Dear diary

Dear Diary.

March 18th 1985: Dear diary, well it finally happened. Two weeks after our anniversary and I cheated on my husband. Funny, Roy talked to me about having kids again just yesterday. I am glad I took the pill today. Branden came a lot…. I don’t know what Roy would think of his child-hood friend now that he just had amazing sex with his own wife for hours today…. But he did and his wife loved it……
March 19th 1985: Roy doesn’t have a clue. I made love to him right after Branded fucked me. I have to say I enjoyed Branden more. He was far more physical than Roy. but it was so hot making love to Roy with Branden’s cum still in me…… it has been hours after and I am still in a pleasure spell of awesome……
March 26th 1985: I did it again, and Branded hasn’t lost his touch. Holly cow he was great. Again, I made love to Roy that night and I came all over myself…… I feel so dirty, so nasty. It is awesome…… Roy hasn’t got a clue and that made it so awesome. I am so glad I have you, diary, at least I can tell you what I do. I am hoping this becomes a regular thing with all three of us……
April 4th 1985. Branden has been coming over about three times a week. He fucked me in our bed today. It was the first time I let him in our room. I felt really bad doing it. I hated it but he insisted. I have been telling Branden all the things I do with Roy after he gets done fucking me. it is sort of starting to be an inside joke with us. It makes me feel funny and not in a good way when he laughs about my husband. I don’t think I am going to let him in my room anymore……
April 5th. It was so hot making love to Roy in the same spot on our bed after Branden fucked me just hours before. I could smell both my lover and my husband as Roy made love to me. I feel so powerful doing this. But I also feel dirty and cheap too.
April 15th. Well my resolve to not have sex with Branden in our bed failed miserably. The last week he had been here four times and fucked me every time in our bed. Damn it Damn it.
July 4th. Well, I give up. Branden and I have been having great sex two or three times a week. He fucks me where, how and when he wants. I can’t say no to him. he tells me to drop to my knees I do. Fuck me like a dog, I am on all fours. It doesn’t mater what he asked I do it. I am under some sort of power he has. He told me not to have sex with my husband after one of our meetings. I told hem to fuck off. But I fallowed his instructions. I felt awful.
July 14th. Branden came on my left ring finger, he wanted to cover my wedding ring with his cum. I felt like I was slapping my husband. It wasn’t my finer moment. I almost cried. Branden told me then that he would be here everyday for the next two weeks and I wasn’t to have sex with Roy at all. I agreed.
July 28th. Roy is miserable. I haven’t let him touch me at all and I feel awful about it. I am going to make love to my husband tonight until he screams. I hope it will make it up to him.
July 29th Roy only lasted thirty seconds last night. He came so hard that he couldn’t get it up again. I held him and told him it was ok. But something had changed in him. I can’t put my finger on it, but something has changed.
July 31th Branden is still coming over almost Dailey. We are still having great sex. He came in my mouth and told me not to brush my teeth until I kissed Roy. I just couldn’t do it. it was the first time I defied Branden’s orders.
Aug 2nd Branden wants me to get Roy to eat out his creampie after he came in my pussy. I told him I would try. I couldn’t do it. I cleaned myself before Roy got home. But he did give me unbelievable oral sex.
Aug 5th. Branden told me he wanted to fuck my ass. I have been a virgin there all my life. He brought me Butt plugs to get me loosened up to be ready for him. he told me that I had to have one in my ass all the while he was gone, and Roy could not find out about them.
Aug 10th. I lost my last virginity today. And not by my husband. He fucked my pussy for a long time and then fucked my ass using my pussy juice to lube it up. It hurt…. He said that he would be fucking me in my ass for a good long time so I needed to get used to it.
Dec 1st. Branden is still fucking me during the day. He hasn’t come in my pussy for a long time, and Roy keeps wanting me to get pregnant. I went off the pill two weeks ago and been with Roy almost every night since. So, I think this is a good time to give Roy what he wants…
Dec 5th. I hope I am already pregnant because Brandon wanted to cum in my pussy instead of my ass the last two days. Dammit I am praying. The good news is that Branden and Roy look a lot a like so we may not even tell?? I hope.
Jan 15th 1986. Well I am pregnant. And boy let me tell you I am hornier than hell. I can’t get enough. I have been fucking both Branden and Roy every day during the week and Roy three times a day on the weekend…. I don’t seem to be able to get enough….
Jan 30th. Shit that was close…. Roy came home while me and Branden where having sex. Holly shit I thought I was dead. Branden parked down the street so he didn’t see the car. Thank god. Roy came straight up stairs and started fucking me…. Branden hadn’t come yet. As soon as Roy was done with me and left, Branden got his fist taste of what he had been giving my husband for the last several months. Sloppy seconds. I don’t know what was sexier. Fucking Roy with Branden in the closet. Or watching Branden’s face when he got sloppy seconds.
