My first night

I had just turned 18 and my marriage was fixed to a 25 years old man who worked at a very influential govt post. Tall handsome and well built at 6’2” thick black hair while I was half his frame and just 48 kgs at 5’3”. He had agreed to marry me the day he visited my house with his parents, He saw me while was jumping up and down the stairs to pass my time. He smiled at me when I looked at him. There was something strange about that look that made me hide behind my mother even when I was being introduced to him. I didn’t even understand what made him say yes to marry me. Didn’t he have a girlfriend or couldn’t he find a suitable match around his age I wondered. I didn’t want to get married.
The next time I met him was on the day of the wedding at our house. When the priest asked me to wipe a few lines he drew on the ground I looked at my mother to check if she allowed. He laughed, held my hand and wiped all the lines in one go. There was something very frightening and authoritative about his grip but the moment he smiled he looked very different.
That whole day his eyes followed me everywhere I followed my mother packing my stuff to leave for honeymoon and from there to his house. I wasnt going to be back at this house that I called home till now. Once he stopped me at the door of my room, “hey kitten how long do you plan to follow your mum around?” He asked with a strange smile on his face.I didn’t like being called a kitten. Though I liked his dimpled smile.
That night I was pushed into the guest room he was staying in by my mother. I sat curled up at the farthest corner of the bed. I was nervous and scared. He gave me a twisted smile as he entered the room and looked at me, “you really look like a storm hit wet kitten. Lost and scared come sleep you have a long week ahead” there was something very strange and scary about him whenever he spoke but the moment he smiled dimples on his cheeks made him look like the most handsome man ever. I kept looking at him still wondering why he married me as if he guessed it and tried to explain, “I had declined to marry you and I would’ve declined again hadn’t I seen you jumping up and down the stairs like a kid. You looked like a pretty mess and suddenly I wanted you so bad. Are you virgin?” He asked
“No I’m Misty, don’t you remember my name?” I asked and despite the angry expression on my face he burst out laughing and he looked so handsome. The more he laughed the more it confused me, “Ok Misty are you a virgin?” He asked as trying to clear the confusion.
“You mean vegetarian?” I tried to correct him I had never come across that word or I didn’t remember it at all.
“No I mean virgin” he laughed some more.
I scratched my head. English isn’t my mother tongue still I had scored a 95% in high school but this word had never appeared in any textbook ever I could bet and never in school debates or conversations with the teachers and relatives.
“You’ve 3 hours, catch up on some sleep then we have to leave for the airport” he almost pulled me to bed and covered us with the blanket for one moment I felt he would land on top of me crushing me under his big frame but he didn’t. He just wrapped his arm around my waist and slept. It was a strange feeling being with a man in bed having his arm around my waist pinning me to the bed. I kept looking at him till I fell asleep.
“Misty wake up!” I heard a man’s voice so close for the first time in my life as he held me in his arms close to his chest running his fingers on my face, “sorry to wake you up but we need to leave now”
His arms were so strong and so comforting I put my head on his chest and tried to sleep some more, “ I could totally carry you to the cab but wouldn’t you want to say goodbye to your parents?” He asked.
“It’s so difficult to wake up” I complained still sleepy without opening my eyes and as I spoke his grip grew tighter and the touch of his fingers turned rough on my cheeks. He almost smothered when he planted a kiss on my lips. I woke up to break free. I was relieved when he let me go.
When we landed and sat in the cab I was tired, sleepy and least interested in looking at the beautiful hills. He rested my head on his chest holding me close. When we reached the hotel it was almost afternoon. He ordered lunch and coaxed me to eat some but the way he looked at me now made me more uncomfortable.
Before I knew it was dark all around the hills were no more visible and it scared me. What scared me even more was the way he looked at me and said, “Why don’t you change?”
I took my nightgown and shrug to the bathroom. After changing and looking at myself in the mirror to check if I looked pretty, I opened the door and found him standing right at the door stark naked. I gasped in shock and he laughed as he slipped the shrug off my shoulders, “I knew you haven’t ever seen a naked man before” saying this he took the night gown off my body.
