoos to represent her roots.

In her first year at law school, she seduced and had sex with each of her five other study partners. A remarkable achievement indeed, considering that four of them were not heterosexual. To commemorate that occasion she acquired, and continuously wore four ankle bracelets with the names of her partners inscribed on the bracelets.

Vivian's sister Erica, five years her senior, had cautioned her against such brazen displays of her sexuality. As Erica put it, no decent eligible man would want to marry a woman whose past licentious sexual experience would be so blatantly advertised whenever he witnessed her naked. Vivian dismissed such warnings on the basis, that she knew she could be a one man woman for the right man. If a man could not discern that, and could not overlook her past, then he can't be a man worth her time, never mind marrying.

In the main, Vivian was correct in such assessment taking into account her two most serious subsequent lovers. After she started working full time for Kirkland, Mayer & McDermott, she met Jed Baxter for a second time, having had previously enjoyed essentially a one night stand with him, during the time she was a student at the University of Wisconsin. That first occasion was a wedding, where Vivian was the maid of honor, and Baxter, who being the closest male relative, gave the bride away in lieu of the bride's deceased father. Jed Baxter was the CEO of Baxter & Sons a business conglomerate operating various and sundry successful business enterprises. Consequently, Jed was the richest man in Chicago and one of the wealthiest in the United States as well as in the world for that matter.

As a result of that second meeting of the business magnate, Vivian entered into an almost three years torrid love affair. Of course Baxter had no standing to complain of Vivian's sexuality, as after all, he was committing adultery in participating in the affair. On the other hand he was not feeling any guilt, since his wife was sexually frigid. Notwithstanding, that their marriage had produced two children, his wife demonstratively had exhibited no joy from their sexual intimacies. Accordingly, they had entered into an explicit agreement wherein she would condone carte blanche any adulterous activity on his part, so long as a public scandal would not ensue as a result.

Given such free rein for licentious behavior, Jed Baxter took full advantage. He maintained his membership, and continued his participation in the orgies conducted at the Texas Love Ranch (TLR). The TLR was as swingers sex club located near Dallas which conducted orgies on its premises every weekend. In his affair with Vivian, he gifted her lifetime membership into the TLR, plus paid up passes for attendance to twenty orgies. Naturally, this type of benefit in her affair with Jed Baxter was most welcome considering Vivian's sexual proclivities.

As their torrid love affair progressed, Vivian soon realized that it was not going to go anywhere. Even though she was an attorney at a prestigious, and truly well respected law firm in Chicago, she still was a farmer's daughter. Jed's wife, on the other hand was from the upper crust of American society, and together with Jed represented the crème de la crème of the most elegant couple in high society in the United States, never mind just Chicago. Oprah Winfrey, the most celebrated woman from Chicago would defer to Felicia, Jed's wife, whenever they were seen together in a public setting.

That being the situation, Vivian lowered her desires for the outcome of her dalliance with Jed Baxter. Mindful of her sister's admonishment that she might have a tough time to attract a suitable man to marry, and given that she truly would want to be a mother of at least one child, she concluded that becoming pregnant with Jed's child would be her ultimate realization of all her dreams and aspirations in life. Consequently, she relinquished all birth control protection for every one of their occasions of sexual intercourse. Still, she did not become pregnant despite having sex when she was positive that she was ovulating. She began to despair that perhaps she was barren.

The matter came to a head, when Felicia, Jed's wife, in essence summoned Vivian to a luncheon meeting at the tenant's café in what was then known as the Sears Tower (now designated as the Willis Tower). Her agenda was to persuade Vivian to give up her affair with Jed. Her strongest most persuasive argument, which Felicia believed would be paramount, was her avowal that Jed was not about to end his marriage for a mistress no matter how beguiling. Felicia soon recognized that such argument would not hold any sway with Vivian, as the latter was fully cognizant of such reality. Eventually, Felicia was successful in getting Vivian to give up on Jed, when she advised that Jed had undergone a vasectomy. Such information was definitely a deal breaker for Vivian, as she could not see what advantage was there for her to continue her relationship, other than the sex of course. Then again there were other fish in the sea to fulfill that need or desire.

