My neighbor and I

I'm a straight man who is 52 years old. I had been curious and thought about sucking dick before but never went that far. Just relicenty broke up with my girlfriend of 5 years and was feeling down. My neighbor asked if I wanted to get high so I said sure. After we smoked a blunt he pulled out some meth and we begin to smoke some back and forth till I was high and horny. Nobody knows but I've watched gay porn after using speed and I kept it to myself. We then done a shot so I rushed to the bathroom cause I was cumming and I didn't want him to know. I pulled out my cock and shot my cum on the counter. I was so horny so I licked and ate my own cum just when he opened the door right quick catching me in the act. He had his cock out and when I started to say something he to shot a load mixing his load with mine. We both were looking into each other eyes as we hungrily slurped our jizz before kissing and spitting it back and forth. I then dropped to my knees and sucked his hot dick till he fully unloaded on my face and mouth. We spent the rest of the night getting high and pleasing one another. Then I shot a huge amount of meth I was in,a haze and wanting my wholes filled with cocks. I was riding on his dick really hard when the kid who is 18 came in and both of them double penetrated my asshole I was in pain and feeling pleasure at the same time. I then was on my back cause I begged them to cover me in cum. I want both y'all to cum on my dick. Before the weekend was over my first time turned into a gang bang and I was their slut cum bucket