How I let my brother & his friends gape me

I was in sexual relationship with my older brother for many many years. The 1st memory I have is of me giving him blow jobs in our bedroom and seeing if he could squirt in my mouth before mom came in. He said I was actually the one started everything. He said he probably should have stopped me but Every time he would be naked to change or something I would run up and just start sucking him. He said the first time it caught him so off guard he didn't know what to do and before he knew it He was cumming. Once I became a little older we started to have complete sex. He even let his best friend join alot. And couple of others on some drunk nights. It was fun tho even if they wud get a lil crazy with the whole see if he take this thing in his hole game. His favorite thing to do was feel someone's dick while it was inside me or hold my hole open while they Fucked me. There Were good times and some bad. He drank alot and sometimes he got carried away with putting stuff in me. Or when he would make me a slave and make other guys fuck me, drink his and their piss, clean out dirty assholes, letting others watch me get pounded at parties and help stretch me more or have me make up crazy rape stories or who else in the family I wanted to fuck me to add to the dirty talk which im ok with. Then a few times I opted to try things offered that really let me lay there and let them do whatever they wanted. It wasnt the best idea But even their kinky crazy drunk asses knew there was limits. Not many. But some. One of those nice relaxed nights involved 3 of the biggest cucumbers ever and several corn on the cobs. Lol. Lets just say the boys really had fun and got off on it and I was a lil sore the next day. Which has always been one of those things I am weird with. The soreness wud sometimes remind me and put me right back in That night. So there I am horny as fuck. Lol But all in all I wouldn't change a thing with any of it. Well with the exception of getting the idea of letting the boys double penetrate me. I can't believe they never did it to me. Least if it did happen no one remembers. I have nothing bad to say about the experiences with my brother. Well one thing that tat might be a lil bad is now my hole will always be Kinda gaped. Like not crazy wide open. I'll just say it's Big and if I want to I can fit whatever I want it in and it opens up so fast. My brother purposely stretched me out tho so I like it. Besides taking his 9' pop can wide dick "for real on the size too" which would have done the job fine on its own he would stretch me out with his fingers in my hole with his dick. Sometimes making me sleep with big things inside me. It started So I could stay quiet while he was Fucking me when I was little. But then after he saw what my hole could do and then he always wanted try more. He said nothing ever turned him more. And I love how turned on he would be. One time He made his best friend sleep with half his hand in me one time for the entire night and wouldn't let him take it out till late morning when only after he had been playing with it enough he had it swollen up and puffy. We Even had to go pee together with him in me. He loved the idea of me not being able to get off unless he was the one there doing it. And the fact dick by itself wouldn't be good enough for me because only He knew what I really liked. When I was 14 his best friend spent the night One time my brother was away for the weekend. Tho he had joined in alot he usually stayed quiet And took lead from my brother or did whatever my brother ordered him to do to me which cud get crazy. So of course he slept in my brothers bed on the bottom bunk. He didn't waste time getting at me, Asking if I liked the the stuff they did to me. And how often I did things to myself on my own. I didn't know anyone knew I liked doing stuff on my own too. He said he noticed a long time ago I was working my hole to take stuff easier. Then he ask me if he could do some things to me tonight. Just me and him. That is stuff I havent tried before and he knew I would really like it. So I agreed. That night was awesome. He fucked and fisted me both that night. I enjoyed it all. Esp the fist. His hand is kinda small and it seemed to go right in. Best feeling ever was when he popped it in and he had his whole hand down to his wrist in me. Fills u in ways I can't describe. I guessed My brother wasn't into fisting or honestly just didn't think to fist me cause as big as he was with the whole gapping me thing that would have been right up his alley. He ended fisting me that morning before he left too. Its was easier to take than the night before So it was even better. But the chance of him getting to do it again just didn't come back around. So I wasn't fisted again till I was 27 and then it was during a 3sum I had with my ex and his horse hung cousin. "There is whole other hot story" There I was having my hole played with and getting fucked by the guys . Next thing I herd was the cousin tell my bf.. Ur right. His hole is awesome it can take anything. I just pushed my hand some and it went straight in. In all truth. With the booze and poppers and how well they already had me open, I didn't even feel his hand go in. It was when the cousin started to punch my hole out is when I really felt it. That was the first time my ex had ever seen anything fisting. He was amazed and turned on. Tho he tried he never got the hang of it. So by the time next bf "now ex #2" came along I had decided I was really turned on and into fisting and needed more and getting it done to me Good asap again. So I made a trip back home right after and I went to right to my brothers friends house. I loved it so much the time he did it and I hoped he was still into it. So With some booze and hard on just thinking about that night I went to his place "for a visit" and we started chatting and before I even had to mention anything he was talking about how much he has missed it and wanted to do it to me again. He said it's one if his biggest turn ons and his first gf loved it. Even double fisted her. But He tried with his 2nd wife but didn't work out. She hated it. So now he had no one to do it too. So we made plans for that night. And he did a 5 hour fisting session on me. He did and tried out many new things on me I really liked that time too. Luckily my last ex liked fisting me. And he was pretty good it. There for a while he even had me where I cud take a fist before getting Fucked first. He always wanted to play out his fantasy by standing behind me and sneak sliding his fist in while people were around. I wasn't brave enough or just never found the right group of people but I did let fist me in front of his best friend him tho. He even taught his friend how to fist on me. I trusted his friend and I cud tell the moment I met him he was like us. They begged to try to go in together with their fist but I compromised and let them jack each other off while they had their dick in me. Which is one of the new things my brothers friend taught me. Jackhammering. It feels awesome to have a fist around a dick all inside u. One cool thing is When I told my sister "we are very close and almost tell each other everything" I was worried I was making myself too loose getting fisted so often. She said that's the only way she can get off. Her husband is a thick 11 inch. She said it was no time before he was fisting her So she cud just get off. So I don't feel bad about it. And she reminded me we must have been born with bigger size holes Cause like her I could almost always take whatever the width anything was. It was length that got me. She takes a break for a few months and things snap back pretty good. And I was surprised how much mine did. I do love my brother and I miss letting him to have his way with me. Talk dirty to me. Tho he is married now and we have only hooked up 3 times since I still hope for more. And him getting to fist me which I later found out he just didn't think to do it or else he wud have been doing to me for years. He has 2 step sons now. 13 and 10. Which one does have to wonder. But anyway. And yes he was successful in being the only one who knows how to really get me off. I think back on it and it is like the hottest porn anyone cud write. I wish I could find a porn like that. Every time I go back home for a visit one of the first places I go I go is to his friends house and he takes me straight inside to look at my hole. He says it's half his now and he has pride in keeping the way my brother loved it. Lol Also one thing that I really like about his friend is like my brother which they are the only 2 that can do it to my liking, he is great With dirty talk, I almost have no limits with how dirty some one wants to talk. Its just pretend anyway. message me for some of hot things they would say to me or make me say. And that's the story. I get off thinking about it all the time. I'm 31 now and single. And bros friend lives 4 states away so now I'm on a mission to find someone as kinky and freaky as me and turned on with the same stuff. But until then I cud just let my ex or his best friens come over every now and then and have a go with it.
Hope you enjoyed finding out how I got gaped and into fisting by letting and wanting my brother and his friends fuck and do stuff to me almost my whole childhood.