My Planned Life

When I was born my family started planning my life and at the age of 5, I was engaged to a family friend's daughter than 3. The wedding was planned for her reaching the age of 18, I hadn't even met her before I was 15 and that only because of another family wedding. I was related to my bride thru my mother's side of the family her second cousin had married into their family by marrying an uncle of my bride to be. I've no idea what relationship it made my wife to me. But it wasn't anywhere close enough to stop us from marrying, I've done well at school and went onto university. Lost my virginity at university my first year there. It wasn't a relationship; I paid a woman 47 for sex she was desperate at the time, and I lost my virginity. Finally, my bride to be turned 18 and the wedding was already planned, and I hadn't seen my bride since the wedding of my mother's cousin. But being the dutiful son, I would follow my parent's wishes. At the ceremony I finally saw my bride again, her face was at first covered by a veil and after we were married the veil was lifted off her face. She was pretty and had an attractive figure, better than I thought getting close to the wedding day she would be. But I'm nothing much in looks and I thought I got the better side of the deal. That was 2012 and, in the years, since we 've had 5 children together. Our marriage is strong and loving I believe, no problems as long as she is left to run the house and the children. If I try to involve myself more into her management of the house or family as she sees it. I'm quickly told to butt out. My involvement is only wanted when she asks for it, and none of our children are promised like we were. I wasn't concerned either way, but my wife said No to arranging marriages for our children. She has been the perfect wife to me, and I couldn't have wished for a better wife. She has a very strong will of her own but is very loving in the bedroom.