Bedding my Mother

My father died (cancer) 4 years ago and my mother was left very sad and started drinking and would pass out. I'm her youngest and only son and only one still living at home and would put her to bed after she passed out. I wasn't in any relationship and had no prospects on the horizon of one either. Reading erotic stories was my way of getting motivated to masturbate myself and get off. At 25 it sounds weird, but that was my life, and it was stay home and go to work and come home. My mother 54 fed me and done my laundry and so her life was looking after me and drinking. While reading a story about a mother and son and mother drinking a lot. The writer said he started having sex with his mother and she stopped drinking as a result, and they continued having sex. I couldn't fuck my mother while she was passed out and thought no more about it. But it stayed at the back of my mind, I finally thought of a way to maybe get her to believe she had sex with without taking advantage of her when she was passed out. Rather simple and involve no sex at all, I had seen almost fully naked a lot of times. So, one evening when I found her passed out in just bra and panties, I decided to try my idea. Which was to undress her fully and put her in my bed and I would sleep beside naked as well. In the morning I would pretend to be asleep until after she woke up. If she got really upset, I could say nothing happened and I always slept naked so that wasn't unusual. Her being in my bed could explain by her coming into the wrong room when drunk. I awoke first and laid beside her and finally she started to awake. I closed my eye and pretended to be asleep, it took her a little while to fully realize where she was and seeing me beside her and her being naked. I then awoke and waited for her reaction, she said sorry, and I asked for what. She said being in your bed and answered your always welcome. She never mentioned sex and nor did I. But later she never started drinking as usual for her, feeling I might have hurt her by putting in my bed. I gave her a cuddle and was about to tell her no sex happened. She suddenly suggested we use her bed this time, I was a bit shocked how she changed from being what I thought was upset to wanting sex. But replied okay and so we had sex for the first time and then again after a short rest. Finally, I had to ask why she wanted sex and she said she wanted it to be a conscious decision not drunken one and I replied I really enjoyed her decision and having sex with her twice and saying I'm a virgin no more and have had sex twice. Just twice she asked yes, this afternoon and I'm willing anytime you want to have sex again. She never mentioned the night before and I didn't say we hadn't sex either. But she does regularly have sex with me now and it has been fantastic several months. Being sneaky paid off.