I was a young pervert... Part 2

I recall visiting my grand parents home for weeks in the summers. They lived in the country, about an hour and a half away. My mother is from a farming community in rural America, yet we live in the suburbs near a medium sized city. The farm had chickens, pigs, cows, a mule and occasionally rabbits. My grandfather plowed the land for many years with his mule, he worked second shift in a local mill and somehow still fathered a large family. Being that I have so many Aunts and Uncles, I have many cousins as well. I am among the oldest, 5th actually, of over 40 in all.

There is a bit of an age gap between myself and my older cousins, my sister being the closest at 4 yrs, though she isn't a cousin, lol... the nearest to her is a year or two older still.

The next youngest is around 6 months, then 15 months, 17 and 18 months etc. All of my younger cousins who are within 1-5 yrs of myself are girls. This led to some interesting times as a child as it was not unusual for us to strip to our underwear/panties and play in a sprinkler or metal wash tub under the hot summer sun at grandma and grandpa's house.

Once, I was outside, while my younger cousins were playing in the tub. This tub was about 4 ft in diameter and 20" deep, I think. So it is similar to a plastic pool you might buy today in the summertime for small kids to enjoy. I was not in the tub, nor was I planning to join them, though I was drawn to them as they were only wearing cotton panties, wet and mostly transparent, thus a draw for most boys I imagine. I might have been 7 or 8 at this time.

One of the girls accused another of peeing in the tub and they were about to get out when I introduced myself into their argument as an authority figure of sorts. I suggested that I could determine if anyone had peed or not by inspecting them each. This was met with a touch of skepticism but they all agreed to let me. I proceeded to pull down their panties and touch them in turn, very seriously and studiously as if I could tell whether they were wet from having peed instead of from the water in the tub. Looking closely as well as touching them, of course it was all just a farce. Having taken a turn with each, even reexamining the accused a second time I announced that all were innocent. they each then left the tub anyway but no one complained to the adults so that was good!

I think I was only trying to see if they would let me but looking back it seems a very risky thing. Somehow again there was never any point in which I was reprimanded for doing this and to my knowledge none of my cousins even recall this incident. It sure would make for an interesting discussion today!

My favorite cousin was not there that day and it is doubtful that I would have tried this had she been. I still feel guilt about this sometimes when I see these girls. I think I was born a pervert.