Okay so I am crazy...

I spent an entire year, in the hands of a true sexual sadist, who kept me in a rubber bondage-bag, 23/7, with a food, exercise, hygiene break once a day, with a stun gun handy to make sure I returned to captivity, without resistance...after a week or two the stun-gun was no longer needed, and my obedience had become total, with the endless cock-sucking and sadistic masturbation with orgasm delay and denial, which broke my will, and left me a slave to my cravings...between him and his friends, I probably swallowed a quart of cum every day! It's very healthy, and minimally nutritive...Unfortunately he got a well-paying job overseas, and now I'm desperate to find a replacement or more...