Man loving

I never thought of myself as gay, I didn't act gay after all I was married for the last 15 years. My wife was great we liked doing lots of things together, the movies, clubs and bars. But as time went by the sex got less and less til it almost stopped. We both worked long hours and left for work early and returned home late, we were just to tired by the time we got to bed.

A couple years back I lost my job and went through a tough patch but eventually got another job, but it was working from home. My wife still left early and got home late and went to bed early. Me on the other hand now I was staying up late and sleeping in.

I had always been into porn and used to wank off to porno mags and then online videos usually hetro men and women, anal and I especially liked lesbian porn. As the sex lessened with my wife the more and more porn I watched.

Now that I was home all the time I was able to look at porn anytime it took my fancy, I started to look at some of the guys in the videos and was amazed at the size of some of their cocks. I wanted to be one of the girls and fantasized about sucking cock and wondered what it would be like. The more I watched the more my fantasies grew, I wanted to drop to my knees and take a big cock in my mouth and suck it until he blew in my mouth. I then realised that not only did I want to suck that cock but I wanted that cock in my virgin arse, to fuck me and fill me full of come.

I bought some dildos and anal plugs and I became obsessed with the fantasy of making love to a guy, I wanted a guy to fill my holes. I wanted to taste his come in my mouth and his cock to fill me up and explode.

I went onto craiglist and locanto, trawling through the postings. I even posted some ads myself, I answered some adverts and some guys answered mine. But to be honest nothing worked out and the meets never eventuated or I chicked out and didn't show up
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I was getting more and more frustrated and my fantasies were now real obsessions. I found a posting on craiglist "Top Man to Man for Bi Closet Guys", I sent of the email and got a quick reply, Carlos was a top only and into servicing inexperienced bi curious guys for a fee. He could host in his apartment for an hour or two and could guarantee to service me in both holes with his 8.5" cock. I was over the moon my cock got hard just thinking about it, I almost came on the spot without even touching my cock.

I had never considered paying for it before but with the photos Carlos sent me of himself and a cock photo that made me drool, I was hooked. He sent me his phone number and suggested we comunicate by text if I want to arrange something.

I couldn't think of anything else, I couldn't sleep that night and everytime I thought about him my cock grew hard. The next day I had some customers I had to visit, so I was driving around all day. At every chance I got I grabbed hold of my cock and wanked just thinking about this guy. I had never really been with a guy before, when I was a young teenager I had mutual wank session with the neighbor who was a few years older. I don't think I sucked his cock and I can't remember if he blew his load. So I was definately a virgin in every way.

That night again I fantasized about Carlos and again couldn't sleep, at some point during the night I made my mind up to contact him and go through with it. I got up a little early shaved my cock and balls and douched myself several times. I sent a text message and asked if he could accomodate me today for an hour or two and then waited.......not long a text arrived, my hand was shaking as I pressed the button "Sure how about 10 o'clock.....and gave me the details of the apartment. My heart stopped my mind raced, ...could I go through with this? .. is this what I wanted? ...this is what I have been obsessed with but could I go through with it?

I had another shower I washed myself extra clean I dried up and decided that if I was going to have a cock up my arse I needed to be ready so I grabbed some lube and a butt plug. I put of a pair of underwwear that look more like jock strap and got dressed, it was now or never.

I was so nervous driving I could hardly concentrate, I typed in the address and let google maps direct me. I was in a daze but arrived just before 10am and looked up at this great apartment block. I texted Carlos and waited....it seemed to take forever but then came the reply, he would be down soon to let me in.

My mind was now really spinning, I thought about leaving, could I go through with this?
Then suddenly the door opened and this very handsome guy walked through "Hi I'm Carlos come on up" I followed him through the foyer and into the lift, I didn't know what to say, the doors closed behind us and after pushing the button to the 15th floor he turned and kissed me! I was taken back I couldn't move, I kissed him back, he moved back and then justed smiled.

When we reached the 15th floor the doors opened and I followed him into his apartment, as the door shut again he wrapped his arms around me and kissed again, this time I kissed him back in a passionate kiss, one of the most passionate kisses I had ever experienced......