I shivered and closed my eyes part in shock part with cold. He roughly pushed me against the wall and pressed his body against mine so hard that it hurt then made me touch his rock hard penis and clasped my fingers around it and adjusted his grip over mine and began to teach me how to stroke, “that’s how you do it and don’t you dare to stop” he instructed as he groped my breast with both hands hurting me even more I looked at him terrified, “I so wanted to see this scared look on your face don’t stop or I might hurt you more” he warned as he again firmly griped my hand and instructed me to stroke. He reached for my lips but there he was gentle I liked the kiss slowly sucking my lower lip he entered my mouth with his tongue and then sucked my upper lip I got sucked into it forgot the pain and cold but the moment I stopped stroking that’s when he pinched me so hard in my waist I let out a scream of excruciating pain. “Shhh... it’s ok”he hugged me as I cried in pain.
“Don’t hurt me” I warned
“Then you be a good girl” saying this he dragged me along and threw me on the bed. I felt powerless to get up and cover my naked body so closed my eyes, I didn’t want to look at him either.
Then I felt his body on top of mine suffocating me, “Why don’t you look at me” he asked in a cold scary tone. He clasped my jaw with one hand and with the other he ripped my panty and getting between my legs he groped my breast once again but this time he covered my mouth with the hand that clenched my jaw till now. I felt something dagger like piercing through my body between my legs. I instinctively bend my knee and with all my strength pushed myself up on the bed to save myself he hadn’t expected me to move, he was thrown out of me.
He laughed as much as he was angry he grabbed my ankle and pulled me right back down under him this time he crushed me with all his weight and I couldn’t move a muscle. He stopped for a few seconds to enjoy my helplessness while I was totally confused at the treatment meted out to me on my first night.
“You are hurting me” I tried to tell him choking in pain
“I know and now I’m gonna hurt you some more” he said and covered my mouth with his hand and began to pierce through my body between my legs again. It hurt like hell but I couldn’t move, I couldn’t push him away, I couldn’t escape.
The fingers of his other hand dug into my shoulder as he pushed it deeper inside me. I writhe in pain but he kept me pinned down and sunk his teeth into my flesh biting me hard just above my right breast. My screams were stifled by his hand that covered my mouth. The deeper he inserted the more it burned and pained. Something happened to him and his hand slipped from my mouth, “please stop” I requested he stopped though it still burned between my legs right upto my insides but the pain became less, “I’ll slow down if you promise you won’t scream” he looked at my face I looked at his red eyes he was sweating despite the air conditioning. I nodded drawing quick breaths and requested, “leave me”
“I can’t, not now” he declined my request and began to shove it deeper inside me again. I let out a cry and his hand was back on my mouth and then he thrust it again harder hurting me even more and then again this time he let go off my mouth and covered my lips with his own, he clasped my shoulders tighter as he moaned and thrust it inside one more time his lips moved from my lips to my neck where he bit me as he thrust it once more I cried in pain, his body shivered on top of me and he let out a strange groan despite writhing in pain and clueless about why he was doing this to me, I couldn’t help thinking what had happened to him that he collapsed on top of me. I was finding it more and more difficult to breath under his weight I tried to push him but I couldn’t, I tapped the bed. He thankfully understood and somehow took his weight off without ever getting off me. I could even feel his dagger retract. I was still in pain.
After a few minutes he looked at me, kissed me and smiled affectionately, “Wow You were so damned tight I came in no time I wonder if you have ever even fingered yourself but it felt so good even your screams gave me a high, I think this exactly what I expected when I married you.” saying this he got off me and checked between my legs, “wow you did bleed” I rolled over to hide my nakedness the blood and the pain scared me, I curled up still crying, “You hurt me so much” I sobbed and complained.
“I know it must have but it felt really good” He said I hated the triumphant grin on his face as he spoke, “ I want to do it again” he didn’t care I was scared and in pain he again pinned me to the bed just way I was biting my neck and shoulder from the back he pushed my legs apart and began inserting me from the back. I couldn’t see him but his hand cupped my breast and he squeezed it hard I was like a toy in his hands he did what he wished banged me harder insides of me hurt. Once he was done he covered me with the blanket I cried and slept.