As a last incentive addressing such concern, Felicia invited Vivian to a party at the Baxter mansion sans Jed of course, but with several eligible bachelors in attendance. Vivian did meet a man there of interest to her. His name was Sam Crawford and he was CFO of Baxter & Sons. Not unexpectedly considering Vivian's character, and her sexual proclivities, they had sex that very night. They started a six months affair culminating in a pregnancy and subsequent wedding. Unfortunately for Vivian, Sam had a dark side to his character. As CFO of Baxter & Sons, he had been embezzling the company for years to the tune of $120 million. He was found out by Vera Starikovich, a forensics accountant hired by Jed Baxter to thoroughly examine the financial records of Baxter & Sons with a fine tooth comb.

The FBI arrested Sam right at the wedding reception, a mere two hours after Vivian and Sam had exchanged their wedding vows, and thereby had become husband and wife. Vivian took it upon herself to legally represent Sam, but then he was murdered four days later by a deranged fellow inmate at the prison. To add to her nightmare of misery, she was fired from the law firm for representing Sam. Baxter & Sons was a major client of Kirkland, Mayer & McDermott, and thus Vivian's representing her husband was a conflict of interest, which the firm could not tolerate.

Before his death, Sam had signed over a Power of Attorney to Vivian plus disclosed financial information not uncovered by Vera Starikovich or the FBI. That included substantial funds deposited in various banks in Switzerland and Monaco. Thus, five months after her daughter, Maia, was born, she took her baby girl for a tour in Europe ostensibly for a vacation, to reassess her life goals. Her main reason was to ascertain what monies were still held in his name in the one bank in Monaco and the two banks in Switzerland; and to transfer the same unto her name. She was pleasantly surprised to discover that the monies totaled 90 million US dollars.

Her other motive for the vacation to Europe, was to see if she could meet and visit some blood relatives. In Tallinn, Estonia, Vivian made contact with Jaan Läänemets who was a distant cousin of her father, and hence to her. Jaan and his wife Marika, although surprised, were simply overjoyed with the visit of an American relative whom they had been vaguely aware of. They insisted that Vivian and her baby stay in their home for the week Vivian had been planning on staying in Estonia, before returning to the United States. Even though Vivian could easily afford to stay at a hotel, she accepted the invitation of the Läänemets with alacrity, as the conviviality of the Läänemets as hosts, was infectious.

The visit was more pleasurable than either party had anticipated. The first fun part of the visit was to establish their relationship, and the other part was to recollect, and establish the circumstances of how Jan's part of the family remained in Estonia while Vivian's part of the family ended up in the United States. The common ancestor to Vivian and Jaan was Ants Rebane. He lived in the nineteenth century when Estonian territory was under Russian Tsarist rule. Ants Rebane was the grandfather to one of the grandparents of Vivian as well as one of the grandparents of Jaan. In other words he was the great great grandfather to both of them, and thereby making Vivian and Jaan third cousins.

Vivian's grandparents were older than Jaan's and as a result were recruited to the German cause during World War II. When the Russian Red Army pushed back the Germans, Vivian's grandparents had to flee from Estonia and they finally ended up in Wisconsin. Jaan's grandparents on the other hand, were children during the War and thus could safely remain in Estonia. Jaan and Marika had two children, a boy and a girl, both under five years of age. The children were fascinated by the visit of Vivian's baby.

Vivian had named her daughter Maia, after her grandmother's sister, who like Jaan's grandparents was too young during the War and remained in Estonia. Her grandmother had poignant memories, of this sister, and in fact this was the person and her relatives who was the target family Vivian was trying to reach in deciding to visit Estonia. However, right on her first day in Tallinn, Vivian was to learn that Maia Saar did not bear any children during her lifetime, so there were no blood relatives from that source. Researching Maia Saar, led to the discovery of Jaan Läänemets and their common blood ties.

