Frustrated so I look to my son and his friend - Big Mistake

My life is so fucked up. I am 35 and have a 16 year old son Dillon. My husband fucked off with a bottle blonde bimbo aged 19 so sex is in extreme short supply.
Dillon is old enough to be left in the house and his friend Benjamin, Benjy for short stays over when I go out at weekends.
One Saturday night I had gone looking for some Male companions. This particular night I didn't have much success and I was pretty drunk so I took a cab home.
I couldn't hear anything from the lounge where they would play video games or download films that boys of that age would watch.
Once or twice they had watched soft porn; you know the type of thing, bare boobs and simulated sex. It turned them on.
I stripped off and pulled my robe on and pulled my dirty clothes into the washing machine and went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of wine and a glass. My robe was loosely tied and I felt nice and free.

I opened the lounge door and to my horror there was a hard core film on the TV. I stood there for a few moments while I got my head around it. The lights were dim and I just stared at the action on the screen.
There was a guy lying on the bed with another guy kneeling on the bed sucking his huge cock. Behind him a black guy with an even bigger cock was slamming it into the kneeling guy’s arse, no condom that I could see.
I was getting wet because I often watched gay movies especially when they do bare back fucking.
I moved to sit on the sofa and I was stopped dead in my tracks. I froze and couldn't speak, Dillon and Benjy were lying on the floor, naked and kissing and exploring each others bodies.

Dillon looked up and saw me. They broke apart and both looked embarrassed. Mum Dillon said I wasn't expecting you home yet he said trying to cover his cock with his hands. Benjy was doing the same. It was dead in town so I thought I would come home and watch a film I said. This isn't a bad one I said.
Dillon went for the TV remote and I said leave it, I'm watching it and sat down on the sofa. I let my robe fall open and Benjy was staring at me so I slipped it from my shoulders. They both gasped and I poured myself a glass of wine.
If you two want some then get some glasses babe I said to Dillon. He walked past me still trying to hide his cock. No need to cover that up son I said, I have seen and held it loads of times. Dillon went red and rushed to the kitchen.
Benjy why don't you sit next to me I said patting the sofa? He sheepishly sat down with his hands over his cock.
Benjy is of mixed race and is quite athletic looking for a 16 year old. Do you find men fucking a turn on I said placing my hand on his bare thigh?
It's OK he said but I like watching anything to do with sex. I wish I had a girlfriend so I can touch her soft body.
You can touch mine if you like I said so he put his hand on my thigh.
You are so soft Mrs Wilson Benjy said. Thank you babe I said and kissed his cheek. Please call me Molly I said Mrs makes me feel old. We giggled and I stood up and removed my robe just as Dillon returned with two glasses.

Mum you're naked Dillon said in a surprised voice. You not exactly dressed to go to church I replied. Put the glasses on the table and come over here I said.
He walked around the coffee table and I kissed him on the lips. He pulled away looking embarrassed so I grabbed him and gave him a full on kiss my boobs pressing against his bare chest. Mum he said and tried to push me away putting his hands on my boobs. Do you like them babe I asked? He tried to pull his hands off them but I held them on my boobs. Yes you do I said touching his semi hard cock.
I sat down making him sit next to me. Right gentlemen who would like a glass of wine I asked? I would Molly Benjy said. Me too mum Dillon said. Dillon I am Molly now except when we are at church or at school OK. Yes Molly he said. I could have poured the wine sat down but I was feeling randy and stood up with my legs slightly apart and I bent over so that they could see my pussy and arse. They were whispering to each other about my pussy and arse. God I was soaking and slightly nervous, I hoped I didn't get cold feet and bottle it for these guys. I needed cock and I know that this is my son and his friend but I was desperate.
I poured the wine and handed them a glass each. I picked my glass up and sat between them.
I sipped it quickly and nervously as we sat naked chatting and watching the film. There was some real man on man stuff going on. One guy had taken 6 bare cocks up his arsehole and there were more guys lined up to fuck him.
I wish that was me I said. What getting fucked up the arse Benjy said? I would die to be fucked in any hole right now I said. So let's get this right mum sorry I mean Molly, you will let Benjy and me fuck you in any hole we want Dillon said? Sure why not, you're both old enough and from what I can see you have the right equipment to do a very good job.
Let's go upstairs and see how the night goes on.

