My Cousin

I'm the only child of my late parents; they passed away a month apart in late 2023. I was born when my mother was 40 and father 45, I was 33 when my mother died first of heart attack. My father wasn't well and would pass away 28days later, natural causes, went to asleep never awoke again. I've relatives mostly old ones, one who is 30 now a second cousin. Related on my mother's side her niece had a daughter; she is like me in many ways. Lost both parents over the years mother in April 2024, financially well off like me and reclusive like me. When I was born my mother's niece was 20 and had just married and would've a son within a year followed by the daughter almost two years after the son arrival. Sadly, the son died in his teens horse riding accident. My cousin completely collapsed after her mother's death, requiring support of close family. She was unable to deal with everyday life without close family support, as most family we'd left are closer to grandparents ages and have medical issues of their own. I became the support my cousin needed, we'd known each all our lives so were perfect match you could say. I'm not as reclusive as my cousin, I can go out shop and go about no problems. Just prefer a place away from world to retreat too. I've had sex via paid women over the years, can't relax with women unless in a type of business arrangement. Except for my cousin, we can relate on a more personal level then I can with outsiders. My cousin moved in with me in May 2024, she settled in quickly as we had always known each other since her birth. Usually seeing other every week several times, she retreated into herself more after the death of her brother. I live in an apartment as it better suited my lifestyle, close to where I shopped and everything else, I required. I do drive but prefer not too if I can avoid it. My cousin doesn't drive has to be driven, main reason she ended up with me. I never bring anyone to my home only family members, all contacts are away from my home. So, I could pay a woman for sex without my cousin knowing. But by July I'd seen my cousin partly undressed several times, not showing all that much. But reminding me she was a woman, then in July I walked in on her after she had showered, and she had the towel behind her drying her back. So, I got a full frontal as they say to my great surprise. She didn't panic or try to cover herself, she just kept drying herself. Now fully aware of her body I was sexually attracted to her. I decided to try to bed her, using everything I could think of to get closer to every chance I could. My best ploy was watching an old horror movie, black and white movies worked the best. But she would watch the movies with me and cuddle closer during the movie. Thus, allowing me to feel her up, but I didn't press too hard too quickly. It was October when I first groped her, and she just looked at me but said nothing. Taking that as a green light, after the movies she would usually shower than go to bed. I joined her in the shower and washed her back and she did mine. But she stopped me joining her in her bed, but the next movie a comedy Young Frankenstein done the trick. First, I believe it was because it was very sexualized and secondly, she was finally ready. My one mistake was not thinking of taking any precautions. Maybe it was because I didn't think I would succeed, or I wanted to start a family. But we showered as was usual and she let me into her bed, and I took her virginity. It my first fuck I hadn't ever paid for and her first, of course being lovers now we've slept together every night since. Taking no precautions every time we had sex, so she got pregnant and in January tested positive to being pregnant. It's also easier to get her out of the apartment since is pregnant, but she holds my arm the whole time we are out and about. Not wanting to raise my family in an apartment, we are looking for a suitable house. Sex is regular and she is eager to explore sex further. Perfect partner for a guy like me.