Mar 5th. I think I am no longer my own person. I think Branden owns me. here I am pregnant and Branden brought another man to me today. His name is Jason. Branden told me Jason was getting a divorce and needed to get laid before he goes back to his wife for release. I tried to tell Branden I was no whore!!!!! He grabbed my hair, pulled hard and then kissed me. then he whispered in my mouth, “Yes you are…” I took Jason, to the spare room and let him fuck me. Jason wasn’t very good. He fucked my pussy and came in it in just a few seconds. Branden fucked my ass in front of him after that. Jason fucked me again and lasted only a short time longer the second time. Jason then told me I was a good fuck and loved my wedding ring….
Mar 15th. Jason has come with Brandon several times this week. I hated fucking him, but I did every time he came. He has gotten better at it at least. I was spit roasted today. Jason was in my mouth wile Branden fucked my ass… I hated it, it even though I came a lot after they got into the proper retheme. At least I am starting to get used to Branden fucking me in the ass now.
April 1st April fool’s day……. And what a fool I have been. Branden showed up with two other men this time. all three of them took me in the front room. They did something they called (air tight)…. I had a cock in all three of my holes at the same time… I hated it. I hated being touched. As soon as they left, I ran to the shower and stayed there till Roy gotten home. I begged him to hold me. just hold me…. he did… I love my husband…
April 2nd. I made a diction… I can’t do this anymore. But for some reason no one showed up during the day. Roy came home that night and I made love to him. I am showing nicely so we were carful….
April 3rd. Branden came bye and I told him “No more….” We argued for a while… He told me he would tell Roy… I told him to tell away, and I meant it…
April 10th. Branden came bye three times since I broke it off with him. I had changed the locks and I didn’t open the door. I was so proud of myself… tomorrow is the ultra sound. Can’t wait…..
April 11th. Didn’t know I had to give blood for an ultra sound. But that was one of the tests we did. Roy came with me. I was so proud to be walking with Roy, the father of my baby. Found out it is a girl. I feel her swimming around in there. I love our daughter…..
April. 13th. I have been making love to Roy every night at least one time sometimes twice. I tell him that when she is born, I wouldn’t have as much time so I want to take care of him now….
April 15th. Roy didn’t come home last night. He didn’t say why????? Branden called and asked if he wanted him to come over… I told him to fuck off. But I wander how he knew????
April 16th. Roy served me with divorce papers today. I hyperventilated and cried. In the papers there was one that said that a D.N.A. test revealed that the father of my unborn daughter was not Roy…..
Aug 6th 1986. I gave birth to my daughter today. She is beautiful. There was a man there that called himself Daddy. He held her tight and kissed her. then him and his wife took her home with them…. I cried…..
Aug 7th. I came home with the emptiest feeling I have ever felt. I lost my husband. Our future. My marriage. My life…. I walked into the house that was at one time our home. There where people there I wasn’t expecting. Roy was the first one I saw. He wasn’t smiling but wasn’t angry either. His mother was there. His sister too. my mother was there… someone grabbed me as I started to fall.
I came too on the couch. There where more people there. One of them was the preacher that married us. A counselor of some sort. A few more not all that important. They got me up with smelling saults. They gave me water and made sure I was ok. Then the intervention started.
November 15th It has been 3 months since giving my daughter up for adoption. I still cry every time I think about her. fortunately, I am pregnant again. this time I know who the father is. No guessing or hoping at all. She is my husband Roy’s daughter, no mistaking this time. I know she was conceived the day of our intervention. Though Roy didn’t move back home till almost two months later. I told him everything. Branden hasn’t been seen since I threw him out. Rumer has it, that someone showed up at his apartment and kicked him in his balls several times with steel towed shoos. But you know how Rumors go???? Roy was in a really good mood that whole week, and our sex life was the best ever….
September 16th1987. All I want is my daughter Lory and my husband Roy. they are enough for me. I know that today. I wish I new it before. I would have saved my husband myself and others a lot of pain. The blood test that I took during the ultra sound was a DNA paternity test. Roy had tricked me. but it gave him time to calm down and give us a chance to reconnect. I missed him and he tells me he missed me. I don’t ever want to cheat on my husband again so I am going to counseling to make sure I don’t. I want to grow old with Roy, I want to watch Lora become what ever she wants to be…. By the way Diary… I went off the pill again two weeks ago. We are hoping for a boy this time but I know one thing. It will be Roy’s….
Thank you for reading
R, Lee Benton….