During their discussion of mutual family relatives, Vivian was struck by the many surnames in their mutual families which when translated into English duplicated English surnames. For example: ‘rebane’ means fox; ‘mets means forest’; and ‘saar’ means island. Other relatives' surnames which likewise have English equivalents are: ‘must’ which means black; ‘suits’ which means smoke; ‘kivi’ which means stone or rock; and ‘rand’ which means shore. However, her surname Laaning did not fit that pattern. In that regard Vivian explained that although Maia's birth was legitimate and her husband was listed as the father on Maia's birth certificate, nevertheless, she registered Maia's surname under her maiden name. Since her marriage was of such short duration, she had never got around to utilizing her married name in any case. She felt, therefore that it would be too awkward in growing up, to have Maia bear her father's name, considering he had died months before her birth.

A couple of days later, in the late afternoon, another relative pf the Läänemets came to visit the Läänemets household. His name was Eino Tarvas, and he was a widower whose late wife, Dagi, was Marika's sister. Eino happened to be a dairy farmer in southern Estonia, and he was in Tallinn to negotiate a bank loan so he could purchase the adjoining property and some farm machinery mostly extra milking machines. He planned to expand his farm from 104 cows to 208.

As the conversation was going on in this vein, with Vivian included, she was able to contribute the observation that the family dairy farm she grew up in the United States was exactly the size of Eino's projected expanded size. She added, "Actually, when I was a teenager, we had four more cows who could not tolerate being milked by machines. So I was given the task of milking them by hand. From twelve years of age until I finished high school I was the milk maid for those cows. When I left for college my father didn't replace those cows and neither has my brother, who took over the farm when my Dad retired."

With such commonalty of interests between Vivian and Eino, it was natural that the two of them were almost the exclusive conversationalists in the subsequent dialogue. The Läänemets also could not help noticing that there was romantic chemistry between the two of them which transcended their mutual interest in dairy farming. Thus, when Eino invited to take Vivian out for dinner and perhaps some drinks afterwards, they did not protest by suggesting they had expected to entertain the two of them for a family dinner.

They actually volunteered to baby-sit Maia, but Vivian nixed that by saying, "Oh no I would not want to inconvenience your hospitality any more than necessary. I am of course as you already know still breast feeding Maia, and I don't relish the hassle of pumping my breasts and forcing you to feed her while I'm gone. Besides, I understand that Europeans in general and Estonians in particular don't look in askance at a mother breast feeding her baby infant in public. So, Eino and I will be fine as I take Maia with me."

Thereupon, Vivian with her portable baby bed, was able to breast feed Maia at the restaurant, and have her sleep during the remainder of the meal time. They dined at one of the finer restaurants in Tallinn. In growing up, Vivian was used to Estonian cuisine, and thus the fare offered by the restaurant was to her liking, and so she ordered accordingly, without asking for Eino's advice or input. This impressed Eino quite a bit. Although Vivian spoke Estonian fluently, and without a trace of an accent, still she was an American citizen. However so far, Vivian's comportment was not any different than had he been with a native Estonian female. That impression augmented his instant attraction, sexual and otherwise to her.

Their conversation was sparkling. There was just the right mixture of witty observations interlaced with some serious thought provoking discussions as well. An example of the former had to do with the amount of Estonian surnames, Vivian had discovered in her search for her Estonian relatives, which had equivalency in English. As Vivian opined, "So, an Estonian émigré to the United States wanting to assimilate, would be tempted to change his name, especially if it is say 'Must'*, which translated into English means Black, and that would be a common enough surname. Now must* as an English word has a meaning which would make it nonsensical as a surname, and hence the Estonian would probably make the change to 'Black' almost automatically. However, if our Estonian emigre's surname was 'Rand' he would be in a quandary. Rand means shore in Estonian, and 'Shore' is a relatively common enough surname in the United States. Dinah Shore, an American songstress my dad had liked, was a famous example. On the other hand, 'Rand' is also fairly common surname, but it has no meaning in English as a word. Ayn Rand, the American author and philosopher is probably the best known person with that surname."

