No Nut November goes zoophile

How did this happen? Im still suprised about myself. But since it happend, i cant reverse my feelings anymore. I want to fuck horses and dogs now.
Im a 20 years old skinny student and just left home and got my own flat for study. My parents pay for it of course. I also have a dog. A female Rhodesian Ridgeback and her name is Judy. i took her with me of course.
First of all i never thought about having sex with her in my whole life. I loved her like a Family member but never in a romantic way nor as a sexual partner. But the last one changed recently.
So this is how it started.
I was preparing myself for an exam right before Christmas and some friend of mine told me that it would help to gather energy by not jerking Off. At first this did Not made any sense to me but i also heard that boxers and athletics do the same. So i gave it a try.
Since i usally dont watch porn and in general a very shy person this wasnt to much of a problem for me. At least i thought so.
I also had already one Girlfriend in my life and was no virgin anymore. So i thought my sexual direction was settled too.. sadly me and my ex broke up because of me moving away for study but you know i was sure i would find someone again.
Anyway the first 4 days were actully not a problem for me. I started at sunday and had No problems at all. Yeah sure some horniness here and then but overall okay. But once i reached the 5th day - thursday, things actully got really Bad in No time. I woke up that night horny as i had never been before and my dick was rock solid. The tip was tingling and even the slightest touch made him throbbing. Bro wtf?! I thought. i could Not sleep anymore. Even my pants were touch enough that i would get exremly aroused and had the immediate urge to cum. Seriously im not talking about the urge to jerk off. It was something above that - the urge to blow a load instantly. I was awake all night fighting myself to not jerk Off. The funny thing is this didnt even gave me any energy boost at all over the week but laying in my bed with a throbbing dick i decided i will proof myself that i can hold it for one week. And so i was concentrating on everything disgusting i could think of all night until my boner finally vanished.
Boys that was a really rough night. I was so tired the next day. After university i didnt even study. I just went home and got judy for her walk. I wasnt horny at this point anymore but tired and really wanted to sleep.
Judy on the other hand was full of Energy. Waiting the whole day for me must have been boring for her. So i let her of the leash and we went into the Park. Once we reached the park i actully got her back in the leash. Judy was in heat or going into it for a week or two now. She was 3 years old btw. and we didnt spayed her. The last i wanted was a pack of puppies now. But it would be cute though.
Anyway on our way through the park we met a lot of interessted male dog that all went to sniff on her pussy. Her pussy was really swollen at that point. And i thought about it the first time in my life - i swear! - well looking at her vulva - it was so big now that i actully could fit my dick in it.
Once i thought it i shaked my head and thought that i must be in desperate need of sleep when i think something like that and laughed it of. We walked forward and then i saw something crazy.
Right behind one of the bushes in the Park two dogs got close to each other and the Male one mounted the female. I was flabbergasted...the male was going crazy on that female dog and she seemed smiling and having orgasms too.
It just took a minute but i watched it all. It was so arousing and amazing to watch i could not look away. I got out of this trance when the owners saw it too and Screamed at them to stop. The male tryed to stop immediatly but couldnt get away because His dick must have swollen up (they have a knot for this) and was tied to the Girl.
I turned around and left with judy only to realize how ecstatic this made me. While walking away i noticed that i had a big boner in my pants that wouldnt Go away. The walking was like jerking of in my pants and so i grunted in agony and decided to run as fast as i can home. I was breathing heavily when we got home but luckily that running made my boner Go away. Fucking hell only two days to go i thought and made myself ready for bed and actully was able to sleep. Probably because of the sleep deprivation but that was fine for me. I usally dont dream a lot but this night i did.
And my mind went crazy. I was back in the park and watched the dogs fucking again. They were grunting like humans and His cum was dripping out of her with every thrust. And then i got closer and out of nowhere He was mounting me. This was crazy! His knot was swelling Up Inside my ass out of nowhere and i was turning my eyes upwards in orgasmic agony while He fucked my ass. He was filling me Up. Now i was the one dripping cum out of my ass and i was ready to blow a load myself. I was moaning and grunting with every thrust. It felt so real my anus was full of dog cum and his knot was pounding my prostate. I was begging to cum but i could Not blow a load. And then judy run over to us. And in a turn of events i wasnt get fucked anymore. Judy was nowhere to be seen and i was deep inside the pussy of that other female dog in the Park. I was so horny. I had to cum! I ram it deep Inside her pounding her like the Male Dog and just before i was ready to blow a load the Dog turned its head and it was judys head! I stood up in shock pulling out and actully woke up in total. Jo wtf was that of a dream? I woke up to a explosive boner. I looked under my pants and saw it actully throbbing and leaking some drips of cum. I hadnt blown a Load yet but i would have had an orgasm If i just would have touched him. It was 4 am so i went for a cold shower to get him down and Clean the tip from the precum.
While showering the dream didnt let me go. First the dogs were fucking each other. Then i was fucked by the male and then i was fucking the female, that out of nowhere turned out to be judy.
