Is there something wrong with me?

Hi I am an 30 year old male who is in love with sleeping around with bitches. Sometimes I love to rape them if I feel like I need a quicky. I noticed this problem when I was about barely 18. Where I noticed that anytime I was left with a female dog I just fuck them to get a nut off. But as of lately, I have seen that I need it every time now and I resorted to raping them if I need to. I don't mind the rape because it is a twisted fantasy I love dearly, but I know if I do with an actually human I'll go to jail. So, recently I have seen this huge pregnant bitch with huge nipples. I was turned on because I wasn't sure if I wanted to just fuck her or rape her. I told myself why not both, she has so many holes to fill? I walk over to the ally where she wandered off behind a dumpster. I had dropped my pants to my ankles, and began wanking off. I seen she was happy yo see me, but I didn't care. I turn her around seeing her winking pussy and protruding asshole. I could stop myself, and I force my 8 inch girthy cock into her pussy. I moan as I thrust into her, before I knew it she was really wet, slippery, and was tighter than any virgin pussy out there. I finally came so much in her. I pulled out seeing what I done. I didn't care because I knew she was a stray dog.

I brutally slam my rock hard cock into her ass. I knew she didn't like it because she wasn't stretched out enough to take all of me, once I was finished I up and leave her there all alone