Finding my Place

I never got on well with people in general and growing up was always in trouble and finally kicked out of home at 15. I started to travel and worked low paid jobs doing anything I could to make a buck. Still a loner most of the time and ended up joining a group of fruit pickers and travelled with them. It was with that group I ended up losing my virginity, not to the younger women in the group. But to an older mature woman in her late fifties, I enjoyed the sex and tried to hook up with a younger woman and failed. I soon realized I done much better with more mature women the the younger ones and so I would try to get the mature women in to bed with me. I got some and missed with others, but soon reduced my parameters and improved my luck. Having moved on from the pickers and travelling solo again. I would arrive somewhere and get a job and while working I would scope out the women and find who met my parameters. Thus found I would zero in and bed them. Not successful all the time, but enough to keep doing it. Married lonely mature women are the most promising I have found, especially if husband plays golf most of his spare time. Also very conservative religious women like a bit of rough and I'm rough and their husbands are usually playing golf or banging a younger woman working for them. I met one lady who's husband plays golf and can't get it up and can't take the blue pill or he will have a heart attack. She told me he cheats at golf and must win every game he plays to make up for his loss of sexual performance. I'm still travel around mostly and have shacked with mature widowed or divorced women at times and provide them sex for a warm place to sleep until I move on again. Its gets me thru cold winters and no work available times.