(*note to reader* with regard to the word 'must' in the conversation Vivian would have pronounced the word in the first instance as 'moost' the Estonian pronunciation of the word and surname; in the second instance she would have given it the English pronunciation)

Eino replied, "Well I guess were I to emigrate to America, I would not be changing my name, as Tarvas as far as I know is not an English word. Or is it?"

"No, you’re quite right, it isn't. So yes, you would not be changing your surname just as my family name is Laaning in America, as it was in Estonia."

On the serious side of their conversation, Vivian noted, "When I arrived in Estonia, I was trying to make contact with my great aunt and her family. I discovered that although she had been married for quite some time she was childless when she died. This led me to an anecdotal observation that there seems to be many more childless married couples than in most other societies. It also seems that there are fewer families who have more than two children than is the norm for other societies. Now theoretically and mathematically to preserve the continuation of our species, society would require couples to reproduce 2.5 children. The 0.5 would make up for those persons who remain single, or die prematurely or couples who have only one child, or are childless. If I'm correct in my observation that there are inordinate amount of small family membership in Estonia, thus it would appear that the Estonian birth rate would not be large enough to sustain replacement for Estonia in the long run."

Eino replied, "I believe you are on to something, Vivian. It also explains a huge contrast. The territory of Estonia is equivalent in area size to the Netherlands; actually, I think Estonia is slightly larger. Yet the population of the Netherlands is over seventeen million, and thereby a more recognized country to outsiders. Whereas Estonia contains a mere one and a half million souls, and at that, a quarter of them are Russians left over when we regained our independence in 1991."

"Wow! I didn't realize there was such a disparity in population density. What do you suppose accounts for that?"

Eino hazarded a guess, "Christianity did not really take hold in the Estonian territory, until the sixteenth century, and it wasn't Roman Catholicism either, but largely Lutherans who converted Estonian pagans into Christianity. Incidentally, the pagan tradition in Estonia has had a profound affect on Estonian history to the extent, that we celebrate Jaanipäev in June, signifying the end of farm spring sowing and the beginning of summer hay-making, and of course marking the longest day of daylight in the year."

Eino continued, "Thus, without the influence of the Roman Catholic Church, there was never a tradition of a proscription against birth control established in the national psyche. Of course, in the nineteenth century and earlier there were lots of births, because of inferior conditions of medical treatment and knowledge, few children born reached adulthood. My great greatgrandmother, for example who lived during the turn of the century, gave live birth to eleven children, but only three of then survived beyond five years of age and one of them did not reach adulthood either."

Vivian inserted, "Yes, I remember my grandmother when she was alive told me roughly the same thing about her grandmother."

Eino then said, "There is no doubt that raising children is an expensive proposition. It is axiomatic that one would accumulate more material wealth the less children one raises and has to take care of. So, it seems that when the medical industry improved to the extent that most children born did reach adulthood, the collective minds of Estonians took such maxim to heart and had small families as a result. That tendency to my mind is a huge factor why Estonia per capita ratio is marked as one of the more affluent countries in Europe."

Vivian scoffed, "A lot of good such affluence brings if it drives the population to extinction."

Eino replied, "Too true. In fact, Hungary is the one state in the EU that recognizes such risks of low birth rates in Europe generally, and in Hungary particularly. Their government provides subsidies for mothers to bear more children which includes incentives to remain as stay at home mothers. So maybe Estonia has a precedence to emulate to ensure our survival if we were to follow our linguist cousins."

