Getting Pregnant

Working low paid jobs and getting used and having no future as I saw it. That caused me to get depressed and I would've probably done something if I hadn't seen a story about a woman improving her life by getting pregnant to an older man. Short version the woman stated how she seduced a single older man and they married, and she got pregnant, and they went on to have 3 children together. The older man was 28 years old than her and was well off, I thought if I could find such a man my life would be better. But where I lived it wasn't a possibility, I would find such a man. So, I sold up everything I had and moved away and after some searching, I found the perfect man for me. I was 34 at the time and found my now husband who 57 almost a hermit living alone. I got a job and thru the job got to know my now husband overtime. It took some time, and I finally got him into bed, and I took no precautions and after some more time and regular sex with him he asked me to marry him. I accepted his proposal and we married, and I finally got pregnant at 36 and we had twins. Now I'm 42 and we have 4 children 2 of each, still having regular sex and taking no precautions at all. I can't say I love him, but I think of him as my very best friend and miss him when we are apart. He's still as before I met him, keeps just to me and our children. He nor I are anything special in the looks department, but our relationship works for us.