I'm a user

By user I mean I use people to get what I want whenever I want it. I had been married but had gotten divorced and had no children. At 36 I was financially well off, but relationship wise I wasn't doing well at all. You get a reputation of being a user and people start avoiding you. Sex wasn't a problem I could always find a fuck, but it wasn't as satisfying anymore. The easy women as I called them weren't giving me the satisfaction I wanted. I reasoned it was because they were easy to bed, so I decided to bed someone that was hard to bed. I've no really close family and my reputation means I'm not on many if any Christmas card lists. I was staying at a hotel and bored out of my mind, the business I was there for was dragging along too much for me. Anyway, we were at the final stage, and I was just waiting for them to sign. I had a few drinks and was watching the housemaids and focused on one. She I thought was gorgeous, happy and the youngest of the maids, me being me enquired about her. I was told she 27 was single, no boyfriend and never dated, a challenge I wanted to bed her. On further investigation I found out she had no family; I didn't ask why she had no family. I wasn't interested in writing her family history, but I was also told she had never been out with a man. They weren't certain, but inferred she was still a virgin. Now I really wanted to bed her and with the signing of the contract I was able to leave. But asked for and was given 2 weeks leave, I'm a partner in the firm and had nothing major waiting my return. So, I worked on my love interest and succeeded in bedding her and as they say I made a hog of myself. I returned home with a satisfied smile on my face. As it turned out I had to return to the same city and same hotel 3 months later and thought I might just bed the maid again. I got a surprise, she was still working there and looked miserable. The surprise was she was pregnant and no prizes for guessing to who. I was her only ever lover and unless there was heavenly intervention, I was the father. She gave the bad news as thought I wouldn't want to take responsibility, which I confess was my first thought. But I had really enjoyed bedding her and as she was pregnant, I decided to get her back into bed. Which I did every night I was there she was sharing my bed. When it came time for me to leave, I wanted her to come back with me. I wasn't thinking marriage just fucking her, but she thought marriage and agreed. I was going to tell her she had my request to come with wrong. But I didn't, I for some unknown reason didn't say anything. Once back home I had her in my apartment and in my bed and let her think we were to marry drag on. But it came to ahead I had to make a stand and I did. We married, why I'm pretty sure it was because I didn't want to lose her and always felt wanted and not reviled. Now 5 years and 3 children later, I think I done the right thing for once in my life. But I'm still a user, I just don't use my wife. Our sex is lovemaking and not just for my personal pleasure. She is still a gorgeous woman, lover and mother.