No help from loved one

It's almost 5 months, never thought i will stay up so long in this pandemic far from you, though missing those canteen stuffs, and meetings. This is ME , i cant use my name , so consider my girl as HER., due to this pandemic we dont have another chance other than to stay alone in our home’s . Its very much nice to have home foods, and staying with family, but deep inside i still miss her. I used to do sexting in my past love story, that actually gave me a good pleasure,
I have remembered those days , and got thought to start with HER, but unfortunately she is has no experience about such sexting , and she is actually never intrested in it. But after a lot of mini fights in between us, she came up and tried sexting with me, she tried to help me out in many ways, but she dint satisfied herself in doing that, but one day she made a script for me and presented me , which i loved like never before. I got a lot of pleasure, but then i was expecting some such thing again from her.., its been almost one and half month she did that, many situations made me stop asking her.
I was not able to control and i was neither intrested in watching porn, so i end up asking her help me out in sexting.
As it is no possible to her to do sexting longtime in home , because she cant stay alone, i asked her to make a script. And send me ., but she failed in doing that and end up concluding that she is not at all intrested,,
I was helpless , and hope less, i was very angry as well as horny,
I have decided to masturbate .,
I have no intrest in watching porn , so thought of making a imaginations to satisfy myself , in which i love threesome only for imaginations and never in real,
I love to know , how HER will enjoy someone’s cock, i always wonder to see her expressions directly when she drives a ride with someother person,
So as i was very horny and angry i imagined a place which is very tiny secrete room in college, where usually no one comes around, so that was actually a regular spot for us to meet, i added a fictional character named him as HIM., i dont want to be soft to her atleast in the imagination , so i changed roles of HIM and ME , and then HIM became HER bf,, and MYSELF became the third person in threesome,
He already knew that she wouldn’t accept for threesome, so somehow we both planned and got an idea, they both went into that secrete room and having some cool chat, and a starting play with a kiss and hug,
Later HE came up with an idea proposing to maker her blind fold and tie her to enjoy new kind of fantacy, somehow she accepted, as it was planned he got things with him, and made her blindfold ,and tied her,
Then he started kissing her on her lips, she was responding with a smooch , he was very smooth in my imaginations to her, he touched her so gently, as if she cant even know, weather it was him or air is flowing on her body,
He slowly started undressing her, starting with her pant, as she regualrly wears boxers, and then started touching her thighs, then he undressed her shirtt but not removed her , bra, just to enjoy a watch of her cleavage, he started kissing her cleavage, meanwhile stroking his fingers in her panties, making her cunt wet, by fingering . He gave me a signal , i made sure no one watching and entered that, secrete room to her,
As in this imagination of threesome, HE actually wants to enjoy HIS girl enjoying someones dick,
I made him to move aside slowly ,
But she have noticed anyone coming,
She asked what happen, by the time he moved aside i took his place, and started to smooch her lips , but pulling off her bra, i want to be harsh to her,, so i plucked her nipple so hardly, she moaned with pain but helpless because she was tied up,
I kept on smooching her lips, with one hand used for taking my dick out and stroking to make it hard,,
I started smooching and stood in front of her, with my dick infront of her mouth, she can smell my semen, she realised its time for blowjob, she was ready for it, but i dont want it to be smooth, i holded her hair and moving closer to my dick, and fucking her mouth deep into throat, she was gagging but helpless,, while stroking into her mouth, i splanked few times to her tits, and enjoying them becoming red and bouncy,
I ejaculated into her throat .
But her bf became so horny by watching , he wants to fuck her, so i moved aside he came up with his dick and started to stroke her into pussy,, she was shocked and replied how come u came with that energy for second time that fast,,
She was enjoying that fucking, by time i got horny again, now this was the real time am waiting for; i decided to fuck her ass,
He somehow untied her , but kept her blindfold still , he was lying on bean bag, she was riding him and sharing there pleasures, i signed him that , am gonna join,so he holded her hands tightly and smooching her , while she is riding her pussy on his cock, i kept my hand on her bump, she felt it and shocked with panic, but she was helpless because her bf pinner her arms and holded tight, he slowly whishpered in her ears that, face it, we are having threesome , u already drunk his semen ,, she was shocked and still helpless,
I took my dick and started to give a try in her ass, it was really super tight, i licked my saliva and splitted a little on my dick and on her ass, to make it comfotable, and this time i pushed her really hard, she was helpless and not enjoying at all,. But screaming with pain..
I fucked and fucked till i ejaculate second time in her ass, which made me feel like heaven..
someone i ended up my imagination of threesome , and masturbated myself in my room , without the help of loved one,.