Vivian responded, "You are referring to the fact that the Hungarian language along with Estonian and Finnish are the main languages of the Finno-Ugrian group of languages, the only languages in Europe that do not belong to the broad category of Indo-European group of languages. The affinity of the Hungarian language to Estonian has always amazed me. When I was an undergraduate student at the University of Wisconsin, I had an acquaintanceship with a student who was fluent in Hungarian. As a mutual experiment when she spoke Hungarian to me, I could swear that I was hearing Estonian spoken, but I could not make out a word of it. Likewise, when I spoke Estonian to her, she would avow that she felt like she was hearing someone speaking Hungarian, but she obviously could not understand a word. It was truly an uncanny sensation I must say."

Exchanging such stimulating conversation between them tended to change the atmosphere from two absolute strangers conversing, to one where two familiar companions were engaging in conversation exploring mutual topics of interest. That in turn tended to heighten the sexual allure they felt towards each other. There was no need to slide into any oblique sexual double entendres to gauge if there was a mutual desire for sexual intercourse. The desire was instilled in each of them, and instinctively they could infer that such desire was returned.

In the case of Eino Tarvas, he was simply mesmerized by Vivian's pulchritude. Intellectually, he would concede that Vivian was by universal consensus not a drop dead gorgeous female. In fact, when subsequently, he had the occasion to meet Vivian's sister Erica, he would have to admit that the latter was the prettier sister.

Nonetheless, Vivian's physical beauty had a sine qua non quality that identified her as the quintessential sexual alluring female that would stir one's blood, not just of straight men but lesbians as well. Paradoxically, what even made Vivian more alluring was his realization that her sexual appeal was not to everyone's taste. By that, he knew that even amongst those who would be attracted to Vivian sexually, generally would not be smitten with her to the extent, that a desire to pursue her at all costs would instantly develop in their minds with regard of her.

On the other hand, Eino Tarvas was immediately smitten with Vivian as soon as he first met her at the Läänemets household. He sensed that she was THE WOMAN for him, at the precise moment upon his setting eyes on her for the very first time. He was cognizant that he surely did not experience such sensation at any time during his entire acquaintanceship with his late wife Dagi, whom he had truly loved, but endured a miserable marriage. However, his enchantment with Vivian proved to be overwhelmingly compelling. He could only rationalize his feelings to surmising that it was akin to him being a victim of the arrows of the mythical love god Cupid. As a result, during the date, his need to fuck her became an overpowering desire that he could not ignore.

For her part, Vivian was intrigued by Eino Tarvas. Given her sexual proclivities, she was naturally prone to embody a wish to have sexual congress with him, no matter what. Fortunately, she knew that given the norm of the prevalent sexual attitudes and mores, she would have no problem in achieving the fulfillment of such an ephemeral desire, but still she knew with him she wanted more. She was as attracted to him to the same degree as she had been attracted to Jed Baxter and Sam Crawford. She had engaged in sex with lots of other love partners including women, in the course of her extensive sexual journey. However, those two men were the only ones with whom she strove to achieve a more permanent bond, and so she sensed that Eino might belong to that exclusive group of lovers. Accordingly, her mind was not only set to acquiesce to any overt entreaties for sex, but she was open to parlay such overtures to a more substantial outcome.

At the conclusion of their meal, Eino boldly stated, "I have to tell you Vivian, that I was not, like you, intending to stay at the home of the Läänemets during my trip to Tallinn. I have actually secured a hotel room for the duration of my stay. I had arranged with a lady friend I have known since my wife’s death, to keep me company in that room for the remainder of this evening. I'd rather cancel that date. I'd rather take you there instead of returning you to the Läänemets."

Exhibiting no visible alarming reaction whatsoever to Eino's brazen undisguised sexual proposition, Vivian dispassionately responded, "In that case, I best call the Läänemets to alert them, that Maia and I won't be spending the night at their place, after all."

Surprisingly, Eino Tarvas had booked a splendid room for his planned three days stay at the Swissôtel Tallinn, one of the finest hotels in the capital city. Vivian formed the opinion that Eino's lady friend must not have been too shabby considering the opulence of his previously anticipated rendezvous. As soon as they entered the hotel room, baby Maia, woke up and started crying. Vivian stated, "It looks like before we can start to get romantic, I'm going to have to feed Maia again."

