My Best friend

When I met my best friend almost six years ago,I knew he was the one. I'm gay and he's strait. At the time he didn't know it but it all started with his drop dead eyes. His build is average but he's tall. And tatted. One of turn on's. After a few talks ,like all guys do,we bragged about the size of our cocks. Him saying,wait till ya see my cock. Now,he's very comfortable in his sexuality and not afraid to show his dick to me. When I told him I had a major crush on him, I thought he would walk away and not be friends. He was cool with it. As time went on he learned about all my fantasy and what I liked. He would even help me in these. Being 6ft tall and ginger with blue eyes,you could imagine why I was head over heels for him. The first time he showed me his cock I nearly died. The most beautiful 10" cock I'd ever seen. From time to time he let me play with it. I love being choked,he'd put his hand around my throat have his cock out while doing this almost passing out and I'd drop to my knees and at times I'd ask him to piss on me after. Which he did on an occasion. Did I mention that I like piss play at times. I had him piss on my cock while I was pissing. It felt so wonderful. Over time most of it settled down. He married but our relationship also grew. I pretty much became his husband. He's a strait man with a wife and husband. Go figure. Now being strait he always let me experiment sometimes. One night him and his wife were Fucking,mind you I'm a vouyer and jerk off to them having sex. One night he calls me in to his room after they had sex. I'm in my boxers and I walk in,shut the door and he's lying there naked on the bed. Covered in sweet. His cock dripping with the mixture of his and her juices. I asked what was up and he's tells me he want me to suck his dick. He wanted to see if he can get it up and enjoy it. I immediately went down on his cock. The taste of cum and his wife juice made me horny. The smell of his sweat and the sex and sweat on his cock and balls had me hard as a rock. I worked on his cock sucking and licking his balls. I wanted him to cum so bad but he couldn't get his mind in it. He's definitely strait. But him allowing me to do and try it was amazing for me. We haven't done anything since. My baby is all that I need. He fulfils my emotion needs and also sexual needs in other ways. I have pics of my husband on my phone which I jerk to alot. Also we kiss each other as well. I still hope one day he will be able to take that 10"cock and pound my ass and fill me with his cum.