My first time having sex with my first boyfriend, he came in me!

Hey everyone, I’m M. I am 18 years old and I am a high school student in Tampa. I had a crush on a boy from school that’s called A since I was like 15. But he always seemed to be interested in other girls. I was starting to think he would never notice me. I was horribly wrong. You will see. I was never that person who just talks about her love life/ crushes/ fantasies etc, I wanted to enjoy it by myself. But at some point I realized that I was desperately in need of talking to someone about him, so I decided to tell my best friend S about him. He is not like the most popular and handsome kid in the school and I am not the nerdiest, ugliest girl so I know I had a chance, I was just so shy near him I couldn’t even chat normally. Anyways, this best friend of mine who justifies herself by saying she did this for my own good, told A that I crushed on him. So one day A came to talk to me near my locker and he said “I’v heard you had a crush on me?” with a questioning tone. I was shocked and mad at S but I didn’t have time for thinking of those, I had to respond: Deny, and he walks away, I regret having denied it my whole life but nothing happens that 90% of people doesn’t go through at least once in their life; Say yes and you sound super creeepy, plus there is a chance of you being laughed at until you graduate. I managed to say: “ I may or I may not, why” which may seem like a good answer that sits in between the two sides but in reality is not. He answered: “Because I’m about to ask you out and I don’t like being rejected”, I was so freaked out I can’t even remember what I said! That cute boy just saved S’s ass by asking me out haha. So we started dating, a week or so passed and I was already noticing a looot (yes, with 3 Os that’s how much) of changes in my personality. It’s not like he’s a bad boy who was influencing me in a bad way, I was just starting to care less and less about school, about family, about my fears and even some thoughts. You know that feeling. And, I’ve never been so horny before, I was masturbating every single day fantasizing about him, sometimes more than once. I hardly ever did that! And after a week has passed I asked him if he had ever masturbated. He told me that what I was asking was like asking have you ever eaten, have you ever breathed; especially to someone who has a gf as hot as me. And that question turned into chat based on sex that lasted till the morning came. We were at his place (his parents were on holiday in the bahamas), sitting on the couch and watching funny YouTube videos on the tv, and PG ones! But after that chat started, he opened a porn video and he started undressing me as we watched “the show”. I was glad I had my best bra on :). I started to play with his dick over his pants and then unzipped him. Oh boy was he big! I wanted him in me so bad I couldn’t resist. I sat on top of it and took it in, then started fucking him. Soon after, he gained control on me, on our movenents and positions. He was just so strong and fulfilling. It was my first time having sex and it was the best! When we were in for like two minutes he asked me if by chance I took any birth control pills that day. Obviously the answer was no because I wouldn’t believe this would happen the day before even if god himself told me it would. But I was too busy to care, he was just so satisfying to me. My pussy has been waiting for this moment for the past 18 years and it was the part of my body in control, it wasn’t the brain anymore. I told him not to worry and carry on. After a while he said he was about to cum and that he was going to pull out, but I was nearing the orgasm and I was not going to leave it in the best part. I told him to continue. He asked me if I was sure and my answer was just a horny scream. He came in me. It was the best feeling of all, feeling the warnth of his cum inside my pussy! I had the best orgasm of my life, I was contracting wlth every muscle in my body. So we slept together that night, which was yesterday, and I got back home in the morning from “ a sleepover at S’s place” :). Now that the brain kicked in though, I was worried out of my mind. So once my mom left I sneaked out to CVS, got a pregnancy test and birth control pills for the next time which, I’m not gonna lie, am looking forward to no matter what. I just did the test and I am clear! Thinking of yesterday, MY 3 YEAR LONG CRUSH FUCKED ME YESTERDAY! Omg that is so hard to believe but feels so good to say!