Eino surprised Vivian, by grabbing a pillow from the bed and placing it on the seat of the armchair in the room. He suggested, "Let me take a hold of your baby for the moment, as you get yourself comfortable. I'll change your baby before you start feeding her. You can sit on that chair over there.”

Although surprised, Vivian was certainly pleased that Eino had volunteered on his own volition to clean up Maia in preparation for the breastfeeding. She was further pleased that Eino had extracted a pillow from the bed to provide a more comfortable sitting position for her while breastfeeding. Little did Vivian realize at the time that there was an additional ulterior motive for Eino’s chivalry.

Vivian then simply removed her dress and hung it up in the room's closet. Since, sex with Eino was obviously to be forthcoming after the completion of her breastfeeding her five month old infant, Vivian divested the remainder of her wearing apparel. Thus, Vivian was totally naked when she sat down on the armchair ready to receive her baby daughter, Maia, to fulfill her maternal chore.

When Vivian became totally naked, it was Eino's turn to be surprised at viewing her. Vivian was wearing two gold plated body chain belts wrapped around her belly. In addition, she was wearing a pair of ankle bracelets on each ankle, which he had previously barely noticed during their time at the restaurant. However, the most bizarre feature of Vivian's naked body was the plethora of tattoos carved on her upper thighs. He recognized them as miniature replicas of the Estonian and German flags. He thought, 'There must be an interesting story to her choice of tattoos, but an explanation can wait for later.'

During the time Vivian was undressing and then in the process of seating herself on the designated chair, Eino had undressed Maia. He discarded her poopy diaper and then proceeded to wipe the baby's nether area clean. Upon seeing that, Vivian commented, "I was advised you are a widower, and a father. But I see that you take your role as a father seriously. You don't seem to shirk from doing what most men would consider strictly a female chore. And I might add you seem to be excellent at it, so that you must have had lots of practice."

"Yes, I have a three year old son, named Helmut, whom I've left in the care of my mother during this trip to Tallinn. My wife, Dagi, became ill as it turned out before Helmut was even born, and eventually died a little more than two years ago. Even though my mother, who has lived with us, naturally helps as much as she can, but it still fell upon me to be the prime caretaker for my infant son. Finally, he became toilet trained about six months ago, so that I was finally relieved from such a tedious task."

Despite being naked, while he was fully dressed, Vivian felt no awkwardness in the situation. She chuckled at his reply, and contributed, "My sister is five years older than me, and my brother is two and a half years older than me. When babies, we apparently each became toilet trained in conjunction with a new birth and of course I became toilet trained after I was two and a half years old. As there were no other children born in our family, my father observed that despite only having one baby at a time needing to be constantly changed, it meant that he and my mother had endured seven and a half consecutive years of seemingly never-ending diaper changing chores."

Eino's only comment was, "Quite an interesting story and observation, but I bet I still changed more diapers for my son, than your father did for you and your two sibs combined in total."

"You may very well be right. My mother is still alive, and I'm pretty sure she must have been the major diaper changer in the family. Certainly, my sister was not old enough to be entrusted to change me, at least without my mother’s supervision."

Once Vivian was ready and seated comfortably on the armchair, Eino handed the naked baby Maia, over to her naked mother to receive her nourishment. Eino then proceeded to disrobe and become naked himself. Then he fetched another pillow from the bed placing it on the floor between Vivian’s feet. He promptly dropped down to his knees on the pillow, and spreading her thighs started an exquisite tonguing of her entire vulva. The fact Eino had provided a pillow for her rump to rest on, while breastfeeding meant that her entire vulva was more easily accessible for the oral sexual action.

