Bad Apple

I'm 35 single, since I was 7 or 8 I've always been in some trouble. I joined a gang at 11 and done time. At 19 I left for overseas and spent 2 years wandering around, in and out of trouble. I then joined the French Foreign Legion as way out of more trouble, not serious trouble. Something clicked and I loved it, it was what I needed and I grained respect in myself and for authority. Something I hadn't had since I can remember, I done 2 hitches and came out with a sense of self worth. I returned home a couple years ago and didn't go straight to my family. I wanted to settle in first, so they would know I'd changed. My passed away when I was 9, he was a drunk and I hadn't had much to with him when he was alive. Mom remarried when I was 12 and I cleared out several months later, living on the streets and hadn't see her since. My sister Ruth was 7 then, I've haven't see either. I got a good job and settled in, my mother had moved years before and I a private detective to find them. I wasn't sure whether they still in the city or had moved out of state. After a couple of weeks, I was told that my mother and sister lived only 6 blocks from me. My mother Robyn 57 was a widow again and she lived with my sister Ruth 30 and they ran a small diner together. So I went to have a look, they didn't recognize me. I was taller and well tanned and my hair had sun bleached in the years of legion service. Plus I had filled out since they last saw. I had changed my last name spelling while overseas. It sounded the same, but on my business card it wouldn't catch your eye as someone you might know. I didn't make myself known to them, I sat back and watched them. I started to have regular meals there and became friendly with. Robyn became friendly with me and would sit and talk with me. I had made it a practice of turning up during quiet times in the diner. This allowed me to talk to them, I was there went Ruth's boyfriend dumped her and left her without a date for her class reunion. So I asked if she would like to go with me. She accepted straight away and she told her now ex, that she was trading up. Three days later I went to the reunion with her and had great time and after asking her to out again. Which she agreed, I became a part of the family overnight. Robyn treated like I was family and tell that Ruth really liked me and that she was happy that Ruth was away from that other loser. I had fenced myself in and didn't want to hurt Ruth's feelings, that I had only asked her out because she was my sister. As it seemed that her finding out I was her brother would crush her. She had a mental breakdown before and had problems with self esteem. So I would have to wait to tell them who I was, I hoped that she would find someone else. But as time passed she got more attracted to me, then she wanted to start having sex with me. I put her a couple of times, with strained muscles and such like. But I had to finally sleep with her after Robyn asked why I wasn't interested in Ruth sexually. I said It was just I had over did things at the Gym and it would have been very painful for at that time. So your better now she then asked, Yeah I answered. I saw Robyn talk to Ruth and a big smile came on to her face and I knew I would have to them who I was or fuck my sister. Ruth is a very good looking woman and I thought why not have sex with her, I could always tell I didn't know at the time. They were my mother and sister, they had different surnames to mine. That night after the diner closed I had a meal them both and stayed the night, in the excitement I hadn't asked her if she was on the pill or anything else and I didn't use a rubber either. So she got pregnant and we got married, it was 2 months after that I received some papers from the detective and I told Robyn first that I had been looking for my family and I had just been told they were found and now I have a big problem. She asked What's the Problem, I showed the papers saying she was my mother. She was shocked at first and then said No problem, we'll keep it quiet. I said What about Ruth, We'll tell her and see what she thinks she responded. Later on that day, we both told Ruth and she said She still wanted as her husband. So we're leaving at that, I'm happy and so are they.