My friends farm

I’d like to share my experience I’m 20 Its been over a year now since that unreal day happened I still think about It sometime and somewhat feel ashamed of myself for doing it. Anyway I I’ve been into zoophilia since I was 17 I found out about it by myself when I was home alone jerking off on the couch my bulldog suddenly came up and sat beside me curious to see what I was doing but that didn’t stop me for pre cum was already dripping from my cock so I didn’t want to stop after a few seconds I took a quick glance at him and noticed how wet and mouth was it was just drooling with saliva and as a young lad I knew about porn so seeing how his mouth was nice and lined up with his saliva I guessed him to my cock and my god the sensation of his tongue was unbeatable I kept stroking my penis while he licked the pre cum from my naked cock head I felt the major urge to cum and let the pleasure over take me I held his head with both my hand and forced him to take my load he took it so well I could hear him gargling On my cock after after seconds I let him go and he loved my cum so much he was licking his mouth after that experiences we kept doing the same thing for till I turned 19and sadly he passed on,, and during our time together my bulldog got me so addictive and even more curious about what a man and animal can do,,
so I went on the internet to research and found out that many use their farm animals to pleasure themselves,, and it immediately thought of an old friend of mine who has a small family farm we used to play around has when we were 10 he was at collage at the time and his parents were early sleepers so I figured it wouldn’t be to hard sneaking it there ,,I knew they had quite a few animals including the ones I was I interested in and had the deepest desire to make my way there my cock was literally pulsating in my boxers but I couldn’t just walk in there broad daylight so I waited till it got close to mid night has it was time to put my plan into motion I wore a black shirt cause it was a warm summer night and I slipped off my gitch and put on nice loose Baggy joggers so I’ll have better mobility of moving and pulling up my pants fast if think turned bad ,, has I made my way there i casually just walked across the road from there front yard to see if it was clear and to my luck they weren’t even home there was no vehicles there and I even went has far to knock on there back door and and no one answered,,,,,,,
at that exact moment thats when Ii felt this strange but intense feeling with each second my heart rate went up as if I were having a panic attack or something then my cock started to get super hard I started rubbing it from the outside of my pants thoughts just started spinning through my mind like one part of my brain was saying walk away but the other was telling me what I lust for so bad is just In the back yard I took one last second to think about it and thought to myself I couldn’t stop here so like it was my own yard I walked over to the barn my heart literally feeeling like it’s gunna burst outta my chest made my way into to barn and made sure the door was shut good I was speechless to see what was Amongst me I forgot how amazing these animals where he had pig goats lamas and a few horses but there was one farm animal That I found out by some stranger online that was the most easiest to have sex with and that was a sheep I went to the sheep pen and found the skinniest female one I was scared and full of with adrenaline I didn’t know what to feel all my mind was thinking of was this sheep so I quickly separated her from the rest of them and brought her in the center of the barn I went back to take one last peak out the door to see if anyone seen me walk in here and all I can hear were the crickets , I took one deep breath and turned over to the sheep there she stood just looking at me trying to figure out who or why I am hear but the sheep’s thoughts meant nothing to me for I came to far already and I wasn’t going home Without pleasuring myself,, I pulled down my joggers straight to my knees and kneeled down to examine a sheep’s pussy for the first time it was so beautiful and so lushes when her pinks cunt just staring at me I got caught in a trans and started eating out her pussy like a baby on a bottle Her fluids tasted so good I didn’t want to stop I lost all control of myself i forced my fork tongue deeper the sensation of her squeezing my tongue made me want more so I used my left middle finger and just slid it up and down the outsides of her pussy lips seconds after I jammed it all the way and boy did she make the loudest Yelp I thought someone would definitely hear us but I didn’t care I was so I love with this sheep’s pussy I didn’t want to let her go at all,,
I was eating her out for about 3 minutes now at one point she tried walking away from me but she lacked weight and I had a firm grip on both her hind legs so it made it real easy to keep her there seeing all the other farm animals watching us made it even hotter that I didn’t want to stop but that was enough fore play it was time to do what I what I came here for and let the real fun start ,,I let her relax to get some of her stamina back while I took a quick look around to find a specific item to use that the stranger I mentioned earlier told me
,, I took a few more looks to which I gladly spotted ,,,,,it was stack of hay that you might have an idea to what I’m about to use it for and at the time I didn’t real care or think about it I just wanted to pound this sheep so bad but now that I think of it I may have committed a crime 😢😓 I placed the hay on the longest side so it has more height to it and I grabbed the sheep and yes I positioned her over it belly side down🥺 and to my expectations her hind legs where a few inches from the ground so she couldn’t moved I stripped comeplately naked and stood right behind her with my cock poking at her entrance I was shaking so bad I couldn’t believe what I was doing to this sheep at one point before I could enter her cunt she turned her head back and gave me this real uncomfortable look like it’s as if she’s wondering why I’m doing this do her but I couldn’t resist I skirted my cocktail head up and down her pussy lip and gave myself one good to live my cock up and I was reaveled to most undesirable feeling ever I couldn’t say I enjoyed it but i couldn’t stop neither with each stroke the sheep kept letting out baaaa sounds and with each trust I noticed her trying to struggle to move away but with her hind legs of the ground made it impossible for her to even move all she could do was take my cock we went on for minutes with each thrust I can just feel her push twitching on cock even tho it sounded like she wasn’t enjoying it her pussy sure said something else i was completely speechless to the sight I beheld i couldn’t keep my eyes of my dick through the whole thing for the fact I was actually fucking a live animal has I felt my climax coming I showed her who was really in charge I speed up my thrust and boy she was talking like crazy even the other farm animals almost seemed startled to what they where seeing before them coming to my last strokes I sloed things down slowly I steered my cock head in and out admiring her nice was crummy pussy she mustve thought I was over cuz she attempted to run again but or course do to the stack of hay she was completely immobilized and that made me let out a slight creepy smile And quickly forced and penetrate her pussy deep and hard till I cum inside her for she didn’t belong to me so I pulled out and jizzed in the pocket of my joggers and right away moments after a feel regret and remorse I couldn’t believe what I have just done to this sheep , and took a look at her agsin and she’s just staring back at me like she was saying are you done? After that I just put my clothes back on put the sheep back with the others and snuck home from the trail for I didn’t want to be seen after dark each day after that happened for a few month I felt like shit I still do sometimes
It like to get some advice on this plz😢😭 should I tell them what I have done? Or should I have been a little more polite to her when It came to sex? I’m really confused Kik explorer69000 so we can talk