A white hot Secret Part One

I am a young male in a trainee role at work and over the last few weeks i have been flirting with a work colleague. She is older than me and married. I'll call her Rose. I noticed her long before she noticed me, her smile is like a beacon of light in the dark life I have surrounded myself with. Id get to work early hoping for a chance to catch her attention. After several months I was given a promotion and was now working in the same office as her. Sure I get paid double what I did just weeks before but, the fact that I would be working just meters from her was the most exciting part. Weeks in the office went by before it all happened she text me involving a work matter, I added her on Facebook and she added me to snapchat. It was like she knew how I felt in the coming months and it all came to surface rather quickly. I am nervous even now I type slow contemplating the secrecy. The secrecy makes it so hot, exciting, it is what keeps me coming back for more. One night we were writing each other and we both fell into a flirtatious sexual conversation, she unveiled that one of her fantasies is a threesome and furthermore she is bi. If you were to hold your breath to the last moment right before you pass out you would feel how I felt reading her message. She didn’t know this was my fantasy she didn’t know that she could not fit my fantasy as well as she did. I want this SOOO bad but I shouldn’t, my body craves it so strongly my mind has no control. I am weak and at the knees. I am Not in control and loving every moment of it.