Realized My Dream

Growing up I dreamed I would be successful in my chosen career and be a great father to my children like my view of my father was. Several roadblocks hampered my dream at first, the sudden death of my parents in a plane crash. Leaving just me at just 15, moved in with my uncle (mother's older brother). He was single and would never marry and was the second roadblock when he also passed away 4 years later (stroke). I got the strange idea whoever I got really close too died for a time and became reclusive. But it passed by the time I was 25, with only one aunt and her daughter left in my family. I would see them and didn't get too close, only visiting them occasionally. My aunt was widowed and 54 at the time and had had 2 children a son and a daughter. But her husband and son died in a road accident returning from a fishing trip. My cousin is 4 years younger than me and had a lisp and was very self-conscience about it. But she got over it mostly with help. When I graduated, I got a good job in my chosen career. Already well off due to inheriting from my parents and uncle. Already owning my own home inherited from my uncle and then another tragedy my aunt passed away at 57 suddenly from a heart attack. My cousin was left unable to afford her rented house due to the death of her mother. I invited her to move in with me and in her final year of university 2019. On her graduation she also got a job at the same place as I was working. We would travel to and from work together, I was dating every now and then no actual girlfriend at the time. Then the pandemic struck and in lockdown together, we were together almost every hour of everyday and one thing led to another, and we became lovers. I was her first lover, and I made a mistake using an old condom I found in my wallet. It was drier than the ones I used normally, and I had it for years and years. It was the last of a batch and I'd gotten new ones which I used first and it was regularly overlooked. Running out of newer ones during the lockdown, I decided to use it. It of course broke during intercourse with my cousin, and I seeded her. Not really concerned at the time, but after she missed her first period. I became a little concerned, after missing her second I believed she was pregnant. I decided to live with my actions and told my cousin I'll marry her. Also, I stop using condoms and then she got her period. It was late and due to some hormonal imbalance, I now believe. But it was over a week and us having regular sex that her period came. I realized I might've gotten her pregnant just before her period came and having already told her she would become my wife. I couldn't backtrack. I didn't resume using condoms and she did get pregnant several months later and after we travel interstate and had married. Nobody at our workplace knew we were cousins and as we came and went together, they had assumed we were in a relationship. So, nobody was surprised when we as we stated eloped. My now wife got promoted to my assistant after I was also promoted. I had looked into close relatives breeding and found it fairly safe as long as it isn't each generation continuing to breed with the same connected relatives. As we had no known other relatives, I thought it wouldn't cause problems with our children. Closer relatives like siblings, were more likely than cousin to have problems with children breed by incest. Now years later 3 children including twin boys and our first child a daughter named after my aunt. I've realized my dream and am very happy being a father and husband.