My Quest

I've always fancied my mother, ever since I became aware sexually. She is my perfect woman and I've always wanted to fuck her. My parents divorced when I was 16 and I stayed with my mother her only child. The reason for the divorce was my father got another woman pregnant and he preferred me to stay with my mother. Not that I wanted to go with him anyway, I didn't get the chance to say my choice. They had married young because he got her pregnant and we were well off after the divorce and I was happy my mother didn't start dating again after her divorce. When I turned 20, I wanted to bed my mother 37 more than ever and made it my mission to bed her. Going to the university and staying at home with my mother, who had a job to fill in the hours of the day. Then she got ill and knocked her about a little and she was put on tablets that made her sleepy. They also made disoriented, and she would forget what she was doing at times. So, I started to drive her shopping after university classes and once she fell asleep while talking to me in room and I shared my bed with her that night. No sex and only later did I realize I could've fuck her and was annoyed at myself for missing the chance. But I got another chance when she again fell asleep talking to me and again, we spent the night together. No intercourse, but I did undress her and check out her beautiful body and licking her pussy. I decided to lay naked with her for a while, cuddling up to her and fell asleep myself. I awoke at the same time she did, and she was totally shocked by us being naked in the same bed together. I just kissed her and told was teaching about female bodies and nothing had happened between us. I told her I would've been very happy if something had happened. It shocked her a bit more, but she relaxed, and I asked her to shower with me. A little shocked at first, but she agreed, and I got to wash her, and she washed me. I got a hard-on and after some begging on my part she got off by hand. It had gone much better than I could've hoped for if I had planned it. As it was Saturday, we went to do our shopping and I stayed close to her. In the afternoon I decided to ask her to let me sleep with her again. She hesitated but finally agreed and we were dressed in our PJ's that time. But I saw it as a plus and managed to sleep with her regularly after that, no sex involved. Then my 21'st birthday came and we had a quiet party together and I got her to have intercourse with me. She made me promise not to cum inside her as she wasn't on anything to prevent getting pregnant. I had some condoms but didn't tell her about them. I had the condoms just in case she passed out again and I would take advantage. But her doctor had reduced the dosage and the tablets didn't do that anymore. Anyway, I got to fuck my mother and of course once wasn't enough for me. I got to fuck her again next morning and wasn't as careful that time as I should've been. So now I have a little sister/daughter. My mother was happy the tests showed no problems and is now taking precautions and I sleep with and fuck her regularly and am as instructed looking for a girlfriend. But in no great rush.