Sexual Awakening

I was born in 1980, one of twins. My name is Gaynor and my brother Gary. Our parents were prudes and obsessed with money. Our father ran an engineering business making precision tool for auto and aircraft companies. We lived I a large house built by our great grand-father. To say our parents were frugal is an understatement. They only spent what was needed and the rest was banked. We started school at 5 and my father said Gary and I should sleep together so we would develop at the same rate. We had a big double bed so we had lots of room. Nudity was not a problem for us but it freaked our parents out. We would shower together to save water and heating. We even went to the toilet at the same time to save water. Gary and me explored each others bodies as we grew up, noting the changes that happened. By the time I was 10 I had my first period. My parents never told me about them, and would never buy me any pads. I was not allowed to talk about it in front of our parents.
One night we were in bed and Gary said Gaynor look at this. He pulled his Y fronts down and his thing was all hard. WOW does it hurt I asked. No it feels nice, touch it if you like. I put my hand on it and could feel it was throbbing. We were now 11 and hadn't got a clue what was going on. Gary said his mates rubbed theirs until stuff came out. He started to slowly rub it. I put my hand on his dangly bits underneath. All of a sudden this liquid came out and Gary groaned. It landed on my arm. It was warm and sticky. Gary fell back on the bed His thingy going smaller. I started to giggle because he was breathing hard. I lay down beside him and put my hand back on his little thingy. He looked at me and smiled. That was we nice he said and kissed my cheek. Ewe Yuk I said, that was naughty and I might have a baby now. He laughed and said no you won’t. Yes I will, mum told me if I kiss boys I will have a baby. Gary said his mates kissed girls all the time. Even Di your friend kisses the boys. I was so shocked about that. I will ask her tomorrow and she will hit you if it’s not true. The liquid had dried on my arm so I brushed it off. Gary’s thingy was getting hard again. Gary asked me if he could look at my thingy while he rubbed his. I pulled my knickers off and opened my legs wide. Gary knelt between my legs and started rubbing his thingy. I wrapped my legs over his and pulled him closer to me. His eyes were shut and his head was tilted back breathing quite fast. Suddenly the stuff squirted out of his thingy again. It landed on my thingy and slowly run down to my bum. We both shivered and I rubbed it all over my thingy. It felt nice and wet. Gary and I lay down on the bed and we fell asleep, naked from the waist down.
In the morning mum came in to wake us up. She shouted and called us evil children that would be going to hell. I started to cry and Gary put his arm around me. It’s OK Gaynor, everybody does that at school. Hell is very hot I replied and I don’t like it to hot. It makes me smelly. Get in the shower now mum shouted and make sure it is a cold one. I threw my vest on the floor and went to the toilet. I did both a one and a two. Gary came in and said Gaynor you stink that bad. I laughed and told him I needed to go. He peed the flushed the toilet. Mum came in at set the shower to cold. We got in. It was cold. I put my arms up to try and stop my boobs getting cold. Gary was shivering so we moved close together and hugged each other. Mum was furious and turned the shower on to a needle spray. We bowed our head and held each other tight. I could feel Gary’s thingy pressing against mine, so I pushed mine to his. We grabbed each others bums and squashed our thingies together. Gary kissed me on the lips and I thought I will have two babies now. Mum turned off the shower. Get out now you bad children; wait until I tell your father tonight. We ran to our room and dried ourselves. I looked at Gary, I was so upset. I am sorry for getting you in trouble I said. No it was my fault, I shouldn't have shown you my thingy. I am glad you did I replied and kissed him again. Three babies now I said. Gary just laughed.
Our dad was told about what had taken place. He said he was bad us from watching TV and playing out for two weeks. And we wouldn't get pocket money for a month. He wasn't a violent man but knew how to hurt people. Dad was in the Masons and our parents went out to a lot of Masonic do's. They had an old woman Helen who minded us on such occasions. She was OK and watched soap operas and dramas on the TV. We hated them so spent most of the time in our room. On night we were in there, they had gone out and Helen was watching TV. I said to Gary do you want to touch my thingy? Sure why not, you've touched mine. I pulled my knickers off and lay on the bed with my legs spread as wide as I could. Gary took his Y fronts off and his thingy was getting hard. He knelt at the side of me and rubbed a finger on my thingy. I was so nice I smiled and said do it harder. He started to rub up and down making me feel all tingly. Gary said Gaynor it getting wet should I carry on. Yes if you stop I will bash you. I closed my eyes and I could see pixies and fairies dancing around. I was pretty, and then he touched something. My eyes shot open and I gasped and shouted yes again touch it there. Gary rubbed the place and I was shaking like a leaf. Please don’t stop Gary, Yes that’s it. I closed my eyes again and I could see stars and rainbows everywhere. I reached out and grabbed Gary’s rock hard thingy. He grunted as I rubbed it. I was rubbing the same speed as he was rubbing my thingy. All of a sudden something happened, I don’t know what but I felt like I was floating. Gary’s thingy was leaking on my hip. He was moaning and rocking his hips. We stopped and I opened my eyes. Gary was looking at his hand which was very wet with sticky stuff. Yuk you have peed on me he said. No I haven’t and reached down between my legs. I might of I though as I touched my wet thingy. I got some on my fingers and took a smell. That’s not pee I said, at least it don’t smell like it. I put my fingers in my mouth and tasted it. It was sweet with slight sour after taste. Have a taste I said to Gary. Yuk, no way I am tasting your pee. It’s not pee I said. I will taste your stuff on my hip if you taste mine. Really Gary replied, you would taste my thingy stuff. Yes why not. I scooped up some of his stuff and put it near my lips. He rubbed his fingers on my thingy and put them to his lips. After three I said. Gary nodded. One, two, three and we put our fingers in our mouths. Gary’s stuff didn't taste like mine, it was more bitter not sweet at all. Gary said mine was nice and could he have some more. Sure I replied and scooped some more of his into my mouth. Hey Gaynor Gary said after I had swallowed all he thingy stuff, that’s what makes babes and your going to have millions of babies now. Look your belly is getting big. I looked down in horror. No it’s not I need a poo I said, any way babies can only come from the thingy, you don’t need boys Di told me. Because she kisses a boys all the time and her brother fell out of her mums thingy.
Every time our parents went out we went to our room and explored each others bodies. Once, Gary lay on top of me. We were naked and he rubbed his thingy on mine until it leaked onto my tummy.
I know it a bit tame but we learned about sex by trying things out. When we went to High School we got our own rooms so it was harder to play with each other. But we did get the chance on holiday. That’s another episode I me my sexual journey.