Raped by my dog

I was 11, only first knowing how people had sex... my parents were gone for the weekend, that night I decided to sleep naked, i laid down and i got on my knees as if I was a dog and started reading a book, i know, how typical, but I wasn't thinking anything wrong.. suddenly i felt my dog which was a blue nose pitbull, his name was dusty, I was of course a virgin, I felt Dusty start licking my vagina. It was the best thing I had ever felt in my life, I felt Dusty start to try and put his cock inside of me, I was in shock I tried to make him stop but it was in me, he had his arms holding me, I was crying but I didn't exactly want him to stop, it felt so good. It went on for about 12 minutes, I was squirting wondering if I was gonna be alright, my bed sheets were soaked, Dusty started licking up the mess, I was moaning and wouldn't stop squirting. I ran to my moms room and stole her sex toys, she had an av stick vibrator and more. I grabbed my computer and found a porn website, I had so many orgasms that night, the next night I was wondering if Dusty would do it again. He did... I was grasping my pillows crying, but it felt so good.. I felt guilty... Was that weekend my lucky weekend to just be a whore, is what I was thinking. I was living my best life but I found out it was illegal to have sex with dogs.. It went on though.. My parents were never home, I wanted Dusty to stop but he never would... I started wearing underwear but if you don't have a dog then you probably don't go through underwear finding it eaten by your dogs... he got through my underwear. He did stop and I felt amazing but it was a drug... I kept craving more..