The Act of Becoming Homosexual 😀😀😀

Ok, I’m back with a blistering account of how I became a freak of nature. I really don’t know where to start, because I grew up as a normal male in a normal household. Never in my mind did I ever think my sex life would be turned inside out, but being young, dumb, and even more stupid.

How did I become so fuck up sexually, there were plenty of girlfriends in my life. Getting a piece of pussy was like going to the grocery store and buying groceries, it was that easy. When I was in my early teens I had a job working at a gas station. The owner of the gas station had a litany of hardcore pornography magazines spreed all over the place.

At such an early age; I though I was in pornography heaven. The owner never tried to stop me from viewing the magazines and he never encouraged me either. So here I am being exposed to as much inappropriate sex material as my little head could comprehend.

As a teen, me and my male friends would play the boody game, where we would harmlessly touch each other’s ass. I fucked around with a couple of homosexuals classmates, but it never lead to sex. Don’t get me wrong, we were never at the right place at the right time. I wanted to fuck them in their funky ass, I would be so horny and my dick would get so hard I thought it would burst.

Now here comes the grooming, one of my high school teacher took special interest in me. I thought her was cool and never thought he had an arterial motive. This guy was smooth, he groomed me to become his male bitch. I remember the first time he fucked me, and I viewed his hugh map tool. He talked my through the fucking, an too this date; I can’t believe he got the whole thing up my ass. I’m surprised he didn’t con me into sucking his dick. He went straight for my ass. He continued to fuck me up until the day he died.

At this time, I’m a little confused because I still liked girls, but a dick up my ass also felt good. I do have reservations about homosexual sex because I didn’t volunteer for this. Curiosity kills the cat, all the homosexual guys I knew in my hometown would get a clandestine visit from me. Initially, I only wanted a blowjob. For years, I would secretly meet different boys and men to get my dick sucked.

This was the ultimate high, but eventually; I got tired of just getting my dick sucked. I wanted more and I started to fuck homosexual boys and men. My twisted mind lead me to believe that I was OK, because I was fucking them. In my warped mind; I was the straight guy, I was the fucker and not the fuckee.

That didn’t last long, got tired of fucking other guys in the ass. Now it was my turn to get tucked up my ass, my problem is that I’m in denial. I only get fucked on an average of three times a year because of my denial. The truth is; I love a big juicy dick up my ass, I will even suck a dick from time to time. I’m not a whore and I’m very selected in reference to who I allow to fuck me. As I write this piece, it been about a solid year since I’ve gotten fucked or fucked something. Still in denial, still doing my clandestine thing. I want to be fucked real bad, but I’m so discreet and never make the first move.