Vivian was taken completely unawares, as she had been under the impression that most men would have no interest in even watching a mother breastfeed her newborn infant, nevermind, sexually intruding on the occasion. This special domestic intimacy between them in turn provoked an unnerving sensation of erotic feelings to overwhelm Vivian’s emotions during what normally was in reality a merely automatic maternal chore, but nevertheless an enjoyable task.

When Vivian became pregnant with Maia, she had reached the pinnacle of her life goals, dreams and aspirations. Paradoxically, in sharp contrast by the time Maia was born, Vivian's fortunes had sunk to the ultimate lowest point in her life, with the death or her husband and loss of her position in a top law firm in Chicago. From such a background of misery, Maia's birth was viewed by Vivian as the only bright spot in an otherwise most desolate period in her life.

As soon as Maia was born, she was swiftly cleaned up by the attending nurse and was thereupon given to Vivian to breast feed while still lying on the birthing bed. While the birth physician was busy in attending to repairing the aftereffects of the birth, Vivian was enraptured by her first maternal activity. Happily, Maia had no problem right from the get go, in latching onto Vivian's nipples to help herself to her mother's milk. Needless to say, mother and daughter bonded within moments after birth.

Given that backdrop, it was no exaggeration to suggest that breast feeding her baby daughter was the sole carefree happy moments Vivian experienced in getting through each day. So, this time, with Eino happily engaged in eating her out during her maternal chore, her normal euphoria she had always enjoyed from breast feeding, spiked to a sudden unbelievably feverish height of ecstasy. Her mind visualized that succeeding waves of mind-bending pleasure were rolling through and unto her body. The sensational imagery for Vivian was akin to an ocean tide flowing incrementally onto the shore and thereby raising the ocean level.

In subsequently recalling this moment, Vivian realized that only her previous experience in breast feeding Maia was what prevented her from dropping Maia out of her arms. With Eino’s relentless cunnilingus action her mind was devoid of any sentient awareness. Her continued breast feeding was an automatic action not resulting from any direction by her conscious mind. She wasn't even really aware that her milk in her breasts was feeding her baby daughter.

Vivian wasn't even aware that her libido was aroused to the ultimate level akin to sexual pleasure. Thus, when she climaxed, she was shocked at her reaction. She was simply in a daze as the physical reaction to her orgasm was only manifested by her immediate copious amount of perspiration appearing on her forehead, and her involuntarily commencement of a bout of heavy panting.

Vivian's orgasm coincided with the moment that baby Maia's hunger was satisfied, as the baby detached herself from her mother's feeding nipple. Despite still experiencing a seemingly serious episode of catalepsy, Vivian by instinct, lifted her baby daughter over her shoulder to burp her. Once that chore was concluded, Vivian faced Eino, and in a moment of regained clarity for the exigencies of the moment, requested, "I wonder Eino if you would be so kind as to take Maia, and place her in her bed. She should sleep for some time so as not to interfere with what I believe you have in mind to do with me, when you invited me to this splendid hotel room."

Eino Tarvas naturally complied with Vivian's request and was able to comfortably settle baby Maia into the portable bed Vivian had brought along. He marveled at the ingenious product. It folded up to a compressed state to allow Vivian the ability to carry Maia and the bed strapped on her back. But then removing it from her back, the bed expanded to allow for a comfortable nest for the baby to sleep in. And the bed then could be placed anywhere to a convenient location.

After Eino Tarvas had completed this task, and as he turned to where Vivian was still sitting in the chair, she said, "Before we start the main event for the evening, I wonder if you could do one more favor for me? I can sense that my boobs are still very heavy, as Maia this time did not completely empty my full supply of milk. As a result, I'm somewhat uncomfortable and would not fully enjoy what I think you have plans for me. Could you, therefore, please suck on my nipples and extract the milk from my tits. I think my milk does not taste so bad. Why you might even like the taste! But more importantly, I will be ever so much more comfortable and grateful, so that I could be the proper love partner you would truly want."

Eino replied, "You don't have to beg Vivian, as that was my intention before we progress, as you say to the main event."