Devi

I am Devi and 48 .I was born in London. Mum and Dad were African Indian .My family came in 1970s.I grew up in London .When I was 19,Mum and dad introduce me to a Indian guy .He was 24.They asked me if I liked him .He was good looking and I said to my parents, yes .
Whit in few months I was Married to this boy.
He opened up a shop few months later and I also started working in that shop .We had 1 child by the time I was 21.She grew up and she met a boy at university ,who was from Canada. She got married left and went to Canada with him.
We still run shop and carried on with our life. My husband was very nice and treated me very well. One day he had a pain in the shop putting the stock away at back. He collapsed .I called the ambulance by the time they came he passed away. So I was left by myself. I had to sell the shop because I could not run it by myself and beside I spent to many years in there.
One year had passed since then and my humanly needs getting stronger and stronger .So brought some sex toys, dildo ,vibrator .But it was not enough .I need a human body touch .So place add on dating site .Loads of replies came. Lot this guys were fake. Some I did not like and some were just nasty .I had natural boobs they were big. So I used to get notice all the time .
I started watching porn and started playing with my with the toys and one night, I said to my self ,why not date a girls. So next day went out shopping and brought 3 wigs ,sunglasses ,went home and put the wig and sunglasses on and took some selfies and went on internet and found a site which is for lesbians. I put the ad in. With few minutes I had so many replies. .One the reply was from Sara .When I looked at her pictures she sent. She was 25 and black hair and she looked Great. She said she is into older women and if I was interested. I replied back and said ,yes and told her that never been with girls .It will be my first time .She replied back and said that's fine .So we arranged meet next evening .Also replied to some other messages I had from other girls.
Next day we met for a coffee and we talk for a while and asked if she was interested. She agreed .We looked for Air b -n-b .We found it, booked it and picked up key and went into the flat. She said if you don't like something let me know .This pretty girl .She was coming close to me and my hands were shaking .She started to kiss me and it felt so good .Shaking was gone and it felt so good .She took my undies off and put her tongue in cunt and and felt so good and she made me come .I was still standing and the juice was dripping on floor .I was so happy .She took me to bed room and back and forth we made each other come. I did not sleep at all .She told me in the morning that she never fucked a Indian woman before .She introduce me other girls and also started dating girls from the site .We are good friends .I love girls .I did not realised what I was missing in my life until now. I had my boobs done bigger and firmer. Girls I date loves them .I do not date any man .Only Man I loved was my husband ,he gave me everything I needed .I do miss him but my new life is not bad at all.