Coming to grips with wanting to watch

I've always wanted to watch and listen to my wife flirting and observe her actions and reactions as men,young and older,as well as women try to seduce her.Many times,while in our home while I was there,which seemed as though it was the biggest turn on,making ger very horny with trying to be more secretive and stealthy.The possibility of getting caught was really electrifying,trying to be quiet as she was relentlously teased and tempted,even touched and being flashed.The level of excitement got everyones juices flowing and she was always so much more aroused,soaking wet,with resisting becoming more and more difficult for her and her seducer.
She always had an irresistable sexiness that seemed to just say "I'm the hottest,wettest most edible and fuckable thing you've ever met".She really was,5'2",107 lbs.,always hard nipples on perfect breasts,big bedroom eyes,pouty lips and the most incredible ass I've ever seen.She just oozed out sexuality that men and women were attracted to.The fact that I wanted to watch all types of sexual interacting with her,didn't shock her at all.She understood and knew how horny and lustful seductive interactions were.Occasionally,we'd do the bar or club scene,pretending to not be a couple and there was never a shortage of would-be seducers that approached her from the second she entered an establishment.
The huge build up always ended with us fucking our brains out for hours,no matter where we were.Every once in a while,she'd be extremely attracted to or extraordinarily horny for one of the "seducers"and if she couldn't make it happen right where they were,a trip to the parking lot for a furious quickie would at least temporarily scratch the itch.There was several occasions that I got to "hide" at home and they'd show up.It was amazing how most of the guys literally just whipped out their cocks and waved it at her,enticing her.She had a difficult time resisting once a big hard cock was in front of her and some how these guys seemed to sense it like sharks sensing blood in the water.
One memorable time,she dragged two twenty-somethings home,both of them coordinating their "attacks",overwhelming her senses and they teemed up and just began stripping her clothes off and their own and literally picked her up and devoured her from head to toe and she was cumming the entire time.They eventually sandwiched her while standing,holding her up and lowered her onto both of their 8 or 9 inch cocks.They finally laid her down at one point and began pounding her relentlously for a solid hour,then,finally both pulled out and covered her with cum at the same time.Neither of them went soft and they procceeded to fuck her every way possible for the next two and a half hours non stop.She came more and harder than she ever had before or since.Sadly,these events all happened before we ever owned a cam corder.It was hotter than any porn I've ever seen.She could take a serious thrashing and never tire of it.The most cum inspiring times were when she was being pounded doggy style,her favorite position,as she would have multiple massive orgasms,the waves of pleasure washing over her continuously for up to twenty or more minutes straight.
We never had a hidden agenda from each other and never used any of those times against one another during a fight.It was obviously a mutual fantasy and our discussions before and after were open and honest.
Many people I'm sure don't understand wanting to watch your spouse getting seduced and fucked or what drives the urges to do so.I for one couldn't have had the same desires for an actress or stranger,she was the one I wanted to watch and experience and no one else would have illicited the feelings or been the source of the most powerful orgasms I've ever had to this day.

your constructive criticism is welcome,this is only my second attempt at erotic stories...