I had just turned 18 and my marriage was fixed to a 25 years old man who worked at a very influential govt post. Tall handsome and well built at 6’2” thick black hair while I was half his frame and just 48 kgs at 5’3”. He had agreed to marry me the day he visited my house with his parents, He saw me while was jumping up and down the stairs to pass my time. He smiled at me when I looked at him. There was something strange about that look that made me hide behind my mother even when I was being introduced to him. I didn’t even understand what made him say yes to marry me. Didn’t he have a girlfriend or couldn’t he find a suitable match around his age I wondered. I didn’t want to get married.
The next time I met him was on the day of the wedding at our house. When the priest asked me to wipe a few lines he drew on the ground I looked at my mother to check if she allowed. He laughed, held my hand and wiped all the lines in one go. There was something very frightening and authoritative about his grip but the moment he smiled he looked very different.
That whole day his eyes followed me everywhere I followed my mother packing my stuff to leave for honeymoon and from there to his house. I wasnt going to be back at this house that I called home till now. Once he stopped me at the door of my room, “hey how long do you plan to follow your mum around like a kitten?” He asked with a strange smile on his face.I didn’t like being called a kitten. Though I liked his dimpled smile.
That night I was pushed into the guest room he was staying in by my mother. I sat curled up at the farthest corner of the bed. I was nervous and scared. He gave me a twisted smile as he entered the room and looked at me, “you really look like a storm hit wet kitten. Lost and scared come sleep you have a long week ahead” there was something very strange and scary about him whenever he spoke but the moment he smiled dimples on his cheeks made him look like the most handsome man ever. I kept looking at him still wondering why he married me as if he guessed it and tried to explain, “I had declined to marry you and I would’ve declined again hadn’t I seen you jumping up and down the stairs like a kid. You looked like a pretty mess and suddenly I wanted you so bad. Are you virgin?” He asked
“No I’m Misty, don’t you remember my name?” I asked and despite the angry expression on my face he burst out laughing and he looked so handsome. The more he laughed the more it confused me, “Ok Misty are you a virgin?” He asked as trying to clear the confusion.
“You mean vegetarian?” I tried to correct him I had never come across that word or I didn’t remember it at all.
“No I mean virgin” he laughed some more.
I scratched my head. English isn’t my mother tongue still I had scored a 95% in high school but this word had never appeared in any textbook ever.
“You’ve 3 hours, catch up on some sleep then we have to leave for the airport” he almost pulled me to near and covered us with the blanket for one moment I felt he would land on top of me crushing me under his big frame but he didn’t. He just wrapped his arm around my waist and slept. It was a strange feeling being with a man in bed having his arm around my waist pinning me to the bed. I kept looking at him till I fell asleep.
“Misty wake up!” I heard a man’s voice so close for the first time in my life as he held me in his arms close to his chest running his fingers on my face, “sorry to wake you up but we need to leave now”
His arms were so strong and so comforting I put my head on his chest and tried to sleep some more, “ I could totally carry you to the cab but wouldn’t you want to say goodbye to your parents?” He asked.
“It’s so difficult to wake up” I complained still sleepy without opening my eyes and as I spoke his grip grew tighter and the touch of his fingers turned rough on my cheeks. He almost smothered when he planted a kiss on my lips. I woke up to break free. I was relieved when he let me go.
When we landed and sat in the cab I was tired, sleepy and least interested in looking at the beautiful hills. He rested my head on his chest holding me close. When we reached the hotel it was almost afternoon. He ordered lunch and coaxed me to eat some but the way he looked at me now made me more uncomfortable.
Before I knew it was dark all around the hills were no more visible and it scared me. What scared me even more was the way he looked at me and said, “Why don’t you change?”
I took my nightgown and shrug to the bathroom. After changing and looking at myself in the mirror to check if I looked pretty, I opened the door and found him standing right at the door stark naked. I gasped in shock and he laughed as he slipped the shrug off my shoulders, “I knew you haven’t ever seen a naked man before” saying this he took the night gown off my body.
