Pity sex goes arwy

I 21 wasn't any good with picking up women and everybody knew it. My widowed aunt 37. She hadn't any children from her late husband, having only married him 2 years before he died in a skiing accident. She was 33 at the time her marriage and had kept out of the public eye mostly since accident. Anyway, she was at the family get together last Christmas and caught my brother 23 and male cousins teasing me about my fear of girls. As it was a large get together and a lot of drinking was involved. She wasn't drunk but had been drinking she had me take her home. I drove her car home and she had stop at store and she went inside got things and we headed to her home. It was raining and she rang my mother her oldest sister, told her she wanted me to stay the night instead of catching a cab back home and she would bring back tomorrow. After the phone call, she it was better that way. I didn't think anything more about it. On arrival she showed me my room for the night and she went I thought to her bed. I got undressed down to my shorts got into the bed and closed my eyes. Then heard the door open and opening my eyes saw my aunt standing completely naked in the lighted doorway. She told me straight she was going help get over my fear of girls and joined me in the bed telling to get naked. I'm use to doing as told by my parents and just about everybody in the family, I done as told. She kissed me and worked her way down my body and sucked my cock the put a condom on it and mounted me. I didn't last very long and then had me go down her following her instructions and then using another condom. She had strip of 5 and told me she was going use them all with me. After that fuck which she said I had improved we went to sleep, well I didn't for a while I was in shock. but I was happy it had happened, and, in the morning. We fucked again first thing then showered together and had breakfast and back to fucking she wanted me to be more vigorous. I tried to be but didn't get as vigorous as she wanted and so she decided to have another try and I went as hard as I could, and she kept telling go harder and just I started Cumming the condom broke inside her. I was worn out and she said I had done it. Meaning I had gotten her satisfied, she didn't know the condom had broken and I hadn't realized it myself yet. Only went removing the condom did we realize it had broken and she and showered together and she said it would be okay. She had me visit her for more sex in the following weeks getting me to a reliable point she said using condoms every time. But later she missed her period and then the next one after that, she got tested and was confirmed as pregnant. She had to tell the family she was pregnant and told them IVF was used and she was now pregnant, and her baby was healthy. Everyone took it as so, even me except one my mother. She knew no sperm was saved from her sister's late husband and knew sister wouldn't want a stranger's sperm and so she asked her sister the father actually was, already thinking it was me. We were together a great deal and only a mother takes that much notice of her child movements. Once told of her actions to give confidence and it being an accident. She said she would keep it secret as well. I'm still seeing my aunt and do get sex sometimes and without condoms. But I'm also asking girls out on dates and have had some success, but no sex with any of them as yet. Sex with my aunt will stop shortly as she wants to stop soon because the baby girl is growing too big for us to continue, she said.