We stood up and Dillon led the way. He went into his bedroom and I said that I wouldn't have sex in his cum covered bed. We will sleep in my bed with the clean sheets on. Anyway my bed is bigger than yours babe.
Dillon had not been in my room for a long time and was shocked by the number of sex toys that I had. Benjy just said impressive babe and lightly smacked my arse. I turned and kissed him while grabbing his cock which was growing by the second.
I climbed onto the bed, opened my legs and started spreading my pussy lips. I asked who was going first. Both boys were rubbing their cocks and Benjy said to Dillon you can go first dude Molly is your mum after all. I thought that was so sweet of him.
Dillon climbed between my legs and I asked him if it was his first time with a female? Yes he nodded. Ok give Twinkle a kiss so she knows that you love her.
Dillon bent down and started licking my pussy. Yes I squealed and held his head.
After several minutes of mini orgasms I said baby Twinkle likes you and Dillon lifted away from my pussy. Come here babe I said reaching out and guiding the head of his cock into the entrance to my pussy. I wrapped my legs around his hips and pushed him into me.

Dillon grunted and I gasped. I hadn't realised how big he was and it had been so long since a real man had ventured into my most sacred place, it was wonderful. I let my legs fall to the sides of his thighs so he could start a steady rhythm. I was licking and nibbling on his nose and ears staying yes baby, fuck your mummy and fill me up with your special fluids.
Suddenly Dillon lifted his body off me and hooked his arms around the back of my legs and pushed them onto my chest.
Right you fucking slag he said. My cock is going to ruin your fucking cunt you dirty fucking cow.
I was shocked but it turned me on even more that my baby was being nasty.
He started to plunge into me hard and fast. I could only take short breaths because of his weight pressing on my chest.
Benjy went behind Dillon, spread his arse cheeks and started licking his arsehole. Yes Dillon hissed; get your fucking tongue right into my shitbox so I can fill this fucking cunt with my seed.
Dillon soon went past the point of no return and his 7" cannon fired his searingly hot cum right into my body.
I had several orgasms and started to cry. I had never had sex that was so intense before. I did orgasm with my husband but nothing like that.
Dillon released my legs and Benjy kept licking his arse and balls which were now covered in my juices.
When he had calmed down Dillon said sorry mum. I gave him a light slap across his face and he corrected himself to Molly. I am sorry for the language but I got so carried away Babe I thought it was great, you were in control and I did feel helpless, poor little woman like me. We giggled and kissed and I said that I loved him so much. He said thank you Molly for making me a man.

Dillon climbed off me and I said that mummy was going to suck his willy clean. Why is it your my mummy but I have to call you Molly he asked? Because I am your mummy I said so do as you're told. Benjy was laughing so I said get down there and clean it up or you will be having sloppy seconds babe.
Benjy went between my legs and started licking and slurping Dillon's cum from soaking pussy while I swallowed Dillon's semi hard cock right down my throat. Fuck Molly Dillon said, I thought that was a camera trick in the films, I didn't know women could take a whole cock down their throats.
Benjy was getting me hot again. He sure knows how to eat pussy I thought then he lifted my legs and started on my arsehole.
Fuck I thought this kid is good.
Benjy suddenly knelt up and said Dillon let's give this whore a fuck to remember. Yes Dillon chuckled and grabbed my feet and pulled them up and over until he was able to tuck them under his armpits.
I was now bent double and my pussy and arsehole were exposed to Benjy.

Benjy started to rub his huge cock against my pussy and arsehole. He was at least 2" longer than Dillon and definitely thicker. He delighted in putting his cock at the entrance to my arse and gently pushing it to spread my hole slightly. No Benjy not in there babe I begged.
Dillon stick your arsehole over her mouth to shut the bitch up. Dillon duly put his puckered hole on to my mouth. The smell was exactly of roses, teenage boys are not known for their hygiene but Dillon was better than most I think.
Get your tongue in my arsehole your arse licking whore Dillon demanded. I thought it was getting a bit out of hand but decided to go along with it for now.