I shivered and closed my eyes part in shock part with cold. He roughly pushed me against the wall and pressed his body against mine so hard that it hurt then made me touch his rock hard penis and clasped my fingers around it and adjusted his grip over mine and began to teach me how to stroke, “that’s how you do it and don’t you dare to stop” he instructed as he groped my breast with both hands hurting me even more I looked at him terrified, “I so wanted to see this clueless, scared look on your face don’t stop or I might hurt you more” he warned as he again firmly griped my hand and instructed me to stroke. He reached for my lips but there he was gentle I liked the kiss slowly sucking my lower lip he entered my mouth with his tongue and then sucked my upper lip I got sucked into it forgot the pain and cold but the moment I stopped stroking that’s when he pinched me so hard in my waist I let out a scream of excruciating pain. “Shhh... it’s ok”he hugged me as I cried in pain.
“Don’t hurt me” I warned
“Then you do what I tell you to do” saying this he dragged me along and threw me on the bed. I felt powerless to get up and cover my naked body so closed my eyes, I didn’t want to look at him either.
Then I felt his body on top of mine suffocating me, “Why don’t you look at me” he asked in a cold scary tone. He clasped my jaw with one hand and with the other he ripped my panty and getting between my legs he groped my breast once again but this time he covered my mouth with the hand that clenched my jaw till now. I felt something dagger like piercing through my body between my legs. I instinctively bend my knee and with all my strength pushed myself up on the bed to save myself he hadn’t expected me to move, he was thrown out of me.
He laughed as much as he was angry he grabbed my ankle and pulled me right back down under him this time he crushed me with all his weight and I couldn’t move a muscle. He stopped for a few seconds to enjoy my helplessness while I was totally confused at the treatment meted out to me on my first night.
“You are hurting me” I tried to tell him choking in pain
“I know and now I’m gonna hurt you some more” he said and covered my mouth with his hand and began to pierce through my body between my legs again. It hurt like hell but I couldn’t move, I couldn’t push him away, I couldn’t escape.
The fingers of his other hand dug into my shoulder as he pushed it deeper inside me. I writhe in pain but he kept me pinned down and sunk his teeth into my flesh biting me hard just above my right breast. My screams were stifled by his hand that covered my mouth. The deeper he inserted the more it burned and pained. Something happened to him and his hand slipped from my mouth, “please stop” I requested he stopped though it still burned between my legs right upto my insides but the pain became less, “I’ll slow down if you promise you won’t scream” he looked at my face I looked at his red eyes he was sweating despite the air conditioning. I nodded drawing quick breaths and requested, “leave me”
“I can’t, not now” he declined my request and began to shove it deeper inside me again. I let out a cry and his hand was back on my mouth and then he thrust it again harder hurting me even more and then again this time he let go off my mouth and covered my lips with his own, he clasped my shoulders tighter as he moaned and thrust it inside one more time his lips moved from my lips to my neck where he bit me as he thrust it once more I cried in pain, his body shivered on top of me and he let out a strange groan despite writhing in pain and clueless about why he was doing this to me, I couldn’t help thinking what had happened to him that he collapsed on top of me. I was finding it more and more difficult to breath under his weight I tried to push him but I couldn’t, I tapped the bed. He thankfully understood and somehow took his weight off without ever getting off me. I could even feel his dagger retract. I was still in pain.
After a few minutes he looked at me, kissed me and smiled affectionately, “Wow You were so damned tight I came in no time I wonder if you have ever even fingered yourself but it felt so good even your screams gave me a high, I think this exactly what I expected when I married you.” saying this he got off me and checked between my legs, “wow you did bleed” I rolled over to hide my nakedness the blood and the pain scared me, I curled up still crying, “You hurt me so much” I sobbed and complained.
“I know it must have but it felt really good you too will start enjoying it in a day or two” He said I hated the triumphant grin on his face as he spoke, “ I want to do it again” he didn’t care I was scared and in pain he again pinned me to the bed just way I was biting my neck and shoulder from the back he pushed my legs apart and began inserting it inside me from the back. I couldn’t see him but his hand cupped my breast and he squeezed it hard I was like a toy in his hands he did what he wished banged me harder even the insides of me hurt. Once he was done he covered me with the blanket. Took me in his arms and caresses me and tried to tell me, “ it just hurts first few times” I cried myself to sleep.