If I only knew how she would take it

I’m a 40 year old man and the story is from when I was 17. So in February 2023 my dad passed away and my wife and I flew back home for the funeral. The uber dropped us off at moms house and it was snowing very hard and very cold. So I tipped the driver and we ran to the door. I knocked on the door and no one answered my mom wasn’t home. I called her landline with no answer so I called her cell and she answered. She told me she’s at her sisters house and she thought I was coming tomorrow she was 2 towns over and she was coming home. About a half hour later my phone rang and it’s mom and she said she didn’t feel comfortable driving with the amount of snow I told her we’re freezing and does she have a hidden key outside. She told me no she was afraid of someone finding it and she took her key back from Mr. Chester the neighbor. She told me she’s going to call him and ask if we can wait for her there. 5 minutes later she called and told me to go to his house and wait there. I didn’t want to see Mr Chester because of what happened and I didn’t want my wife in a difficult position because I know he’s going to say something about me that gave me a very submissive feeling and very euphoric because I had wanted to tell her about it but was afraid she would divorce me and I didn’t want that to happen. I knocked on his door and he said that my mom called and to please come in. He looked the same as he did when I lived with mom. I introduced my wife to him and he told me he’s very glad to see I’m married to a woman. She asked him what he meant by that. I felt my stomach grumble because this is my worst nightmare. He asked me if I had told her about what he walked in on. She looked at me with fire in her eyes and she said what is he talking about and she told me to tell her. She had a tone in her voice that she wasn’t taking it well. I told them I was going outside to have a smoke and when I was back I’ll tell her everything that she wants to know.

So I’m outside smoking and thinking about what I’m going tell her and she opened the door and came up to me and she said she’s always had a feeling that I was keeping a secret and she asked if this is the secret. I told her yes she told me that I better tell her the truth about everything and if I’m not honest with her I’m getting out of our house and then divorced. She asked if my submissive personality is coming out and i said yes and I’m going to be very honest no matter how degrading it was to me and she wanted to know how did it degrade me.

I said let’s go back in and humiliate and degrade myself for their entertainment and I told her I’m ready and I’m sorry that she is going to hear it. I asked him if he had any whiskey and he said he’s only had rum and it’s 151. I asked him for a big glass of the rum and I said to my wife that I’m going to really need it and that she should have a big glass too because she’s going to really need it to. She called out to pour her a glass to. He came back and had 3 drinks and said he needs one to. He told me he wants me to tell the story and he told me his son told him exactly everything.

