I was desperate

Lost my husband and out of work with 2 small children to support, my parents were dead from not getting vaccinated against Covid. I only had an older brother left and we weren't on very good terms. I was popular at school and my brother was called a nerd and worse and I also made his life hell. Anyway, he got a good job and went off to live by himself in small town working via computer and keeping to himself. Rarely getting visitors, which were our parents until they passed away. I'd married and we were doing very well, had our 2 children and living the high life. In debt up to our eyeballs, but my husband earned good money allowed us to borrow and we owned nothing everything leased. Which was good until my husband died had a massive stroke aged just 33, in an instant my life crashed about me. My husband had life insurance, which paid off debts leaving nothing to support me and my children. Our friends weren't interest in us anymore as I was totally broke, and no fun anymore. I had no choice but to call my brother for help fully expecting to be told to get lost. I hadn't seen him since the funerals of our parents in 2021. My share of our inheritance was blown almost as quick as we got it. My surprise me and said he would look after us. He also paid for us to get to his place a 23 acres block of land with a 4bedroom 2bathroom house and a barn and to my surprise he had animals a dog called Dog, 3 horses and chickens. I found out he liked riding, looking after his chickens and gardening. He was working on his computer all the time, went shopping on Saturday morning like clockwork and stayed on his property otherwise. Except on our arrival by bus, he met the bus and drove to his home. Only a bus service ran to the town, no train or plane went anywhere close. But the town had everything we would need, school and a doctor. Anything else we would've to go to the next town which was a lot larger. My brother owned a car and a pickup truck, the pickup was his usual transport, and the car was for rare trips to the city for work he couldn't do via his computer. So, the car would be my main transport unless he had to go to the city. We settled and I done everything I could to redress my former treatment of my brother. A 3-year age gap between us, he was 34 and 31 at that time. My brother didn't hold my past treatment of him by me against me. But I noticed one big thing lacking in his life, any type of a relationship. A family relationship was now in place, and he got on very well with my children. No lover of any type and I couldn't ask in case I upset him. As I needed his help, the more I thought of it the more I thought I should do something about it. But at first had no idea what I could do, all he seemed to do was work or look after his animals and garden. On the boundary of his property is a river not deep or fast running and my brother took us there for a picnic and to swim. the children loved as did the dog who was their permanent companion now. From when they got home from school till when they went to school. I knew my children loved their uncle and I did too, but I wanted to give him something special. Finally, I had decided what I could do, and I was going to wait for the perfect time. Which would be hard to pin down, but luck was on my side my children we asked to join their school friends on overnight camp out. I agreed they could go and that would leave my brother and me alone. The perfect moment I thought anyway how to do it was the next hurdle to overcome. Simplest way is always the best, so the night by children were gone camping I joined my brother in his shower while he was showering. Of course, he was shocked, but his hard cock told me he was interested. Short version we fucked and fucked again and the next day I moved my clothes into his bedroom, and I sleep with him every night. My children haven't said anything and still haven't now I'm 5 months pregnant. Not from our first night fucking but a couple of months after. I added getting pregnant to the plan in the new year, with all tests showing nothing wrong with our son due early December. My brother is my new husband, except weren't married and only act like a married couple and we're great actors especially in the bedroom.