First Alone Time.

I do not profess to be fully doing this on a regular basis. Far from it. I went through the process of sexual abuse growing up. Raised in group homes and what not. Much counselling sessions over the years. Countless one on ones. I will protect the identity of the person who helped me come out more. He mentioned not to be ashamed about my curiosity in men. I grew up homophobic especially in the 80's but as I entered my 20-30's, I was having mixed feelings. This counselor would talk with me both in and out the office.

That was okay with me. What I was experiencing in my life at this point was confused homosexual feelings. He stopped my sessions so as he can do something different. He felt I wasn't being that forward in the context of one on ones. Sure he saw all my CSC reports so he agreed to have me move on. This was in Vancouver in 2013. Yes I never told my friends or my family about it. I vowed to keep it quiet so not to arouse suspicions. Today this person is not living there but that is not the issue here.

I would have meetings one on one in a less constraint environment of the conventional sense of counselling session. It seemed to work. He seemed quite genuine to help. The saying goes of the teachers appear when a student is ready. I let myself go and revealed my hidden desires but was afraid of the repercussions I would face such as being judged and ostrosized by my loved ones if my feelings became known. Who wants to admit to having hidden homosexual desires. He told me every man has them whether they choose to admit it or not. He feels men sell themselves short by suppression. He mentioned it is safe and okay. It's what bath houses are for. Most guys that go there are mostly hetrosexual believe it or not.

I said I had an experience with a male doctor. I told him the story about my three-way. I didn't particularly do it again after that. He asked me if I would do it again with a man. I said probably yeah if I knew him long enough and that I could feel the guy won't punch me out. He mentioned most guys are secretly hoping for a good experience from another man in private. They just won't admit it.

I said I was kinda lusting for him right now. He didn't seem shocked. He smiled though. I was over at his condo south of the downtown area. Nice digs too. No one was trying to seduce each other so I made the first move and came up behind him and hugged him. He said to let myself go. It is consentual and that is only time to do it.

I asked him to drop his pants. He was a size 7.5 inch uncircumcised. I proceeded to pull his foreskin back and started to lick his head and pet his balls with my hand. I worked his hard cock for half an hour plus I did what the doctor years ago taught me. He came perfusely in my mouth in loads. Salty Chocolate mint taste. He later got us both stripped to our birthday suits. He wasn't muscular build but his ass was firm. My cock got rock hard.

He laid me on the bed and started to suck me off. I came in 20 minutes. Afterwards he pulled out his KY Jelly and squirt it on my bum rump and also inserted his fingers gently in my ass. He glided gently in my hole which hurt s bit but in a few minutes it was feeling good as his member went deep nearly 8 inches full. The pressure tickled past my p spot. He pumped me smoothly with his hard cock. It is one thing to have this forced on you. That can damper you're welcome but in consentual means with both parties enjoying it. He came after building up speed. Fuck did it feel good. I felt his warm, nearly too warm cum shooting up my bum. He pulled it out gently.

It was my turn to mount his firm white ass. I spread the jelly in his ass then entered with a close 7 inches inside his tight contracting ass walls. I pumped him for 15 minutes before unloading. Unlike women who love constant orgasms, a guy is different in having a dick in his ass, it stretches the rim. Even if you have a condom on. My bum felt weird and itchy. Both and me and him were tested negative for STI's and STD's. We both did blood tests. Mine months back. Him recently as of 4 months. Negative results. That was the only anal without a condom I did. Never again without one. But more ass fucking in the future just not too often as I still prefer women. Maybe couples in the future if their husbands don't mind or if they are not too homophobic either.

Hopefully I can get you a swinger and group deal story in the future. Until then... Peace