I took a seat next to my wife and in front of him and began from the beginning of how it was. I told her his son name is Peter and he had a condition that confined him in a wheelchair he is 2 years older than me and we were best friends. Peter had a weight problem because of lack of exercise and it affected he felt about himself and he couldn’t get a girlfriend to have sex with. So one day when we were hanging out he told me he’s never had a blow job and he asked me what it feels like to get blown. I told him it’s a great feeling and if you have a swallower blowing him that’s the greatest feeling. He said he won’t pay for it so he guessed he will never know the feeling because he’ll never find a girlfriend to be with him. He was very depressed about it and it showed in his face . I looked into my wife’s eyes because I was dropping the bomb and I wanted to see her reaction to. She was sitting on the edge of the couch with her eyes on me and I took a big gulp of my drink took a deep breath and I said that I told him if he hadn’t had a blow job by his next birthday I will suck him off and he asked if I swallow and said let see what happens because his birthday is a few months away he asked me to tell him when I think his birthday was. I told him in August and he told me it’s 2 weeks away on Saturday my face must of been white as a ghost and I tried to get out of the promise I made him and he told me he’s not letting me off the hook and he said he didn’t think he would find a girlfriend in that little time so why don’t I just suck him off now. She asked me what did I do and she said she knows how I liked to humiliate myself and when I degrade myself she said how euphoric I get. When she wanted something. So I told them I was going to make a deal with him and said we’re going to play poker and 3 out of 5 wins if I win I didn’t have to suck him off and if he wins I suck him off after the game. We each won 2 games and he was feeling very bold and he said let’s make it interesting and I asked him how he said that if I won I don’t suck him off and he will blow me and if I won I suck him off every day till his birthday and if he wanted a blow job 3 times a day I would have to do it so I told him okay because I felt very confident but at the same time I wanted to suck him off last hand before we looked at our cards I told him I told him he wins I would be his submissive and very perverted nasty and degrading myself for his entertainment for a year and if I won he would be my submissive perverted toy. He told me he wanted me to do anything he wanted to do to me and I told him that I will. My wife asked me if I was euphoric about what I was telling her I told her I feel more euphoric than anything I ever felt she asked to the point that I would do anything for her and I told her yes I’m that euphoric she looked at me and said very good. We looked at our cards and I had nothing but I did have an ace so I took a very big chance and I wanted 4 cards and showed him the ace he gave me my cards and I had less than I had before. He saw my look of defeat and he called me his spunk dump and he put his hand down and he had a full house with kings high and I said where he wanted to be sucked off and he said right here. He was very happy to have won and was getting his cock sucked. My wife didn’t look pissed off she looked very turned on she told me she wanted the truth about everything and I saw a little wet spot in her slacks she saw me looking at her crotch and she smiled and said this is very interesting and gave me a head nod to let me know she going to have a talk with me. I said okay and I walked to him and helped him pull his pants and underwear down and his penis was hard and dripping precum out of the hole he told me to lick it off and tell him it tasted good and he told me he wants me to give my new best friend a kiss on the head and then put it in my mouth. I told him I’ve never did this before and he said he’s going to make me a great cocksucker and I’m going to really love sucking him off and he asked if I liked his penis and I told him that when I get euphoric I would do anything he wanted no matter how nasty and degrading it is he told me to put my new best friend in my mouth and blow him and my wife stopped me and told me she wanted to hear me tell her the details and what I was feeling at the time and she asked if I wanted to be a submissive perverted toy for him and I told her that thought was making me crazy with my euphoria and I told him that he had a very nice penis and he took my head and used my mouth like it was a pussy and each time he pushed my head down it went deeper into my throat and when my nose was in his belly button he knew he was in my throat and he asked if I could breathe I nodded my head to tell him I could and that’s when he got very aggressive and fucked my throat and he talked to me about how my mouth and throat will be used as a cock sleeve and then he told me he’s got a condition that he wants to tell me he’s hyperspermia he said he blew a massively huge load and sometimes as much as a half pint so he hopes I like it because he’s going to fill my belly full with his ball juice. I was really getting into sucking him off and I looked forward to having a belly full of ball cream and took my head off and I asked him if he wanted me to be his spunk junky he asked if that’s what I wanted to be and I told him that I wanted everything that comes out of his cock hole. He couldn’t stop saying how great it feels to be sucked off and he couldn’t wait to blow his load down my throat and he when he was ready to blow his load he pushed my head down as deep as he could and I felt it expanding in my throat and his first blast hit the bottom of my belly and it was very warm and the next one slid down and felt very thick and slimy but the next one came up in my mouth and I got a good taste of it and I like it and my wife asked me if I wanted more and I told her after my first time I had a feeling that I might have an addiction for it and I told her I was right about me and the addiction. She called me her cum slut. She asked me if I had ever been cum drunk and I told her yes I asked her why she asked that. She asked how euphoric I am and I told her I would do anything. She said anything! I told her yes anything she said good because she wanted me to do something for her. I asked her what did she want and she told me she wanted me to suck Chester off and she wanted to see me do it. He immediately stood up and dropped his pants and underwear around his ankles and he sat down in his chair and he told me I moved before he had a chance to get sucked off by me but had wanted to get a blow job and my wife told him not so fast she wanted to know if I told the truth and he was going to tell her how he found out about me. He told her that I went with his son on his annual fishing trip with others with the same physical condition and they had a cabin with the others all sleeping in the same place and he said his son forgot his medicine and he drove to the cabin to give it to him he told me I should’ve locked the door and he said that we didn’t hear him pull up and when he opened the door he saw me in the middle of the room and I was sucking on his sons cock and 5 other guys have their pants down waiting for their turn to get sucked off he said he watched the show a few minutes before his son saw him and his son told him to get over and get his dick sucked and he told him how great I am and he told him I was his submissive and very nasty dump bucket for his ball cream and he told him that I can swallow all of it even with his condition and my wife asked Chester if he had the same thing as his son and he told her yes and he said he produces more than his son and one time he blew almost a full pint of his baby batter. But today it will be very very big and she said that I better get it all. Then my mom called and told me she’s going to stay at her sisters house because of the snow and I told my wife and she asked Chester about us staying with him for the night and he said okay if I will suck him off all night she asked him how many times can he nut. He said it’s been a very long time so about 3 maybe 4 sometimes he can do it 5 times in a night and he wants my mouth on his penis all night and he would really love for her to see me suck him off because he’s going to really enjoy degrading me with my wife watching him blow his huge load down my throat.