Planned myself a better Life

I'm Pamela 31 single pregnant now have a better life in front of me. Back in January 2021 I was broke out of work and with no future. I was a party girl going thru and paid for it with bad grades and didn't go to university and having to work shit jobs to get. Regularly fucking just to keep myself going, nobody wanted me as a wife and I was a bimbo and with pandemic my life just went down. I decided I had tow choice keep going down or improve my life somehow. I had no money and would soon have no where to live, not much chance of improving myself. Then I had a crazy idea, my nerdy brother Andrew 34 single doing very well for himself. Me and my friends made his life a misery growing up and I hadn't had much to do with since he went to university. He was reclusive, didn't like to mix with people all that much as they picked on him growing up. I had $50 and I decided to visit him, I knew address and so I caught a cab across the city. Once there it wasn't the mansion I thought he would have seeing how well he was doing. But he was always tight with his money growing up. I knocked on his door and heard who there come from inside and I looked into the peep hole and said your sister Pamela. What do do you want was his reply, to see you and I need a place to stay I replied. No answer and nothing for a while, then I heard the door unlocking and then open slowly. I then realized just how bad I had treated him growing up, he was always good for a laugh and fell for every prank I pulled on him. But he was still willing to help me, I enter and seen he was nervous. But at least I would have somewhere to stay, his home was spotless and I wouldn't have expected anything else. He was always clean and tidy except when pushed into a muddy puddle, as me and my friends had done when growing up. I tried to easy his nervousness and make him feel at ease. But years of tease or as it was abuse isn't washed away in a hour or so. I can't remember anything bad he done to me, always tried to help with my school work and I treated him like shit. Anyway I thought the smart move would take it easy on him and not scare him, I was hungry and I saw he got take outs and didn't much at all in his house. I decided to cook him a proper dinner and I remembered he liked our late grandma's roast chicken and vegetables. I said if you give some money I will cook her a roast chicken dinner like grandma made. He gave a $100 and I walk two blocks to the supermarket and got everything I needed, lucky I saw while in the taxi as Andrew never went and wouldn't have known where it was most likely. I also garb a snack to tide me over until dinner was ready and returned to his home and started cooking the dinner I promised him as taught by grandma. I had bought the biggest fresh chicken they had and cooked enough for six people. Andrew ate enough for three as he really loved grandma roast chicken. She had raised us after our mother passed away when I was 12 and our left us when I was 4. I can't remember grandpa he was gone before I turned 2. Grandma passed when I was 23 and Andrew and I last seen each other at her funeral. So it had been a time, so we settled down living together and I started cooking more meals for him instead of take outs. While trying to find a job, my plan was to stay with Andrew find job and get a secure life for myself. Nothing I could do, no jobs at the supermarket either. My walking around in my underwear was having an effect on Andrew, he was still a man and I think me living with was giving his hands extra exercise in his room at night. But I hadn't noticed, but then one day I had a shower and wearing a robe came out of the bathroom and looking thru the washing for clean panties. I was totally naked underneath, has I looked thru the laundry my robe opened and I gave Andrew I really good look at a live naked woman. He got an instant hard-on and it was the first time I realized what I was doing to him. At first I thought it was funny as he had disappeared into his room and I knew what he would be doing. In my younger days I would've made fun of him. But I felt sorry for him and in away I was responsible for his shyness of everybody, for teasing him so much in my youth. I myself was masturbating myself as I wasn't getting any myself either. Then a thought came into my mind I should help out, masturbate him myself as a sort of payback for helping me. I decided to go and do that, I tried his door knob and it opened and I caught him cock in hand. But instead of making fun of him I said I wanted to help him, which I think scared him more at first. I dropped my robe to floor and took hold his hard cock and it was bigger than I thought would be a good 8 inches. I slowly started to stroke his cock and he slowly started to relax. But it didn't seem to be getting anywhere, so I started to suck him off and he came into my mouth. So I swallowed it in front of him and told him I would be happy to help him out anytime. He was slow to take me up on my offer and I had to make the first move so to speak. Finally I was really horny myself and masturbating Andrew made me hornier. So I saw him looking at me in my underwear, which I still walked around in. So I said I would get him off and he was willing as he had come to terms with me masturbating him. But that time I decided I would fuck him and help myself as well. As you can guess it freaked him out a bit, but he did enjoy it and I was his first actual fuck. I also enjoyed it and from them on I fucked him and taught him to please me. At Christmas I got careless and now I'm pregnant, I've had every test going and the baby is healthy. So I'm having the baby earlier September the doctor says. I was already sleeping with Andrew every night before I got pregnant and still am and I've got him out and about more and more often. I'm not rushing it and as far as people we meet think we're married. I've can't think of a better life than being a mother to my brother's children. He has taught me to use computers and other things that will help get a better job if I decide too, as of now I'm his lover and sister.