I realised then that this was not a mistake that this is what I was longing for, that I had an itch that needed to be scratched and I wanted Carlos to take me and teach me everything there was to "Man Loving"

I quickly undressed while Carlos put on the shower, I removed the butt plug I had up my arse and followed him into the shower. More kissing, more touching, it was electric, it did not matter what he rubbed or touched my body was alive to his touch, I was tingling allover. I reached down and my hand brushed against his cock..... it was huge!.... much longer than mine but much, much thicker. Suddenly I was scared I might not be able to get my mouth around it let alone take it up my arse.

Carlos whispered into my ear to turn around and lean up against the wall, he said I should relax that he would not hurt me, my mind said no my body said yes, I turned around and pushed by arse backwards, he oiled up my hole and massaged my back all the while telling me to relax. It felt so good with one hand massaging my back and the other hand rubbing my cock and fingering my hole. He removed his fingers and next I felt his cock at my entrance, softly pushing, working it in ever so slowly, ever so slowly and then suddenly the head of his cock was inside me. He worked ever so slowly with each push a little deeper and deeper. I cried out in pain as he pushed harder and then it stopped. Time had stopped it seemed like an eternity but it was probably only seconds his cock was filling my arse, he had it all the way in and was slowly pumping in and out. The pain had gone now all I could feel was euphoria a wave of pleasure moved over my entire body......

I wanted this to never end, I had never felt so fullfilled my cock was hard but I didn't feel the need to come, I just wanted him to keep pushing his cock in and out my arse.
He withdrew his cock and turned me around I searched out his mouth and we locked in a passionate embrace, I was as horny as i have ever been and wanted more. I dropped to my knees the water running over my head and took his cock in my mouth. I was deterimed to take in as much cock as I could. It was a thick cock but I amazed myself that I was anle to get my mouth around it. I ran my tougue up the shaft and licked his balls, I then took his cock back into my mouth and tried to take as much in without choking. His cock hard and I think I was only able to take in half its length, I would have to practice.

Carlos lifted me up as we kissed again this time we both grabbed each others cocks and wanked, he again had me turn around and face the wall and pushing my arse back eager to once again have him enter me. This time he put him face up against my arse and licked and tongued my balls and stuck his tongue up my arse poking it in and out like a little cock. I felt him stand and put his cock where his tongue had just been and with an almighty push his cock right up my arse to the hilt his stomach hitting my cheeks. This time he was faster and more forceful, in and out, in and out..... faster and faster. I was crying out but not in pain, I was telling him to push harder, to push faster.... my cock was engorged and felt like it was going to explode. I was in heaven I had never felt like this before and then all of a sudden I felt it, Carlos's cock was dry in my arse like all the lube was gone and it seemed to be bigger than before and then he exploded, his come was pumping in me, it seemed like litres of come. He stopped pumping and I slowly slid off his cock and collapsed on the floor of the shower.

I was dazed, the water running over my face and chest. I reached down and felt my cock it was limp and covered in come, it seems I has come at the same time as Carlos but with the ecstasy of what I felt I hadn't realised.

We washed up once more and dried each other off. I layed on a towel on the bed face down and Carlos then rubbed me up with massage oil getting into all my cracks and crevices. I was spent, I felt like I hadn't slept for weeks and wanting to just lie there.

But his massage felt so good and then he had me roll over and masage me all over. Of course my cock responded and pretty soon I was hard again. I noticed to that carlos was also hard and I looked at that beautiful cock and wanted nothing more than to suck it.
I wanted to deep throat this cock if I could and told Carlos this. He layed me down with my head over the side of the bed and while he he was crouching on the edge put his cock in my mouth. I eagerly took it in and sucked hard, he was now slowly fucking my mouth, in and out,in and out each time a little deeper. I started to gag, and he pulled back but said I have to keep trying and each time it would go in further. I kept trying and he kept fucking slowly, I got over the gagging and his cock went deeper into my throat. He started fucking faster and faster and I was taking it all in, I couldn't believe it.
He came before I knew it and I swallowed it all down, apart from what splashed over my face and chest.

I couldn't believe it I was a cocksucker and loving it, he had scratched my itches and filled both my holes.

I had another shower to clean up and we kissed passionately before I left.
I put the money on the table and promised to come back.......
It was the best loving I have ever had and all this time I thought I was into women and I think I still am but I am really into "Man Loving" and can't wait til the next time