Lonely and Horney

I'm Barbara 52 divorced 2 grown children who are too busy to visit. Anyway I live alone and have my own house, getting horny I started watching porn and it didn't help get off masturbating myself. Then by accident I saw a listing of Zoophilia, not exactly sure what it was about I had a look. I was naked and started to play with myself I got off watching a middle aged woman get fuck by a dog. So I started watching Zoophilia more and more. But just watching started to lose its effect on me. I felt left out of the action and seeing women walking big dog started to wonder were any of them letting their dog fuck them. But wondering didn't get me off, I saw a story on TV about the animal refuge having too many animals and needed people to adopt them. I thought cannot hurt to have a look. So I went and had a look October 2019 there were cats and small dogs and then I saw the larger dogs. Some were more middle sized than large, I came upon a dog called Bob a great Dane cross and everybody walked straight passed him. I did also but I turned around and saw him looking sad. So I asked about him and was told he was too big for people to keep and they would need a big yard and time to exercise him and that he was very friendly. Also they could arrange to get him fixed up if I was wanting him fixed. They don't doo it incase he gets put down when nobody takes him and his days were numbered. On the spur of the moment I said I'll take him as is and I was now a dog owner. I have an acre for my yard and 4 bedroom home just on the outskirts of my town. I got Bob home and he was very happy and obedient, done as told. I had stopped on the way home and got what I need to look after him 2 big meal dog dishes one for dry and the other wetter foods a 4 gallon bucket for water and a raised dog bed to get him off the concrete floor. He had his shots and was ready to keep me company, I took him for a walk that same afternoon and he was happy walking beside me and I enjoyed the walk as well as he did. I let him run around the yard and we got on very well, I hadn't tried any sexual things with him as I hadn't got him with that in mind, more for company at first. But feeling horny, led me to think about it once or twice. But not game to give it ago. But just before Christmas and being alone and horny and with the colder weather. Bob was inside my heated home and sitting near the old fire place not lit due to under floor heating. I was on my laptop searching porn sites for something to help get me off. I decided to get ready undressed and had the curtains closed, I found a site that interested me and as I watched it I started to play with myself. I was got wet, but I was wasn't getting much satisfaction. Bob came over and sniffed me and put his head between my legs and gave my hand a licking, I removed my hand. Bod started licking my pussy straight away and I enjoyed from the start and he got me off. That was the extent of our first sexual interaction. But it had made me very satisfied , the next day I would let him again. But first I cover the lounge with a old blanket and an old sheet over top. This time I left my laptop on the table sat naked on the lounge with my legs apart and started rubbing my pussy looking at Bob. He just laid there at first, but then got up and came over and repeated what he had done the day before and again he got me off and after he stood looking at me. I recovered and decided to let him try, I got down on my knees and rear towards him and my shoulders and head on the seat of the lounge waited to see what he would do. At first he just licked himself. Then back to sniffing me and then licking my pussy again and then he tried mounting me and missed my pussy several times. But he found it and entered me and he rode hard and fast. After he finished I had really enjoyed being fucked for the first in several years. I stayed in place and he then fucked me again 3 times in all he fucked me. I had a new favorite pass time, getting fucked by Bob. When the pandemic came I was well serviced the whole lockdown and ever since.