The darkest of my days

It is thought that those who have settled basic necessities in life cannot suffer.
You have a home, a business of your own that gives you a living, a beautiful girlfriend, you have no illness. Your whims are an insult to those who do not have these things.

Here, I must tell you that pain ignores these facts, and stays the same whatever the cause. It is not that it is more bearable if the cause is not socially accepted.

So the birthday. For me, birthday means just wanting to die right away so I don't have to wait. It also means not wanting to see anyone, talking to anyone, not listening to good wishes, not having gifts, refusing any reasonable behavior.
In practice, I shut up at home, don't answer and hope they don't remember.

However, women have the habit of understanding everything upside down, and I had made the mistake of mentioning to my girlfriend that I would have preferred a day off.
Instead she had arrived at the door, had threatened to dump me if I hadn't opened, still not happy she had dragged me into her car.

We had headed towards one of the many spas scattered throughout this province, a journey that was not very cheerful, since I looked out of the car window without saying a word, and in the silence I wished an accident that put an end to everything. She too drove in silence with her usual snake-like stare. If the eyes are the mirror of the soul, hers is well hidden, never that it is possible to understand what is on her mind.

The surprise, she had not called it a gift so as not to make things worse, but the surprise, however, was a private grotto, with hot water and a tub, just for us. The sulphurous odor of hard-boiled eggs was only annoying at the beginning, as soon as we entered the water, she took off her swimwear one piece at a time, then removed mine.

She was over me like a tangle of seaweed, the tall ones stirring with the waves, moving on me with the same casual slowness. On any other day I would have reacted immediately, but at that moment I only let it go without a response from the lower parts.
I didn't resign myself, neither the girlfriend wanted to give up .

"I got another surprise for you. Do you know that I have a hydromassage here ? "

Always that motionless expression, and I was wondering what she meant, when a warmer flow came, like a caress right there on the pubis.
She was peeing on me under the water, and the novelty immediately gave me back the lost erection, I would have been doubtful if they had told me, but my prick had decided on his own that he liked it, without listening to reasons.

Following back that warm flow, I planted it at the source, while above the surface I bit her neck. By the time I got back to active, she had become passive, when she feels her neck bitten she doesn't understand anything anymore and she stays there letting me do anything, I know.
I pushed her against the edge of the tub, so that she could hold herself with her arms and float on the water as I impaled her, I saw another small jet start from her urethra, and at that point I had lost all restraint, I just wanted to have my pleasure as soon as possible, without any thought of reciprocating.
And with things done I also leaned against the edge, beside her.

" Shut up. Don't say what you're thinking, or i'll start over. "

( girlfriend sighs ) "Today is an ordinary day and we are here at the spa just by chance. Is that okay? "
" Better. "

"But" - she continued - "Since it is a day like any other, we can resume this at home. Right? "

"Deal. "

So much care she takes, I would feel grateful if today were not today.
I'll thank her tomorrow.



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