How about we do some ATM Benjy said? Fucking cool Dillon said and lent forward slightly to kiss Benjy. I didn't know what it was but I didn't like the sound of it.
Dillon's arse crack opened so I could get my tongue further in to him.
Benjy's cock was getting close to going into my arse and I tried to push so he couldn't get it in me.
Let's do it Benjy said and he pulled his cock away from my arse and I braced myself for his cock being rammed into my arse. Instead he pushed it straight into my pussy, all the way until he couldn't get any more in me. I could feel his cock head against the top of my baby chamber. It was the biggest thing I had ever had in my pussy. How do you like big black cock you fucking slag he said and started to fuck me? I couldn't reply because my mouth was covered by Dillon's arsehole. But yes it was wonderful.
Benjy fucked me for several minutes and then suddenly pulled out of my pussy and pushed his cock straight into my arsehole no warning. He pushed through the two tight arse rings and plunged all the way into my anal passage. Fuck it hurt as his cock stretched me to the limit. Because Dillon was sat on my mouth I could only growl in agony. Tears were streaming down into my ears. My brain said relax and don't fight it.
Benjy did ten strokes in my arse and then pulled out. Fuck look at all that crud Dillon said and bent down to suck Benjy's cock. Get me some Benjy said. Got you a big piece from near cock head Dillon said and lifted up and they started kissing. Benjy plunged back into my pussy and did three strokes then back into my arsehole. Each time he pulled out of my arse Dillon licked the crud of his cock. This went on for several minutes and I was trying to think what crud was.

Benjy finally started to unload his cum into my pussy and after a few spurts he pulled out and finished off his orgasm deep inside my bowels. You like that you fucking dirty tramp Benjy said. Your the best fucking bitch in the world, wait until we sell your dirty broken arse and cunt to our friends he continued, not as good a virgin meat but they can practise on you first.
He withdrew from my arse and Dillon said look at that, cum and crud mixture it looks like melted chocolate, Yummy and started licking and sucking Benjy's cock.
Leave some for the bitch he said. Then it hit me what crud was. I nearly threw up.
Dillon climbed off me and I slowly lowered my legs. They felt heavy and they tingled as the blood flowed back into them.
I could see that Dillon had my waste on his mouth and chin mixed with Benjy's cum, I started to heave but thankfully I wasn't sick.
He lifted my head and body into the sitting position and Benjy moved forward and put his dirty cock right in my face. The stench was terrible and I tried to push away.
Get your waste off my cock he said and Dillon held my head still.
I held my lips tightly shut as he rubbed his cock over my nose and lips. Open you fucking slag he shouted and slapped me across the face. This is not funny anymore I thought but Benjy started squeezing my nose until I had to open my mouth. He shoved his cock right down my throat so I started licking his cock, I wanted it to finish.
When he was satisfied with my cleaning he pulled away and lay down on the bed. Dillon lay on the other side of me so I lay down and tried to get my head around what had just happened. I wanted sex but that was too much. I had got some relief but I didn't want my arse fucked because I wasn't sure about doing it. If only they had been gentler then I might have enjoyed it.
They both turned to face me and started playing with my nipples. I looked at Dillon and saw he had 'crud' on his chin so I licked it off. He kissed me and said thank you. Turning to Benjy I put my tongue in his mouth and he sucked it.

We lay there for several moments and nobody said anything. I suddenly said gentlemen I noticed that you didn't wear condoms. Well they don't in the movies Benjy said. Dillon carried on that stuff we have just done is something we saw in several movies and we wanted to act it out.
Did you like it Benjy asked? Wonderful I replied sarcastically. Well gentlemen for your information I didn't take any precautions either. I have not been on the pill since Dillon's father left me.

You could have cut the atmosphere with a knife.

Goodnight guys I said and went into Dillon's room and went to sleep.