I slaped myself and told me to stop thinking about this. But once i was back in the bedroom i couldnt stop thinking about sex.... especially Sex with judy. My boner got right back up and was there to stay. It was 7 am that i decided i would not go to university today because of the amount of arousal Inside me. I couldnt look at Judy anymore.
Everytime i did - a wave of uncontrolled horny arousal went through me. It actully scared me and made me panic! What was going on with me?!
Once judy woke up she immediatly noticed that something is wrong with me and came over. I told her to Go away while i pushed a pillow in my face and she actully did turned away. I could hear her breathing and panting in a rythmic loud manner. So i peeked under the pillow over to her why she was breathing so loud....and what i saw was just to much..She Had turned around yes, but she was showing me her pussy while she was watching me over her shoulder smiling at me. Once our eyes caught each other she actully made herself fall foreward inviting me to fuck her.
She has never done this the last 3 years NEVER. And of all things she does IT now!
It was to much for me. My dick actully started to pulsate a little and pushed precum out of its tip like it wanted to lube her pussy. I moant looking at her swollen pussy because i realized she was in full heat now and she wanted me to blow a load Inside her. I stood Up. I knew this was wrong but my brain was like under electricity and my dick was demanding to cum!
But would it fit? I was scared and nervouse like my first time. I mean it was kinda my first time... with a dog. She stood up again too. Walking backwards until her Vulva touched my throbbing dick. I was sitting on the bed without pants and her pussy and my dick were perfecly alined too.
I cant do this?! Or can i?! My morals had left the chat. Her soft pussy touching my tip, i decided that i could Just try to push it in just to see If it would even work. I was nervous i pulled my dick upwards and caught her entry, i was squeezing my dick around the hole to get the right angle and wiped my precum all over her vulva but before i even could thrust she did it for me! She walked backwards and He Just sliped in No Problem. I was moaning and in shock! It just went in! My dick was Inside her!!! Her pussy was so hot (dogs have a higher body Tempreture) it was like my dick was covered in moistered soft heated blankets. It felt amazing and absolutely like heaven. But what now? I cant fuck her!! Or can i?! I mean i was Inside her already and i was in desperate need of a load to blow. One or two thrust wouldnt do anything right? So i started slowly. And decided after the second thrust that i had to do more. It was so good. I was in orgasmic agony and thrusting really really helped! It was like scratching an itch that was so deep that nothing except this could help. Judy watched me over her shoulder doing it and was smiling giving me her approval to continue.
Oh god! I knew this way wrong! I had to stop but everytime i tryed to pull out her pussy walls started to clinch and i had to thrust back in pushing her inner walls to the sides, making her Clinch less.
I was stuck in this process of thrusting. Trying to pull out, clinching gets stronger, had to move back in until my tip was pushing into the opening of the uterus. I could actully feel it. It was a round knot and it was like an instinct that told me to push against it. I was to close to cum. My brain was exploding. The edging was intense and my tip was aiming deeper and deeper.
Well i thought AS long as i pull out i can continue. As long as i dont cum inside judy, this isnt really Sex. I mean this is bullshit but at this point this thought was the only way to make myself believe this is okay. No cum inside her is equal to just rub myself on her ..just inside her! With that in my head sorted i decided to thrust stronger, faster and deeper. Her heated pussy Walls, her clinching and her rhytmic panting just didnt gave me the time to think about pulling out. My brain was full of orgasm and even though i wanted to pull out the moment i went over the edge i couldnt think of it anymore. I had to blow, i had to cum NOW! I was raming my dick Inside her searching for her Uterus Canal again! I have to touch it one more time Was my only thought. "NGHHHGAAAAA!!!" And finally i fucking did it. I felt it. I had found her cervix again. I Had to hit it one two more times but i just was able to do it twice. . I pushed it deep Inside her and blew probably the biggest load in my life! I pulsated at least 15 times. While holding it still focusing on not losing the Cervix again. What a releave....trust ne this was the absolut Peak If orgasm. Once i was finished Judy started to move away and by doing so pulled me Out. A drip of cum left with my dick too. And she turned around to lick my dick and then herself clean.
I let her do it. I was completly exhausted. I just thought that she can do what ever she likes. I just had the best sex in my life. I actully felt ashamed for a week but after that i actully wanted to do it again with her! It Had been just to good and why should i be ashamed?! No one knew it and i also had read about it that it was pretty common in ancient times! Sadly she Had gone out of head before i could get myself together. I was thinking about doing it with her out of heat but her pussy just loooked to small now and i didnt wanted to hurt her. Also Imagine the vet seeing her damaged vagina. He probably would know what was going on and would call the cops. No i had to wait. But her next heat will come just in 6 months...but as long as she okay with it, dont get Hurt, i will wait and defnitly screw her again!
This experience really twisted my sexual reality. Now every animal i saw, i recognized as a potential Sex Partner. And i knew that i couldnt wait until her next heat to fuck. So i thought about some other ways but these other ways will be their own story. I also failed my exam btw. so the no nut challange did nothing for me except open me up for dog Sex.